but at the same time you learn to see the tiniest of silver linings. even crowley being an asshole as he was to ppl that loved him mostly dearly in spite of himself had some nice things to say about blavatsky, whom he too did hate, despite her parlour tricks

yeah, it serves me quite well, honestly. as a third-worlder and a hater by inclination, that is. i get to engage w/ it in a way that, as i say, i like it too much to have anything good to say about it. you have to find your own path and sooner you'll know better than upholding any name too highly

and it made me reconnect with religiosity in general.

perspective of the illegimacy you'd get from borderlands and the meetings of different cultures trying to understand each other even if barely.

i am being charitable of course, but it did put me in contact with a lot of things i wouldn't know existed otherwise

there's the christian 'cabala' too which even from without jewish tradition makes me wanna explode into oblivion

i agree with u of course, since it isn't even my place to argue with you, 'but' (not really a but in the sense of grammar) i see their whole mixed bag of mish-mashed bs from the +

much to the chagrin of ppl that actually know what they are talking about i had to get through some dodgy kabbalistic-isms as i am interested in western occultism

but they spell it like 'qabalah', which i think is useful as a way of self-derogate the legitimacy of what you know and heard lmao

like a proxy/interface allowing a verb to engage with a noun?

i likyy that it is the first and the last letter of the hebrew alphabet. well maybe i just like the letter ת in general tbf

et and b, extra-terrestrial and bisexual

or maybe et is the french 'and' so it's ++b, as opposed to c++

hummm the mystery thickens

an angel and their blunt

and i >will superimpose my first language's on top of most cases when it comes to commas, em dashes and quotation marks.

and in this text particularly his point is that if there is going to be such a thing as style, then you'll have at least two (and realistically unnumbered ones)

all this to say: putting punctuation inside quotation marks makes me feel too much of a 'good boy' and it irks me