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🪲johnny🪲 [recovery mode]
@gatorpond.bsky.social
late 30s queer disabled mixed race trans dude (he/they/it) making art & fursuits in arkansas
anticolonialist anarchist & not-a-white vegan

🔞no minors pls🔞
living in unceded Wazhazhe/Ugahxpa territory

https://gatorpond.carrd.com
i got a bill from the surgery suite where my surgeon did my top surgery that APPEARS to be a bill for exactly the same amount i already agreed to pay HIS office. an amount i was not told i'd need to pay. for another 1650. guess i'm gonna call and ask them what the FUCK this is.
November 12, 2025 at 3:54 PM
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every tiny crumb that leaks out is a career ending bombshell and we’re all just supposed to go on with our lives while our elected representatives shrug and tell us there’s nothing to be done about the president’s involvement in a child sex trafficking operation
A direct email exchange from 2011 between Jeffrey Epstein and Ghislaine Maxwell, just released by House Oversight Committee Democrats.
November 12, 2025 at 2:56 PM
finished one of the smaller pieces, got lineart done on another one, and started detail work on the large one. hell yeah hell yeah.
November 12, 2025 at 3:19 PM
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Welp it’s my birthday. Giving you all a present instead of me getting them

Took a swing at animating this, with russelbuck’s remix of Imposter Syndrome by Sidney Gish

Featuring my guy Steve, from my horror story project Knock ‘Em Dead

#art #digitalart #oc #furry #animation #animationmeme
October 28, 2025 at 12:58 AM
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Got Some leftover adopts from last month's batch!
More info below!
November 11, 2025 at 5:42 PM
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We got her into a hotel, but we don't have enough to keep her there long without hope. She's in extremely dire shape.

Please share, & give what you can. PayPal: madeleinewedemeijer@gmail.com

#HelpSky #MutualAid
🚨Azine is in multi organ failure, especially her kidneys. She's unlikely to live much longer.

I don't want her to die in an unheated squat with no running water.

Please help me get her into a hotel or airbnb? She hasn't had heat or running water in weeks, severely exacerbating her medical issues.
November 12, 2025 at 5:41 AM
pet peeve: ppl who try to badger others out of rehoming animals. if they are unable (or unwilling) to give that animal the care it needs, what makes you think guilting them into continuing that difficult situation is gonna help? you don't care abt the animal; you just wanna feel superior.
November 12, 2025 at 3:25 AM
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Aight y'all. I'm ready to admit I'm in need of some help.

www.gofundme.com/f/SolSupport

Thank you for any of your time.
Donate to Assist Sol's battle against Overwhelming Debt., organized by Jonathan Rowe
My name is Jon, some of you know me as Sol, or Burn potentially. I am a b… Jonathan Rowe needs your support for Assist Sol's battle against Overwhelming Debt.
www.gofundme.com
November 12, 2025 at 12:47 AM
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Indigenous protesters have made their way inside to occupy COP30!!!

instagram.com/p/DQ7sZkBDYvc/
November 11, 2025 at 10:31 PM
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VAMOS GUERREIROS, VAMOS!!
#OCCUPYCOP30 #OCUPARCOP30
November 11, 2025 at 11:37 PM
i severely underestimated the amount of gauze pads i would need for recovery. one more week and then i hopefully won't need them anymore bc it's getting expensive.
November 12, 2025 at 1:04 AM
gonna add to this bc it keeps happening: stop stop stop jokingly saying "if x happens i will kms." fucking stop. it is not healthy, it is not funny, and IT HURTS PPL. it hurts ppl who struggle with suicidal ideation, and it hurts ppl who've LOST ppl to suicide. STOP FUCKING JOKING ABT SUICIDE.
reminder that if i see you telling ppl to "kys" in any way, i will block you. this applies across the board, even if they're evil ppl. not bc they don't "deserve" it, but bc for a person with constant background ideation who has lost a loved one to suicide, you are an unsafe person to be around.
November 11, 2025 at 3:39 PM
if your "protest movement" uses genai imagery, all you're telling me is you don't care if artists starve. it doesn't exactly inspire solidarity. make some graphics in mspaint. if it's ugly, well, at least you made it with your own human brain rather than asking lines of code to shit it out for you.
November 11, 2025 at 1:51 PM
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Finley The Frolicking Fool, the jolliest vaquita clown in all the land :]

#kastyoureyes #furryart
November 10, 2025 at 7:08 PM
sketchin some feelings, playing with shapes. gonna try to finish this later.
November 11, 2025 at 12:58 PM
one woodburning completely lined, but i cannot show it heeeeere bc it's nsfw. i need to share my adult art account more often.
if anyone's interested, i'll be uploading pics tomorrow.
@chromeclaws.bsky.social
November 11, 2025 at 7:56 AM
"this food is gonna slap as fuck"
giving white ppl access to aave was a mistake and someone needs to stop them
November 11, 2025 at 4:59 AM
posted to warn ppl abt local cops working with ice and hoo boy i pissed off the local military wife. got called a traitor and told that "you and the rest of your american hating group" should be arrested and deported. l m a o.
November 11, 2025 at 12:53 AM
went to see mom for a bit. gonna eat and take dog for a short walk and then try to get work done. eyestrain much less bad after some rest but i'm not gonna push it too much so no digital art today. i am tired.
November 10, 2025 at 9:02 PM
i would give anything for a hug from my brother. i've been crying all night. i wish i could tell him how loved he was just one more time. i hope he knew.
November 10, 2025 at 10:25 AM
just a heads up: had to rest my eyes, having some eyestrain happen, so i may not be very online but i'm gonna work on woodburning when i can. just trying to not stare at screens too much.
November 10, 2025 at 6:14 AM
top surgery post op hell
November 9, 2025 at 1:09 PM
lil adopt wip between comms
November 9, 2025 at 12:36 PM
updating my ref wip post top surgery...
November 9, 2025 at 7:36 AM
2 woodburnings in progress but i'm not gonna push it bc my armpits hurt. didn't get as much done as i'd like but i don't wanna fuck myself up trying to work more than i should. grumpy about it.
November 9, 2025 at 6:54 AM