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Cai K 𓄿 𝖈𝖔𝖜𝖇𝖔𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖛𝖎𝖉.𝖞𝖊𝖊𝖈𝖆𝖜.
@estelofimladris.bsky.social
he/they/she. 🏳️‍🌈四世. Twitch Affiliate & Pride Guild. Costumer. Cosplayer. Performer. 📸 KP Upadhyayula

🍂 Xainan Esch @transplanarrpg.bsky.social
🏠 Architect @tendervicious.com
🤖 Kilo @happyjacksrpg.bsky.social

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My name is Cai (he/they/she). I am a storyteller.

I am a mixed-Japanese/European American nonbinary performer, designer, consultant & costumer.

Find me places like @transplanarrpg.bsky.social telling queer stories of tragedy & hope.

𝕃𝕖𝕥'𝕤 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕒 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣...

estelofimladris.carrd.co
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Also worth mentioning that PaxU is the first time you'll be able to buy Griot Anthology, a collection of awesome work by black TTRPG designers and artists. We'll be at booth 3850, come check it out!
Aaaaaaaaah, so cool!
November 16, 2025 at 1:12 AM
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Sipping from my #1 Dad mug tonight because someone’s gotta step up for these kids tonight and it’s not gonna be Xainan

CHAOS IS LIVE AT twitch.tv/TransplanarRPG
November 16, 2025 at 1:11 AM
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❌ CHAOS IS LIVE! ❌

The monster is here. In front of you.
Within you.

Without the guidance and power of their resident chronurgist, a monster approaches Seir, Xainan, and Ying He — in a combat were nightmares become reality.

Join us on twitch.tv/TransplanarRPG for the continuation of Arc Four!
November 16, 2025 at 1:00 AM
❌ 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘩𝘢𝘰𝘴 𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘤𝘰𝘭 𝘪𝘴 𝘈𝘊𝘛𝘐𝘝𝘌 ❌

We're LIVE on @transplanarrpg.bsky.social with The Chaos Protocol!

The Dust hates you, Xainan Esch.
The Dust hates you, Xainan Esch.
The Dust hates you, Xainan Esch.

Survive.

twitch.tv/transplanarrpg
November 16, 2025 at 1:00 AM
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Who are you more afraid of:
the monster, or yourself?

🦋

Join us TONIGHT (11/15) at 8pm ET on twitch.tv/TransplanarRPG and youtube.com/@TransplanarRPG/streams for a short and... sweet?... episode of The Chaos Protocol. Please heed the content warnings and engage with this episode thoughtfully!
❌ CHAOS TOMORROW ❌

The story has three voices.
The voices have infinite sound.
But how can you listen to the world,
this deep underground?

🦋

Join us for more CHAOS this Saturday (11/15) at 8pm ET on Twitch and Youtube! It’s time to learn what Force of Extinction combat has in store for us…
November 15, 2025 at 9:45 PM
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If you are uninsured and need vaccines, including an updated COVID vaccine, look at your local county health services website and find the county health clinics.

Many of them have a walk in vaccines once a week or so, or a mobile health can schedule where you can get up to date for $30 each one
November 15, 2025 at 5:06 PM
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Today, we mourn the loss of Alice Wong, a trailblazer in every sense of the word. As the daughter of Hong Kong immigrants, a disability activist, and a fierce voice against colonialism, imperialism, and genocide, Alice gave voice to the interconnectedness of our collective liberation.

希望你一路走好。🤍🕯️
November 15, 2025 at 6:45 PM
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Losing Alice feels like the ground shifting beneath us—I'm devastated—but to have known & shared even part of this life with her was an honor. She was one of the most fearless, generous & visionary disability activists. It’s impossible to measure how much she shifted the world—I feel it everywhere.
November 15, 2025 at 4:16 PM
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ONE ❌ MORE ❌ SLEEP
November 15, 2025 at 1:01 AM
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Hello friends! I’m going to need two sensitivity readers for some personal writing I’ve done (ongoing). Looking for individuals with Korean and Mexican heritage.

Feel free to share! Or drop deets below 🫶🏽

PAID - $25 AUD per 5k words (open to negotiation)
November 15, 2025 at 5:38 AM
We're live with more Seekers & Sinners!!

twitch.tv/badhouserpg
November 15, 2025 at 1:43 AM
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Look at this creature he is so cute I can’t handle it

(His name is Snoodle and he’s up for adoption at Super Furiends in Suisun City, CA!)
November 14, 2025 at 11:38 PM
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Around and around we go, our Circle of Sinners spins again in Newfaire tonight...

5:30 PT | 8:30 ET

twitch.tv/badhouserpg

#CandelaObscura @darringtonpress.bsky.social
Twitch
Twitch is the world
twitch.tv
November 14, 2025 at 10:45 PM
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❌ CHAOS TOMORROW ❌

The story has three voices.
The voices have infinite sound.
But how can you listen to the world,
this deep underground?

🦋

Join us for more CHAOS this Saturday (11/15) at 8pm ET on Twitch and Youtube! It’s time to learn what Force of Extinction combat has in store for us…
November 14, 2025 at 5:30 PM
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It’s like… if stats are auto-distributed when you level up and you’re stuck with a build that you personally don’t like, but you just have to endure it. But wait, if you beat Rennala (insurance companies) you can collect Larval Tears (HRT) and respec with Rennala (also your surgeon, somehow) !!
November 14, 2025 at 2:17 AM
I need everyone going to ECCC to go give this incredible woman your business at ECCC.

bsky.app/profile/tall...
November 14, 2025 at 2:20 AM
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The more offline I live my life, the happier I am. but in this day & age, being online and having a ✨ following ✨ are important for getting & maintaining work in *a lot* of industries. I need that to change, so I can spend my time touching grass instead 🫠
September 14, 2025 at 2:08 AM
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something hamnah hasn’t said is that touching grass is very good for you and that it’s fun. hm.

YEAH. HAMNAH DESERVES TO HAVE FUN
November 13, 2025 at 3:57 PM
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Hungry. Dry. Rock, ground, safe. Not changing. Not now.

Fin, claw. Lunge.

Weightless. Splash. Sink, water, sink. Snail-slick wall fish scatter bodies thrash.

But — changing. Now, changing.

Whisker-sense movement, careful lurk wait. Whisker-sense stop. Blood-smell warm. Thin. Close.

Hungry.
November 13, 2025 at 9:45 PM
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Super happy to work with @transplanarrpg.bsky.social 💗
November 13, 2025 at 4:47 PM
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Oh right #PAXU panel next week , I'll be there but Im joined by some amazing folks you should come listen to while I nod in agreement, come by & nod w/me to the words of @therosecleric.bsky.social, @catieosaurus.bsky.social, @blackgirlmage.bsky.social, @intersectionscch.bsky.social &@naladraws.com
November 13, 2025 at 1:17 AM
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Next Saturday, Connie and Sea are going to PaxU — and they’re guesting at a resistance-building game night hosted by @workingfamilies.org!

Free entry, free food, and free games — run by yours truly! If you’ll be in Philly on 11/22 from 5:30pm-8pm ET, RSVP at bit.ly/DemoByDice and come say hi! ✨
November 12, 2025 at 11:01 PM
💦 LIVE NOW 💦
🎮 GAME NIGHT 🕹️

Join me in a few minutes for Powerwash Simulator 2! We're going to start fresh and clean up this town!!

See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!

twitch.tv/estelofimladris
November 12, 2025 at 9:04 PM
🎮 GAME NIGHT 🕹️

Join me in a few minutes for Powerwash Simulator 2! We're going to start fresh and clean up this town!!

See you there at 1PM PT/4PM ET!

twitch.tv/estelofimladris
November 12, 2025 at 8:40 PM
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You have gathered to revive someone recently deceased. Will the ritual be successful? What will you sacrifice? Lay the bones and find out in Come Out From Your Grave by Basil Wright, one of the amazing TTRPGs included in the Griot Anthology! #ttrpg

thoughtcrimegames.it...
November 12, 2025 at 6:41 PM