DizzyWeb
@dizzyweb.nl
Geek, nerd, occasional twitch streamer yet horrible at gaming
Last Friday depression claimed the life of someone I know that was loved by many. Today I received a message from my dearest friend that said "I can't do this anymore". Check in on your loved ones. Support them. Depression is real and dark and cruel. I feel so useless right now.
October 5, 2025 at 12:53 PM
Last Friday depression claimed the life of someone I know that was loved by many. Today I received a message from my dearest friend that said "I can't do this anymore". Check in on your loved ones. Support them. Depression is real and dark and cruel. I feel so useless right now.
First day after vacation, you wake up at 4am and your alarm clock is off. No power in my bedroom, office or living room. 1 breaker. No faulty appliances. Turns out, the breaker has died. Thank fuck there was a spare one installed already...
two women are standing next to each other in a room and one of them is pointing at the camera .
ALT: two women are standing next to each other in a room and one of them is pointing at the camera .
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September 29, 2025 at 7:29 AM
First day after vacation, you wake up at 4am and your alarm clock is off. No power in my bedroom, office or living room. 1 breaker. No faulty appliances. Turns out, the breaker has died. Thank fuck there was a spare one installed already...
Worst part of being autistic for me, constantly being told I've said things I've literally not said. Constantly being told I've upset someone because of what I said, because if someone else had said it, it would have meant something else.
July 27, 2025 at 2:46 PM
Worst part of being autistic for me, constantly being told I've said things I've literally not said. Constantly being told I've upset someone because of what I said, because if someone else had said it, it would have meant something else.
Did I just spend a few hours messing around in streamer bot redoing a redeem, while I haven't been live in 2 years? Cause I wanted to see if I could do it?
....that would be silly...
....that would be silly...
June 3, 2025 at 10:14 PM
Did I just spend a few hours messing around in streamer bot redoing a redeem, while I haven't been live in 2 years? Cause I wanted to see if I could do it?
....that would be silly...
....that would be silly...
Wait, autism somehow exempts you from taxes? What the hell? And eh, I'm autistic. I've written poetry. And I know plenty of people who aren't autistic who have never written a line of poetry. What does that have to do with anything?!
I'm so confused.
I'm so confused.
As I wrote in the piece, Kennedy continues to use stigmatizing and frankly pretty shocking language to refer to people with autism, implicitly framing them as a burden on society and their families who will, as he said, "never pay taxes" or "write a poem."
April 17, 2025 at 7:01 AM
Wait, autism somehow exempts you from taxes? What the hell? And eh, I'm autistic. I've written poetry. And I know plenty of people who aren't autistic who have never written a line of poetry. What does that have to do with anything?!
I'm so confused.
I'm so confused.
What the heck? 1998 by Binary Finary is an amazing track!
“no one gives a shit about 1998” is the funniest out of context skeet I’ve read today
April 9, 2025 at 8:35 AM
What the heck? 1998 by Binary Finary is an amazing track!
I couldn't sleep so I was awake till 4 am.. and at 7 am I got woken up by a neighbors ridiculous truck and now I can't sleep again. Fuck this shit. Can barely keep my eyes open by keeping them closed annoys the hell out of me too cause I'm just lying there waiting.
March 29, 2025 at 6:34 AM
I couldn't sleep so I was awake till 4 am.. and at 7 am I got woken up by a neighbors ridiculous truck and now I can't sleep again. Fuck this shit. Can barely keep my eyes open by keeping them closed annoys the hell out of me too cause I'm just lying there waiting.
Also, what the hell Instagram? I follow a bunch of people I used to follow on Tiktok, just, creators.... And now my for you page is somehow soccer, Indian guys I can't understand and food. And the search page is, well, porn. I like half naked women as much as the next guy, but why the hell!?
January 19, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Also, what the hell Instagram? I follow a bunch of people I used to follow on Tiktok, just, creators.... And now my for you page is somehow soccer, Indian guys I can't understand and food. And the search page is, well, porn. I like half naked women as much as the next guy, but why the hell!?
So, Tiktok is now banned in the US. But... somehow... US companies can still advertise on Tiktok? That seems a bit hypocritical, doesn't it?
January 19, 2025 at 12:00 PM
So, Tiktok is now banned in the US. But... somehow... US companies can still advertise on Tiktok? That seems a bit hypocritical, doesn't it?
Past Monday I got the news that a direct coworker of mine passed away unexpectedly. Only a few years older than me. Makes you realize a lot of thing. How I'm missing out. How I'm lonely. How f'ed up it is that I probably missed out on a lot because of being late diagnosed. While everyone knew.
January 3, 2025 at 7:37 AM
Past Monday I got the news that a direct coworker of mine passed away unexpectedly. Only a few years older than me. Makes you realize a lot of thing. How I'm missing out. How I'm lonely. How f'ed up it is that I probably missed out on a lot because of being late diagnosed. While everyone knew.
Watching YouTube and ending up on a video that tells me I'm gay because, let's see... I drink coffee, I play videogames, I like boobs, I enjoy sex, I have friends, I eat pussy (yes, I'm not kidding), I have hobbies... and these weren't even the weirdest ones.
December 14, 2024 at 12:56 PM
Watching YouTube and ending up on a video that tells me I'm gay because, let's see... I drink coffee, I play videogames, I like boobs, I enjoy sex, I have friends, I eat pussy (yes, I'm not kidding), I have hobbies... and these weren't even the weirdest ones.
Oh good, I'm getting porn follows, really starting to feel like twitter.
December 10, 2024 at 8:34 AM
Oh good, I'm getting porn follows, really starting to feel like twitter.
Finding out how unhinged @aslightshimmy.bsky.social has been while I was asleep has become kind of a wake-up routine...
December 3, 2024 at 6:11 AM
Finding out how unhinged @aslightshimmy.bsky.social has been while I was asleep has become kind of a wake-up routine...
Facts.
I’m just a nerd with a perfect ass.
November 20, 2024 at 8:52 PM
Facts.
I kinda want to go back to streaming occasionally, but I have this problem. (Beside the obvious autistic struggles). I have no clue whatsoever what to stream. Currently I only play WoW and that's definitely not in a way that's interesting to stream.
November 14, 2024 at 7:39 AM
I kinda want to go back to streaming occasionally, but I have this problem. (Beside the obvious autistic struggles). I have no clue whatsoever what to stream. Currently I only play WoW and that's definitely not in a way that's interesting to stream.
I don't know what the heck is going on with twitter but my personal account has been getting weird-ass pro-Trump propaganda tweets suggestions... NOTHING in my tweets suggests I have anything in common with the orange weirdo!? What the hell.
November 12, 2024 at 5:27 PM
I don't know what the heck is going on with twitter but my personal account has been getting weird-ass pro-Trump propaganda tweets suggestions... NOTHING in my tweets suggests I have anything in common with the orange weirdo!? What the hell.
I'm no horror person but I definitely know some ;)
looking to find more horror moots!! if you stream spoopy games, i'd love to follow! 👻
any reposts are appreciated!!
any reposts are appreciated!!
November 12, 2024 at 2:52 PM
I'm no horror person but I definitely know some ;)
And so I filed my first ever police report...
November 12, 2024 at 2:47 PM
And so I filed my first ever police report...
Domain brokers are absolutely ridiculous. I used to own a domain, decades ago. Cost me 15 bucks to buy. Had to let it go and it was immediately bought by a broker. It's been sitting there unused for a decade with no chance of ever selling it. It would cost me almost $4000 to get back.
November 9, 2024 at 10:00 AM
Domain brokers are absolutely ridiculous. I used to own a domain, decades ago. Cost me 15 bucks to buy. Had to let it go and it was immediately bought by a broker. It's been sitting there unused for a decade with no chance of ever selling it. It would cost me almost $4000 to get back.
Ever have one of those evenings where you've just had dinner and you sit there and you just don't feel like... not anything, cause I don't feel like doing nothing either. It kinda freaks me out tbh.
November 7, 2024 at 6:59 PM
Ever have one of those evenings where you've just had dinner and you sit there and you just don't feel like... not anything, cause I don't feel like doing nothing either. It kinda freaks me out tbh.
I'm gonna have trouble sleeping... My brain is going to continue rambling and there's not a damned thing I can go about it.
November 6, 2024 at 10:25 PM
I'm gonna have trouble sleeping... My brain is going to continue rambling and there's not a damned thing I can go about it.
...aaaand the transphobes and homophobes immediately climb out of the woodworks spouting their vile crap... I hate this so damn much.
November 6, 2024 at 10:06 PM
...aaaand the transphobes and homophobes immediately climb out of the woodworks spouting their vile crap... I hate this so damn much.
I stopped my TV subscription because TV sucks and all the news I'm confronted with is depressing, sad and terrifying. I can't deal with the constant stream of horrible crap. Not that it matters much cause everywhere I look I get overwhelmed with the harsh reality of a world on fire.
November 6, 2024 at 4:42 PM
I stopped my TV subscription because TV sucks and all the news I'm confronted with is depressing, sad and terrifying. I can't deal with the constant stream of horrible crap. Not that it matters much cause everywhere I look I get overwhelmed with the harsh reality of a world on fire.