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::|genderqueer|::|post-human|:: there'll be poems //<[pt-br/eng]>//
— into: deleuze and derrida and occult literature and queer theory and chess and analog horror/found footage and adhd-ranting about whatever i might be reading at any given moment.「MDNI」
— into: deleuze and derrida and occult literature and queer theory and chess and analog horror/found footage and adhd-ranting about whatever i might be reading at any given moment.「MDNI」
Pinned
bleary magpie eyes,
that, unyielding, afar, stare
at you, shiny thing
that, unyielding, afar, stare
at you, shiny thing
blood that fringes your ribs and belly and hips like a closing theather curtain—bubbles of a lighter red popping around circlelets of inked skin still bare—blood running down from somewhere on the back of your now flaming hair—seething blood-coated limbs under the glaring iris of a desert midday sun
December 31, 2025 at 6:55 AM
blood that fringes your ribs and belly and hips like a closing theather curtain—bubbles of a lighter red popping around circlelets of inked skin still bare—blood running down from somewhere on the back of your now flaming hair—seething blood-coated limbs under the glaring iris of a desert midday sun
sliding, clicking blade
under a pushing thumb
unsheathing a cold glint
of slick drool — sharp, not round,
not blunt. not piercing.
slashing over:
the tongue-nadir ridge;
increasing how deep-ly
the splining crease runs;
under a pushing thumb
unsheathing a cold glint
of slick drool — sharp, not round,
not blunt. not piercing.
slashing over:
the tongue-nadir ridge;
increasing how deep-ly
the splining crease runs;
December 31, 2025 at 6:21 AM
sliding, clicking blade
under a pushing thumb
unsheathing a cold glint
of slick drool — sharp, not round,
not blunt. not piercing.
slashing over:
the tongue-nadir ridge;
increasing how deep-ly
the splining crease runs;
under a pushing thumb
unsheathing a cold glint
of slick drool — sharp, not round,
not blunt. not piercing.
slashing over:
the tongue-nadir ridge;
increasing how deep-ly
the splining crease runs;
there's this japanese movie i don't remember the name where this very quiet and very intense-looking guy is always dragging a heavy (blue?) bag with him everywhere. and it turns out it's full of knives. normal knives, kitchen knives. hundreds of them.
sometimes i feel like him when writing a poem.
sometimes i feel like him when writing a poem.
December 31, 2025 at 5:22 AM
there's this japanese movie i don't remember the name where this very quiet and very intense-looking guy is always dragging a heavy (blue?) bag with him everywhere. and it turns out it's full of knives. normal knives, kitchen knives. hundreds of them.
sometimes i feel like him when writing a poem.
sometimes i feel like him when writing a poem.
most people spend their good karma to quickly. not me! i put my good karma, largely from unpaid gentleness, into a golden jute sack. its fibers are made of actual gold. why? so someone would take the damned thing away from me!
December 31, 2025 at 4:45 AM
most people spend their good karma to quickly. not me! i put my good karma, largely from unpaid gentleness, into a golden jute sack. its fibers are made of actual gold. why? so someone would take the damned thing away from me!
the world is a basketball court and every time someone goes out of their way to avoid me i can hear the squilich-squilitz-squilich of ghostly sneakers around me
December 31, 2025 at 2:47 AM
the world is a basketball court and every time someone goes out of their way to avoid me i can hear the squilich-squilitz-squilich of ghostly sneakers around me
unfortunately i've been wronged many times but i'm sure it was always in good fun which makes it okay
December 31, 2025 at 2:35 AM
unfortunately i've been wronged many times but i'm sure it was always in good fun which makes it okay
have i ever told y'all about those six months i was [] for a mental health center and within one week i was already prohibited of even entering the kitchen
good times
good times
December 31, 2025 at 2:24 AM
have i ever told y'all about those six months i was [] for a mental health center and within one week i was already prohibited of even entering the kitchen
good times
good times
it's really telling how i engage with sexuality considering that at the same that i will catch myself flinching from closer friends unexpecting touching my arm because they are laughing from something i said and we've been talking for hours
nooo, not the lilac one; the other one, to the left,, y- no, i told you, not the flared-ended dragon one, the one shaped like the back of an arthropod, yii..es! that one. thank you.
December 31, 2025 at 2:02 AM
it's really telling how i engage with sexuality considering that at the same that i will catch myself flinching from closer friends unexpecting touching my arm because they are laughing from something i said and we've been talking for hours
nooo, not the lilac one; the other one, to the left,, y- no, i told you, not the flared-ended dragon one, the one shaped like the back of an arthropod, yii..es! that one. thank you.
December 31, 2025 at 1:46 AM
nooo, not the lilac one; the other one, to the left,, y- no, i told you, not the flared-ended dragon one, the one shaped like the back of an arthropod, yii..es! that one. thank you.
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crescentlight, yawning
like a slit throat
over the embers of sleep
like a slit throat
over the embers of sleep
December 31, 2025 at 1:08 AM
crescentlight, yawning
like a slit throat
over the embers of sleep
like a slit throat
over the embers of sleep
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embedded in layers of pasty white,
scarlet-freckled, pearly-like, oyster-mantled,
pulled apart and retracted, pale and bright—
rubbed and bruised, chaffed, cut and all whilst still gentle,
scarlet-freckled, pearly-like, oyster-mantled,
pulled apart and retracted, pale and bright—
rubbed and bruised, chaffed, cut and all whilst still gentle,
December 23, 2025 at 10:09 PM
embedded in layers of pasty white,
scarlet-freckled, pearly-like, oyster-mantled,
pulled apart and retracted, pale and bright—
rubbed and bruised, chaffed, cut and all whilst still gentle,
scarlet-freckled, pearly-like, oyster-mantled,
pulled apart and retracted, pale and bright—
rubbed and bruised, chaffed, cut and all whilst still gentle,
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A trembling and fragile fawn in the wild,
Brimming with evergreen life from each hour;
I will make you care, trust and love awhile,
Brimming with evergreen life from each hour;
I will make you care, trust and love awhile,
December 30, 2025 at 6:44 AM
A trembling and fragile fawn in the wild,
Brimming with evergreen life from each hour;
I will make you care, trust and love awhile,
Brimming with evergreen life from each hour;
I will make you care, trust and love awhile,
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1/2 Characters Nay, not this. But to willinly give enter
Upon your grave. And who else's could be
If it is us that will find but us there?
My heart is troubled. --
1/2 Characters -- Aye, mine too. And, yet,
What's this? And yet — a sudden sign appears!
Upon your grave. And who else's could be
If it is us that will find but us there?
My heart is troubled. --
1/2 Characters -- Aye, mine too. And, yet,
What's this? And yet — a sudden sign appears!
December 14, 2025 at 8:00 PM
1/2 Characters Nay, not this. But to willinly give enter
Upon your grave. And who else's could be
If it is us that will find but us there?
My heart is troubled. --
1/2 Characters -- Aye, mine too. And, yet,
What's this? And yet — a sudden sign appears!
Upon your grave. And who else's could be
If it is us that will find but us there?
My heart is troubled. --
1/2 Characters -- Aye, mine too. And, yet,
What's this? And yet — a sudden sign appears!
not my first rodeo but what if it was the last haha i'm joking
December 31, 2025 at 12:39 AM
not my first rodeo but what if it was the last haha i'm joking
waaaa aaaa fffff;.,.;,
December 31, 2025 at 12:23 AM
waaaa aaaa fffff;.,.;,
doing terrible;
December 31, 2025 at 12:19 AM
doing terrible;
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Heed me, friend, I have but thee to beg
Something both lewd and unusually rare
That more blushèd veils does rip and tear
Harken this and too what I earlier said—
Cut your mouth and tongue and kiss me red
Something both lewd and unusually rare
That more blushèd veils does rip and tear
Harken this and too what I earlier said—
Cut your mouth and tongue and kiss me red
December 26, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Heed me, friend, I have but thee to beg
Something both lewd and unusually rare
That more blushèd veils does rip and tear
Harken this and too what I earlier said—
Cut your mouth and tongue and kiss me red
Something both lewd and unusually rare
That more blushèd veils does rip and tear
Harken this and too what I earlier said—
Cut your mouth and tongue and kiss me red
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i am kind of not >really in the mood to start moby dick two days from now but fine, i said i would
December 30, 2025 at 7:53 PM
i am kind of not >really in the mood to start moby dick two days from now but fine, i said i would
i had water in my mouth reading this and it almost got me in trouble
Embarrassing to die and not take at least one person with you, even if it’s just a hospice nurse
December 30, 2025 at 7:39 PM
i had water in my mouth reading this and it almost got me in trouble
being nice to me is a rare currency these days but i think i have hoarded enough of it to buy myself a nice sweater with open elbows with my strange and odd coins
December 30, 2025 at 6:22 PM
being nice to me is a rare currency these days but i think i have hoarded enough of it to buy myself a nice sweater with open elbows with my strange and odd coins
slept terribly after writing all of this.
deserved.
yet i'll do it again.
deserved.
yet i'll do it again.
It reads—
As a: Page of exercise in Islamic writing
Using the coiling Thuluth script as marks
Inflicted and debossed upon limbs writhing
Under the ciliced thighs, and arms, of hearts
As a: Page of exercise in Islamic writing
Using the coiling Thuluth script as marks
Inflicted and debossed upon limbs writhing
Under the ciliced thighs, and arms, of hearts
December 30, 2025 at 4:12 PM
slept terribly after writing all of this.
deserved.
yet i'll do it again.
deserved.
yet i'll do it again.
It reads—
As a: Page of exercise in Islamic writing
Using the coiling Thuluth script as marks
Inflicted and debossed upon limbs writhing
Under the ciliced thighs, and arms, of hearts
As a: Page of exercise in Islamic writing
Using the coiling Thuluth script as marks
Inflicted and debossed upon limbs writhing
Under the ciliced thighs, and arms, of hearts
December 30, 2025 at 6:44 AM
It reads—
As a: Page of exercise in Islamic writing
Using the coiling Thuluth script as marks
Inflicted and debossed upon limbs writhing
Under the ciliced thighs, and arms, of hearts
As a: Page of exercise in Islamic writing
Using the coiling Thuluth script as marks
Inflicted and debossed upon limbs writhing
Under the ciliced thighs, and arms, of hearts
writing something that is starting to make me feel like i'm committing a crime
December 29, 2025 at 9:14 PM
writing something that is starting to make me feel like i'm committing a crime
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The totem of nervous excitement
December 22, 2025 at 10:47 PM
The totem of nervous excitement