rei ❀˖°
@hlwitbysthy.bsky.social
{caterpillarsky}
⟡ 17
⟡ any prns
⟡ sw: 66.8kg | cw: 55kg | lw: 47kg | gw: 50kg | ugw: 35kg
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⟡ 17
⟡ any prns
⟡ sw: 66.8kg | cw: 55kg | lw: 47kg | gw: 50kg | ugw: 35kg
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been almost a year since i was at my lw i miss it so bad🙏
October 1, 2025 at 8:40 PM
been almost a year since i was at my lw i miss it so bad🙏
honestly jst gnna rant abt ts on here bc idk who to talk to and i need to say this somehow. i’m so fucking confused i know i don’t want to get back together with him because he made me feel like shit and he scared me. i’m self aware enough to know he’s prbly manipulating me and that he was in the -
breaking up did fucking nothing. he’s still making me feel like shit and touching me without my consent and got me involved with a whole bunch of drama. i want to completely cut him off but i cant
UPDATE: WE BROKE UP
September 15, 2025 at 2:06 AM
honestly jst gnna rant abt ts on here bc idk who to talk to and i need to say this somehow. i’m so fucking confused i know i don’t want to get back together with him because he made me feel like shit and he scared me. i’m self aware enough to know he’s prbly manipulating me and that he was in the -
breaking up did fucking nothing. he’s still making me feel like shit and touching me without my consent and got me involved with a whole bunch of drama. i want to completely cut him off but i cant
UPDATE: WE BROKE UP
chat i am proper locked in atm (🙌🙌) but i’m pretty sure me and my bf are breaking up so what if he thinks that i “relapsed” because of him IT IS NOT he just thinks the world revolves around him I DONT WANT PEOPLE THINKING I GOT SKINNY BECAUSE OF A MAN
September 14, 2025 at 9:11 PM
breaking up did fucking nothing. he’s still making me feel like shit and touching me without my consent and got me involved with a whole bunch of drama. i want to completely cut him off but i cant
i was doing so well then i got high and binged so bad i don’t even wanna know how much i actually ate and i haven’t been able to stop binging since. i want to kms
September 14, 2025 at 9:07 PM
i was doing so well then i got high and binged so bad i don’t even wanna know how much i actually ate and i haven’t been able to stop binging since. i want to kms
UPDATE: WE BROKE UP
chat i am proper locked in atm (🙌🙌) but i’m pretty sure me and my bf are breaking up so what if he thinks that i “relapsed” because of him IT IS NOT he just thinks the world revolves around him I DONT WANT PEOPLE THINKING I GOT SKINNY BECAUSE OF A MAN
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September 2, 2025 at 7:41 PM
UPDATE: WE BROKE UP
chat i am proper locked in atm (🙌🙌) but i’m pretty sure me and my bf are breaking up so what if he thinks that i “relapsed” because of him IT IS NOT he just thinks the world revolves around him I DONT WANT PEOPLE THINKING I GOT SKINNY BECAUSE OF A MAN
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September 2, 2025 at 5:50 PM
chat i am proper locked in atm (🙌🙌) but i’m pretty sure me and my bf are breaking up so what if he thinks that i “relapsed” because of him IT IS NOT he just thinks the world revolves around him I DONT WANT PEOPLE THINKING I GOT SKINNY BECAUSE OF A MAN
i’m so disgustingly fat
August 24, 2025 at 1:59 AM
i’m so disgustingly fat
miss my honeymoon phase so bad it’s not even funny
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June 30, 2025 at 12:07 AM
miss my honeymoon phase so bad it’s not even funny
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i hate leaving the house knowing i could be so much thinner
June 27, 2025 at 5:41 PM
i hate leaving the house knowing i could be so much thinner
my bf is pissing me off he’s getting on my back abt not relapsing and everything then says the most triggering stuff in the world???? i swear to fuck this boy never said anything like it before i told him abt my ed and sh
June 28, 2025 at 12:31 AM
my bf is pissing me off he’s getting on my back abt not relapsing and everything then says the most triggering stuff in the world???? i swear to fuck this boy never said anything like it before i told him abt my ed and sh
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Anyone else take bodychecks to discourage yourself from eating? Like ew I look like that..
June 6, 2025 at 9:23 PM
Anyone else take bodychecks to discourage yourself from eating? Like ew I look like that..
honestly kinda relapsing to spite my bf. he goes on abt how he doesn’t want me to get skinny bc it’s unattractive and then always complains about weight and calories in-front of me which he never did until he new i had an ed.
he also thinks he’s helping me by constantly sexualizing my body.
he also thinks he’s helping me by constantly sexualizing my body.
June 3, 2025 at 4:00 AM
honestly kinda relapsing to spite my bf. he goes on abt how he doesn’t want me to get skinny bc it’s unattractive and then always complains about weight and calories in-front of me which he never did until he new i had an ed.
he also thinks he’s helping me by constantly sexualizing my body.
he also thinks he’s helping me by constantly sexualizing my body.
WHY AM I WASTING MY TEEN YEARS BEING FAT
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June 3, 2025 at 2:55 AM
WHY AM I WASTING MY TEEN YEARS BEING FAT
my mum just pointed out my scars as i was leaving the house to go to my friends i really cannot wait to deal with her when i’m home tmrw!!! 🤗
May 30, 2025 at 3:16 PM
my mum just pointed out my scars as i was leaving the house to go to my friends i really cannot wait to deal with her when i’m home tmrw!!! 🤗
i’m back again!!
tried recovering, got a bf, got fat.
tried recovering, got a bf, got fat.
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May 28, 2025 at 9:27 PM
i’m back again!!
tried recovering, got a bf, got fat.
tried recovering, got a bf, got fat.
does alcohol break a fast i don’t normally count drinks during my fasts but it’s so high cal idk
March 29, 2025 at 9:15 PM
does alcohol break a fast i don’t normally count drinks during my fasts but it’s so high cal idk
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i need to kill myself i can feel the fat clumping up under my skin
March 29, 2025 at 5:03 PM
i need to kill myself i can feel the fat clumping up under my skin
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Me when my disability actually disables me
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March 29, 2025 at 1:49 PM
Me when my disability actually disables me
dude i kinda wanted to eat dinner but i wasted all my fucking calories on vodka
March 29, 2025 at 9:11 PM
dude i kinda wanted to eat dinner but i wasted all my fucking calories on vodka
like i feel embarrassed being around her bc i prbly look massive compared to her
i hate that i get so triggered by my bsf they used to be bigger then me but now they’re skinnier and genuinely have never really cared about how they look n stuff. i feel bad for even like thinking abt their body weight n shit but idk i can’t help it at least it helps me stay locked in i guess
March 29, 2025 at 8:52 PM
like i feel embarrassed being around her bc i prbly look massive compared to her
i hate that i get so triggered by my bsf they used to be bigger then me but now they’re skinnier and genuinely have never really cared about how they look n stuff. i feel bad for even like thinking abt their body weight n shit but idk i can’t help it at least it helps me stay locked in i guess
March 29, 2025 at 8:51 PM
i hate that i get so triggered by my bsf they used to be bigger then me but now they’re skinnier and genuinely have never really cared about how they look n stuff. i feel bad for even like thinking abt their body weight n shit but idk i can’t help it at least it helps me stay locked in i guess
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Irl thinspo is so triggering omg I'm never going to eat again
March 29, 2025 at 2:24 AM
Irl thinspo is so triggering omg I'm never going to eat again
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whoever sent me on the semi recovery train im going to fucking get you . you ruined everything for me
March 29, 2025 at 2:56 AM
whoever sent me on the semi recovery train im going to fucking get you . you ruined everything for me
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my bluesky awakening happens every few weeks when everything starts getting bad again . how cool
March 29, 2025 at 2:50 AM
my bluesky awakening happens every few weeks when everything starts getting bad again . how cool