Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
@estrogenandspite.bsky.social
Late 30’s trans woman, she/it, never they, leftist, author of tentacle smut and other things, magic the gathering player, cat mom, chaos but not in the edgy way as in I lost my wallet again way.
NO MINORS AT ALL
NO MINORS AT ALL
Prior to tonight I had never seen an angry zoomies movie.
February 13, 2026 at 12:20 AM
Prior to tonight I had never seen an angry zoomies movie.
Reposted by Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
"I told you. I am a monster."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
February 12, 2026 at 4:53 PM
"I told you. I am a monster."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
LOL. LMAO even.
You want my money again, you fucks? Stop this age verification bullshit.
You want my money again, you fucks? Stop this age verification bullshit.
February 12, 2026 at 6:21 PM
LOL. LMAO even.
You want my money again, you fucks? Stop this age verification bullshit.
You want my money again, you fucks? Stop this age verification bullshit.
Reposted by Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
February 11, 2026 at 4:11 PM
Reposted by Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
I know Discord is fucking up again with their latest implementation, but a reminder to writer friends/mutuals here that I'd be happy to exchange screen names, and I'll repost your intros for my other writer friends if you're looking for more community =)
February 10, 2026 at 11:34 PM
I know Discord is fucking up again with their latest implementation, but a reminder to writer friends/mutuals here that I'd be happy to exchange screen names, and I'll repost your intros for my other writer friends if you're looking for more community =)
Reposted by Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
And it's up!
A brand new short-ish story I've been working on the last few days as a side project.
Another bimbo work for you to read (unless you have already? Maybe you should Try To Remember)
archiveofourown.org/works/79255891
A brand new short-ish story I've been working on the last few days as a side project.
Another bimbo work for you to read (unless you have already? Maybe you should Try To Remember)
archiveofourown.org/works/79255891
archiveofourown.org
February 10, 2026 at 3:52 PM
And it's up!
A brand new short-ish story I've been working on the last few days as a side project.
Another bimbo work for you to read (unless you have already? Maybe you should Try To Remember)
archiveofourown.org/works/79255891
A brand new short-ish story I've been working on the last few days as a side project.
Another bimbo work for you to read (unless you have already? Maybe you should Try To Remember)
archiveofourown.org/works/79255891
Call your Senator right now.
Terrible. The bill now goes to the Senate. Make those calls. 202-224-3121
www.nbcnews.com/politics/con...
www.nbcnews.com/politics/con...
House passes SAVE America Act, sending Trump-backed election bill to the Senate
The legislation would overhaul federal election laws in all 50 states by imposing new voter ID and proof-of-citizenship requirements. But it faces a daunting path in the Senate.
www.nbcnews.com
February 12, 2026 at 6:10 PM
Call your Senator right now.
Reposted by Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
"What if I am not a dissociative system and I have just built a complex network of personalities and lost memories that are distinct from each other to protect myself from trauma?"
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
February 12, 2026 at 3:45 PM
"What if I am not a dissociative system and I have just built a complex network of personalities and lost memories that are distinct from each other to protect myself from trauma?"
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
I saw it happen real time. This TV show did not exist before this moment.
nope, sorry, the universe clearly operates on wave-function logic because the animated fast and furious spinoff series which apparently ran for *six seasons* simply did not exist in this world until i looked at the franchise's wikipedia page ten minutes ago
February 12, 2026 at 5:39 PM
I saw it happen real time. This TV show did not exist before this moment.
I feel like I'm constantly on the outskirts of everywhere. Allowed to sit next to the cool kids' table but not at it. That I am almost relevant but never quite there. That even among the freaks I don't quite fit.
It's probably the trauma talking. But also social media is built to weaponize this.
It's probably the trauma talking. But also social media is built to weaponize this.
February 12, 2026 at 5:36 PM
I feel like I'm constantly on the outskirts of everywhere. Allowed to sit next to the cool kids' table but not at it. That I am almost relevant but never quite there. That even among the freaks I don't quite fit.
It's probably the trauma talking. But also social media is built to weaponize this.
It's probably the trauma talking. But also social media is built to weaponize this.
Reposted by Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
It‘s so loud
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
February 11, 2026 at 10:36 PM
It‘s so loud
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
"I told you. I am a monster."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
February 12, 2026 at 4:53 PM
"I told you. I am a monster."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
"I didn't think-"
"You didn't think what? You expected the monster to not be monstrous? You yearned for my jaws, but now fear my fangs? You wanted my hunger but not my venom? You bared your throat to me. Of course I sunk my teeth in."
"What if I am not a dissociative system and I have just built a complex network of personalities and lost memories that are distinct from each other to protect myself from trauma?"
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
February 12, 2026 at 3:45 PM
"What if I am not a dissociative system and I have just built a complex network of personalities and lost memories that are distinct from each other to protect myself from trauma?"
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
-Girl who is bad at definitions.
The problem: "Working from home is hard because I have a cat that needs to be in my lap all the time."
The solution: "I want more cats, and that will give him friends so he's less lonely."
The result: "Working from home is hard because I have three cats that need to be in my lap all the time."
The solution: "I want more cats, and that will give him friends so he's less lonely."
The result: "Working from home is hard because I have three cats that need to be in my lap all the time."
February 12, 2026 at 3:43 PM
The problem: "Working from home is hard because I have a cat that needs to be in my lap all the time."
The solution: "I want more cats, and that will give him friends so he's less lonely."
The result: "Working from home is hard because I have three cats that need to be in my lap all the time."
The solution: "I want more cats, and that will give him friends so he's less lonely."
The result: "Working from home is hard because I have three cats that need to be in my lap all the time."
It‘s so loud
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
February 11, 2026 at 10:36 PM
It‘s so loud
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
A BLANK PLAYER TRIES PLAYING NOT BLANK! 😮
I just want to think
THE HISTORY OF BLANK! 🤔
I need my brain
I TOOK NUMBER PEOPLE INTO BLANK! 😳
To calm down
WEIRD NEW TRICK IN BLANK! 🤯
I just want
THIS BLANK JUST BLANKED 😱
My brain
YOU’RE WRONG ABOUT BLANK 😡
To focus
NEW BLANK META! 🤪
And I just posted about Magic the Gathering and started getting anxious about ending up dealing with that again. Fucking fuck those fuckers.
So cool to learn random strangers are discussing your genitals and misgendering you because you don't want a bigot's wizard book to be in Magic the Gathering.
Awesome. I love it here.
Awesome. I love it here.
February 11, 2026 at 9:38 PM
And I just posted about Magic the Gathering and started getting anxious about ending up dealing with that again. Fucking fuck those fuckers.
Me: “a huge part of why I’m struggling with harem is because it’s difficult to share my writing and get that immediate feedback. I’m gonna write nonharem so I can share it with people.”
Me: *Starts a Sentai inspired book, does not share it.*
Me: “why am I struggling? It is a mystery.”
Me: *Starts a Sentai inspired book, does not share it.*
Me: “why am I struggling? It is a mystery.”
February 11, 2026 at 7:48 PM
Me: “a huge part of why I’m struggling with harem is because it’s difficult to share my writing and get that immediate feedback. I’m gonna write nonharem so I can share it with people.”
Me: *Starts a Sentai inspired book, does not share it.*
Me: “why am I struggling? It is a mystery.”
Me: *Starts a Sentai inspired book, does not share it.*
Me: “why am I struggling? It is a mystery.”
daily affirmation 😌
Pathetic creature. You should learn to dress youself before venturing out.
February 11, 2026 at 7:40 PM
daily affirmation 😌
This.
They might try and disrupt things in key districts. They'll probably send ICE to a few places. Be ready to organize against it.
But there's not enough of them to do it everywhere, and there's no mechanism or political will to cancel elections. Be ready to organize, plan, and don't panic.
They might try and disrupt things in key districts. They'll probably send ICE to a few places. Be ready to organize against it.
But there's not enough of them to do it everywhere, and there's no mechanism or political will to cancel elections. Be ready to organize, plan, and don't panic.
I don't want to quote folks because I understand the concern but all this 'Trump doesn't intend to let elections happen' stuff is perhaps irrelevant when you consider that Trump has shelf life comparable to the average potato salad and all his replacements have as much charisma as one.
February 11, 2026 at 7:17 PM
This.
They might try and disrupt things in key districts. They'll probably send ICE to a few places. Be ready to organize against it.
But there's not enough of them to do it everywhere, and there's no mechanism or political will to cancel elections. Be ready to organize, plan, and don't panic.
They might try and disrupt things in key districts. They'll probably send ICE to a few places. Be ready to organize against it.
But there's not enough of them to do it everywhere, and there's no mechanism or political will to cancel elections. Be ready to organize, plan, and don't panic.
... y'all ever look at something you posted last night because someone gave you a notification of it and you're like "Wait. Who the fuck wrote this?" Like I can vaguely remember it now but if it hadn't gotten that like I would not remember it.
I keep losing track
of which mask
I need to wear.
I try being me
But there are
So many of me
Mask or alter
Fake or face
I just want to
B
r
e
a
t
h
e
Without a ball
Simmering in my chest
I want to find my way back
But front is where I got burned
of which mask
I need to wear.
I try being me
But there are
So many of me
Mask or alter
Fake or face
I just want to
B
r
e
a
t
h
e
Without a ball
Simmering in my chest
I want to find my way back
But front is where I got burned
February 11, 2026 at 6:18 PM
... y'all ever look at something you posted last night because someone gave you a notification of it and you're like "Wait. Who the fuck wrote this?" Like I can vaguely remember it now but if it hadn't gotten that like I would not remember it.
Seriously this. Confidence (and talking about how hot I am) is so fucking sexy.
How to thirst and flirt: "You're so fucking hot! You're an absolute goddess!"
How NOT to thirst and flirt: "It's so over for me. I'll never look like you. Should I end it?"
Learn the difference!
Only one will get you laid!
How NOT to thirst and flirt: "It's so over for me. I'll never look like you. Should I end it?"
Learn the difference!
Only one will get you laid!
February 11, 2026 at 3:39 PM
Seriously this. Confidence (and talking about how hot I am) is so fucking sexy.
I’m so fucking tired.
So cool to learn random strangers are discussing your genitals and misgendering you because you don't want a bigot's wizard book to be in Magic the Gathering.
Awesome. I love it here.
Awesome. I love it here.
February 11, 2026 at 3:28 PM
I’m so fucking tired.
The cis gay men who run the “queer coffee shop” near me have Harry Potter merchandise proudly displayed and I feel like that is all I need to say on the matter.
Cis white gay men are the cis white straight men of the LGBT community
(Which means! There are a LOT of wonderful ones. But holy shit are the heinous ones just hateful bigots, especially towards trans people)
(Which means! There are a LOT of wonderful ones. But holy shit are the heinous ones just hateful bigots, especially towards trans people)
im so tired of cis ppl telling me that this government isn't transphobic and it's especially hurtful and enraging when it's a cis gay man.
February 11, 2026 at 3:13 PM
The cis gay men who run the “queer coffee shop” near me have Harry Potter merchandise proudly displayed and I feel like that is all I need to say on the matter.
Reposted by Sylvia Meretrix 🏳️⚧️
*Sits bolt upright in bed, sweating*
Spider-Man Power Rangers team where Peter, Miles, Gwen, Jessica, and Ben all get to transform into Rangers. Madame Webb is the mentor. The zords are all big spiders. The villain of the season is Knull. Eddie/Venom are the sixth ranger.
*Falls back asleep*
Spider-Man Power Rangers team where Peter, Miles, Gwen, Jessica, and Ben all get to transform into Rangers. Madame Webb is the mentor. The zords are all big spiders. The villain of the season is Knull. Eddie/Venom are the sixth ranger.
*Falls back asleep*
February 11, 2026 at 5:06 AM
*Sits bolt upright in bed, sweating*
Spider-Man Power Rangers team where Peter, Miles, Gwen, Jessica, and Ben all get to transform into Rangers. Madame Webb is the mentor. The zords are all big spiders. The villain of the season is Knull. Eddie/Venom are the sixth ranger.
*Falls back asleep*
Spider-Man Power Rangers team where Peter, Miles, Gwen, Jessica, and Ben all get to transform into Rangers. Madame Webb is the mentor. The zords are all big spiders. The villain of the season is Knull. Eddie/Venom are the sixth ranger.
*Falls back asleep*
I keep losing track
of which mask
I need to wear.
I try being me
But there are
So many of me
Mask or alter
Fake or face
I just want to
B
r
e
a
t
h
e
Without a ball
Simmering in my chest
I want to find my way back
But front is where I got burned
of which mask
I need to wear.
I try being me
But there are
So many of me
Mask or alter
Fake or face
I just want to
B
r
e
a
t
h
e
Without a ball
Simmering in my chest
I want to find my way back
But front is where I got burned
February 11, 2026 at 5:55 AM
I keep losing track
of which mask
I need to wear.
I try being me
But there are
So many of me
Mask or alter
Fake or face
I just want to
B
r
e
a
t
h
e
Without a ball
Simmering in my chest
I want to find my way back
But front is where I got burned
of which mask
I need to wear.
I try being me
But there are
So many of me
Mask or alter
Fake or face
I just want to
B
r
e
a
t
h
e
Without a ball
Simmering in my chest
I want to find my way back
But front is where I got burned