Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
@estrogenandspite.bsky.social
Late 30’s trans woman, she/it, never they, author of tentacle smut and other things, chaos but not in the edgy way as in I lost my wallet again way.
NO MINORS AT ALL
NO MINORS AT ALL
It’s just so *strange* how whenever a genre gets a bunch of crap for being bad and less artistic it’s 90% of the time a genre aimed at women.
It’s just so fucking *weird* how that happens. I wonder if there’s any underlying cause for this?
No, couldn’t be.
It’s just so fucking *weird* how that happens. I wonder if there’s any underlying cause for this?
No, couldn’t be.
February 9, 2026 at 1:21 AM
It’s just so *strange* how whenever a genre gets a bunch of crap for being bad and less artistic it’s 90% of the time a genre aimed at women.
It’s just so fucking *weird* how that happens. I wonder if there’s any underlying cause for this?
No, couldn’t be.
It’s just so fucking *weird* how that happens. I wonder if there’s any underlying cause for this?
No, couldn’t be.
If I post tits on main with a horny caption it’s not because I want your respect. I want your lust. I want to know what profane rituals you would do in my name, I want to know what desires overwhelm you.
Take your respect, forge it into a shaft, and beg me to fuck you with it till you scream my name
Take your respect, forge it into a shaft, and beg me to fuck you with it till you scream my name
“L-L-L-looking respectfully“ shut up. Live like a freak or die like a coward
February 9, 2026 at 12:18 AM
If I post tits on main with a horny caption it’s not because I want your respect. I want your lust. I want to know what profane rituals you would do in my name, I want to know what desires overwhelm you.
Take your respect, forge it into a shaft, and beg me to fuck you with it till you scream my name
Take your respect, forge it into a shaft, and beg me to fuck you with it till you scream my name
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oh it's just like the bit where Richard Thaler and Selena Gomez are playing blackjack in The Big Short
On Polymarket you can now bet on how many people in a different market on Polymarket think Jesus Christ will return in this calendar year.
29% of bets say that more than 5% of bets in the Jesus Christ return market will be a "yes" 9 days from now.
Anyway everyone involved in this needs jailtime.
29% of bets say that more than 5% of bets in the Jesus Christ return market will be a "yes" 9 days from now.
Anyway everyone involved in this needs jailtime.
February 8, 2026 at 6:17 PM
oh it's just like the bit where Richard Thaler and Selena Gomez are playing blackjack in The Big Short
If you show up in my followers with you goddamn Hogwarts house in your bio, I’m gonna assume you intend harm and block. You’re not a Ravenclaw, you’re a 39 year old who prioritizes your entertainment over the safety of my community.
February 8, 2026 at 10:58 PM
If you show up in my followers with you goddamn Hogwarts house in your bio, I’m gonna assume you intend harm and block. You’re not a Ravenclaw, you’re a 39 year old who prioritizes your entertainment over the safety of my community.
Really annoyed by this. “I’m okay with AI writing billionaire romance (because it’s already slop)” is a shit thing to say. Just because you don’t like it doesn’t mean it’s inferior, and it’s shitty and lazy to write the genre off. It doesn’t matter if you like the genre. It’s still art.
lots of people seem to be okay with AI doing whatever form of art they consider lesser.
February 8, 2026 at 10:46 PM
Really annoyed by this. “I’m okay with AI writing billionaire romance (because it’s already slop)” is a shit thing to say. Just because you don’t like it doesn’t mean it’s inferior, and it’s shitty and lazy to write the genre off. It doesn’t matter if you like the genre. It’s still art.
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this looks like a sex toy you'd find in a doom game
"rip and tear" etc
"rip and tear" etc
cant talk right now im getting some head
sorry i dont make sense my heads up my ass
sorry i dont make sense my heads up my ass
February 8, 2026 at 10:39 PM
this looks like a sex toy you'd find in a doom game
"rip and tear" etc
"rip and tear" etc
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"if someone has a get-rich-quick scheme they are offering to sell you, they're making their money off of you, and not from their scheme" is one of those things we should maybe teach in public schools
February 8, 2026 at 8:49 PM
"if someone has a get-rich-quick scheme they are offering to sell you, they're making their money off of you, and not from their scheme" is one of those things we should maybe teach in public schools
You, a fool: "I could fix him."
Me, a hypnotist: "I could make him her."
Me, a hypnotist: "I could make him her."
February 8, 2026 at 8:52 PM
You, a fool: "I could fix him."
Me, a hypnotist: "I could make him her."
Me, a hypnotist: "I could make him her."
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Me, age 10 through 35: Lesbians are so cool
Inner lesbian me, age 10 through 35:
Inner lesbian me, age 10 through 35:
February 8, 2026 at 8:31 PM
Me, age 10 through 35: Lesbians are so cool
Inner lesbian me, age 10 through 35:
Inner lesbian me, age 10 through 35:
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February 8, 2026 at 7:27 PM
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I think school gives us unrealistic expectation of friendships. you spend years with the same people and it creates the illusion that is how life works - but in adults people come and go as life shifts, but since that wasn’t what we grew up with, it can hurt more than it should.
February 8, 2026 at 6:26 PM
I think school gives us unrealistic expectation of friendships. you spend years with the same people and it creates the illusion that is how life works - but in adults people come and go as life shifts, but since that wasn’t what we grew up with, it can hurt more than it should.
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On that note:
Trans authors (I mean authors who are trans, NOT cis people who write about trans people), drop your book links here and I'll try to repost as many as I can throughout the day.
Cis people: Repost trans authors' book links.
Cis people who want to complain about being excluded: gtfo
Trans authors (I mean authors who are trans, NOT cis people who write about trans people), drop your book links here and I'll try to repost as many as I can throughout the day.
Cis people: Repost trans authors' book links.
Cis people who want to complain about being excluded: gtfo
Being a trans author is fucking weird right now. Hell is actively unfolding all around us but I still need to be like, "hey, everyone, wanna buy my silly little queer book? It won't make anything better, but it's kinda fun?"
So....hey, everyone, wanna buy my silly little queer book?
So....hey, everyone, wanna buy my silly little queer book?
Looking for a supernatural queer read?
🏳️🌈 F/F friends to lovers
💀 Evil cult serving a fallen god
🦅 Weird birds
👼 Queers with wings and claws
🌲 Cursed forest
🌎 Lesbians vs god for the fate of reality
Ghost Flower by Jessica Conwell
Available here:
a.co/d/bufFU4f
🏳️🌈 F/F friends to lovers
💀 Evil cult serving a fallen god
🦅 Weird birds
👼 Queers with wings and claws
🌲 Cursed forest
🌎 Lesbians vs god for the fate of reality
Ghost Flower by Jessica Conwell
Available here:
a.co/d/bufFU4f
February 22, 2024 at 4:15 PM
On that note:
Trans authors (I mean authors who are trans, NOT cis people who write about trans people), drop your book links here and I'll try to repost as many as I can throughout the day.
Cis people: Repost trans authors' book links.
Cis people who want to complain about being excluded: gtfo
Trans authors (I mean authors who are trans, NOT cis people who write about trans people), drop your book links here and I'll try to repost as many as I can throughout the day.
Cis people: Repost trans authors' book links.
Cis people who want to complain about being excluded: gtfo
I took myself on a date last night.
Not like, just watched a movie. Put down the phone. Gave myself the attention and compliments I would give a partner on a date. Spent some time focusing on my inner world. Reminded myself I'm worth loving.
10/10 do recommend.
Not like, just watched a movie. Put down the phone. Gave myself the attention and compliments I would give a partner on a date. Spent some time focusing on my inner world. Reminded myself I'm worth loving.
10/10 do recommend.
February 8, 2026 at 5:08 PM
I took myself on a date last night.
Not like, just watched a movie. Put down the phone. Gave myself the attention and compliments I would give a partner on a date. Spent some time focusing on my inner world. Reminded myself I'm worth loving.
10/10 do recommend.
Not like, just watched a movie. Put down the phone. Gave myself the attention and compliments I would give a partner on a date. Spent some time focusing on my inner world. Reminded myself I'm worth loving.
10/10 do recommend.
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if it’s past 11 and you feel like there’s something Horrible and Wrong happening in your life i cannot recommend enough falling asleep about it
February 8, 2026 at 4:54 PM
if it’s past 11 and you feel like there’s something Horrible and Wrong happening in your life i cannot recommend enough falling asleep about it
I think I actually got a proper night’s sleep for the first time in days. Didn’t wake up until morning.
Thank fuck.
Thank fuck.
February 8, 2026 at 2:45 PM
I think I actually got a proper night’s sleep for the first time in days. Didn’t wake up until morning.
Thank fuck.
Thank fuck.
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I like how Power Rangers is full of useful life lessons, like teamwork is important, and it’s good to give people second chances, and “the most flawed human is better than the most perfect machine”
Yes that is an actual quote.
Yes that is an actual quote.
February 8, 2026 at 2:27 AM
I like how Power Rangers is full of useful life lessons, like teamwork is important, and it’s good to give people second chances, and “the most flawed human is better than the most perfect machine”
Yes that is an actual quote.
Yes that is an actual quote.
Saving to add once it/its is on there.
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February 8, 2026 at 2:11 PM
Saving to add once it/its is on there.
I like how Power Rangers is full of useful life lessons, like teamwork is important, and it’s good to give people second chances, and “the most flawed human is better than the most perfect machine”
Yes that is an actual quote.
Yes that is an actual quote.
February 8, 2026 at 2:27 AM
I like how Power Rangers is full of useful life lessons, like teamwork is important, and it’s good to give people second chances, and “the most flawed human is better than the most perfect machine”
Yes that is an actual quote.
Yes that is an actual quote.
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There’s a part of me
I wish to starve
A part of me that
Wants
More
And more
Always hungry
Never enough never full
More and more and
It will waste in front of a feast
Because the chairs are empty
I wish to learn
satiation
So I may savor
The meal before
It rots on the plate
I wish to starve
A part of me that
Wants
More
And more
Always hungry
Never enough never full
More and more and
It will waste in front of a feast
Because the chairs are empty
I wish to learn
satiation
So I may savor
The meal before
It rots on the plate
February 7, 2026 at 2:10 PM
There’s a part of me
I wish to starve
A part of me that
Wants
More
And more
Always hungry
Never enough never full
More and more and
It will waste in front of a feast
Because the chairs are empty
I wish to learn
satiation
So I may savor
The meal before
It rots on the plate
I wish to starve
A part of me that
Wants
More
And more
Always hungry
Never enough never full
More and more and
It will waste in front of a feast
Because the chairs are empty
I wish to learn
satiation
So I may savor
The meal before
It rots on the plate
The assistant manager has confirmed the decision.
February 7, 2026 at 8:47 PM
The assistant manager has confirmed the decision.
I have been informed by management that I will be remaining on the couch for the foreseeable future.
February 7, 2026 at 8:05 PM
I have been informed by management that I will be remaining on the couch for the foreseeable future.
Okay, yeah, just straight up not doing good today. Gonna try and make it back to bed. I'm sure I'll be okay. It's just sleep deprivation and lack of meds giving me a one-two punch.
February 7, 2026 at 7:55 PM
Okay, yeah, just straight up not doing good today. Gonna try and make it back to bed. I'm sure I'll be okay. It's just sleep deprivation and lack of meds giving me a one-two punch.
It occurs to me I have not watched Neon Genesis Evangelion since my egg cracked. I should fix that.
February 7, 2026 at 7:42 PM
It occurs to me I have not watched Neon Genesis Evangelion since my egg cracked. I should fix that.
The answer, by the way, is you just nicely ask, and he's totally reasonable and you were getting up in your head over nothing because you’re a trans woman and asserting even a tiny need is viscerally terrifying.
How do you gently say to someone “I know you’re trying to help, but successfully organizing Commander Night is a load bearing pillar of my mental health and you taking over when I had it handled makes me feel useless and superfluous, and I really need this right now, so please fucking Don’t?"
February 7, 2026 at 7:22 PM
The answer, by the way, is you just nicely ask, and he's totally reasonable and you were getting up in your head over nothing because you’re a trans woman and asserting even a tiny need is viscerally terrifying.
I'm off my ADHD meds for a couple of days to reset my tolerance, and I do not think I was adequately prepared for re-losing executive function. I'm at the point where I am hoping I can make it back to bed.
February 7, 2026 at 7:19 PM
I'm off my ADHD meds for a couple of days to reset my tolerance, and I do not think I was adequately prepared for re-losing executive function. I'm at the point where I am hoping I can make it back to bed.