I'm going to die a disabled person. I'm not sure why this is just occurring to me, but it is. I'm really struggling with the emptiness of knowing I won't accomplish anything I planned. I really miss therapy right now.

I hate it here.

When you find out you have an autoimmune disease that's killing you and the 10yr survival rate is 90%, but then realize your poor and check those stats and it's 10% 10yr survival rate. Yeah you fall apart a bit.

This may be controversial but I think Pet Sounds should have been titled "Brian Wilson's Pet Sounds Featuring vocals by the Beach Boys" I know Tony Asher helped write a lot of lyrics. But Wilson seems like the 1000x better version of Calvin Harris.
#PetSounds #Beachboys #Music #BestAlbumEver

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Me: [epileptic and having too many seizures to walk]
Dr: “Well lose weight and that’ll stop!”
Me:................
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[Medical Trauma] #Disability #ChronicIllness #Fatphobia

Medical gaslighting is real. My psychogenic nonepileptic seizures were actual convulsions and essential tremors, I do have severe neuropathy even though you were too lazy to test, and I'm not staring off because I'm overwhelmed, I'm having absent seizures in my left temporal lobe
#medicalgaslighting

Source: coffeespoonie on Twitter
#chronicillness #chronicallyill #chronicpain

Setting firm boundaries when you are extremely sick and need to rely upon those you need to confront and set those boundaries is extremely difficult. But if they then refuse to help you when you've set said boundary, then they never really wanted to help you in the first place.
#boundaries

Which is worse becoming delirious from the pain or a little out of it from a strong medication for pain management? I think delirium from pain is worse.

What's considered controlled pain? For me all I ask is to be at a 7 on the ridiculous pain scale. Seriously the scale makes no sense. When I was younger I had a pain 10 because at that time it was the worst pain of my life.Now that wouldn't even register.

Any other disabled individuals with a uterus and mental health struggles terrified of a repeat in history with an orange twist? #disabled #orangeman #historyrepeatsitself

Anyone know how to get all my data off of Facebook and Insta so I can delete my profiles?

MT healthcare is lacking. I shouldn't be traveling home after being inpatient from the ER with only one dose of Toradol after a liver biopsy. They're so scared to treat pain correctly because of the opioid epidemic that actual high pain patients don't get what they need.