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— elijah 🪴
@enkephalins.bsky.social
pwDID + more. bodily 23.
https://rentry.co/scream
^ wip biography.
🪴 : My head hurts so badly...
February 21, 2025 at 7:05 PM
🪴 : I would make a bio page for myself to pass the time, but... hm. I'm unsure what I'd even put there..
Either way... we have therapy later today, in about 1h30. I'm hoping our therapist does not try to dissuade us from leaving this place, but supports us and gives us some courage...
February 19, 2025 at 3:26 PM
🪴 : Blurry.. trying to calm Lúcio down from their anxiety attack, too. My brain feels so foggy
February 19, 2025 at 3:04 PM
💻 : "You never say no to people but you never do what you don't want to" shut the fuck up. You abused us for years and we said nothing
February 10, 2025 at 2:02 PM
🦁 : in a mix of wanting to get up and start the day and not wanting to because that means seeing people >__<;
February 2, 2025 at 1:19 PM
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☁️ Bunnies are born from clouds ☁️
January 26, 2025 at 1:09 AM
⚖️ : it is really funny that we used to be basically forced to walk on the treadmill regardless of our pains, but now our father has knee / joint pains and is like. i don't know if i can go on the treadmill...
January 26, 2025 at 3:41 PM
🍾 : Having (& pretending not to have it bc it might be used against U to "prove" Ur not okay to be independent) an anxiety attack sucks so much fucking ass like actually
January 26, 2025 at 3:23 PM
🪴 : Had to come to front because we were slightly panicked... sighs.
January 26, 2025 at 2:39 PM
i'd like to thank our mother for giving us paranoia and making me front (/s).
January 25, 2025 at 3:02 AM
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pokémon mini card stickers: surfing pikachu 🌊🏄‍♂️⚡
January 22, 2025 at 10:33 PM
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January 21, 2025 at 1:36 AM
🍾 : Is this a safe space. I hate feeling like my feelings of inadequacy r inherently horrible & like I have no appeal but also no value if Im not entertaining someone (esp. romantically). I feel so fucking insane for even verbalizing these thoughts even tho I wouldnt judge anyone else for them
January 21, 2025 at 1:56 AM
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Trans Liberation Now.

Trump can sign his orders, they can pass their bills, ban our existence. None of it changes who we are.

Being trans is a gift and one I am so grateful to have received. No fascist Trumpist nationalist bullshit will ever change that.

Get some rest. Stay safe. Keep fighting.
January 20, 2025 at 2:06 PM
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jigglypuff miku🌸💅
November 17, 2024 at 9:54 PM
⚖️ : i must draw a comic-adjacent thing where someone goes "wow this guy is so stoic and serious, i wonder what music it listens to" and then it's just stupid charisma house music
January 17, 2025 at 2:14 PM
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Yasmeen is having a hard time on bluesky, it keeps deleting her account but I know she's legit.

The ceasefire is not finalized and they need to eat still. We have to help them until things get figured out:
January 17, 2025 at 2:41 AM
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January 17, 2025 at 3:41 AM
💻 : Love telling our mom some parts of yesterday's family therapy and she replies with some bullshit prayer. Go fuck yourself
January 17, 2025 at 12:05 PM
⚖️ : family therapy in half an hour, i really do not want to front for it but i might have to
January 16, 2025 at 9:37 PM
⚖️ : also- i'm a bit nervous about the neuropsychological evaluation session of today. if i do front for it, i fear i won't be able to respond as well as lúcio would to things...
January 16, 2025 at 1:22 PM
⚖️ : good morning, friends. we have started taking our new antidepressants... here is to hoping they will not make us nauseous
January 16, 2025 at 1:17 PM
⚖️ : i do not trust people that glorify abuse and think newer generations are bad for not abusing their children to teach them
January 15, 2025 at 5:02 PM
⚖️ : feel genuinely guilty about not being able to let emma front, but we truly need to have a productive therapy session today and if she fronts for it she won't be able to talk about serious topics
January 15, 2025 at 4:53 PM
⚖️ : wish lúcio would not constantly get to the (wrong) conclusion that "he hurts everyone who gets close to him". it can be really worrisome to watch them shy away from others because they think they do more harm than good..
January 13, 2025 at 2:35 PM