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lux. 30. east bay, CA. they/them.
...notoriously all over the place

✴︎ think independently, act collectively ✴︎

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about me:

very neurodivergent- dx'd asd, ocd, gad, mdd.....+ complex trauma.

generalist- too nonconformist for traditional academia 🫣 very much self-taught.....everything.

unionized bookseller📚 + part of the bargaining committee!

heavy on values + ✨️consistency✨️

atheist-buddhist. socialist-spec.
partner got up to go to the bathroom at 4am and didn't even react @ me sitting on the floor of said bathroom doing sudoku (it's a broken brain kinda night)
February 12, 2026 at 12:34 PM
I was thinking,, devotion to k-pop as a genre is really just devotion to one brand of Asian excellence. There's so much talent there and Asian artists are criminally underrated globally

(I'm mixed Asian so I'm biased but Westerners can always use a culture check to avoid the mayonnaise allegations)
February 12, 2026 at 12:32 PM
old news but I just **love** the energy of ATEEZ' member Wooyoung who (allegedly) could NOT handle seeing another artist who plagiarized his group's work at this award show... literally diva-walked out of there as soon as he fkn could
February 12, 2026 at 3:49 AM
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February 11, 2026 at 2:11 PM
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REP. BALINT: “This is not a game, Secretary!”

BONDI: “I’m Attorney General.”

REP. BALINT: “My apologies. I couldn’t tell.” 🔥
February 11, 2026 at 9:08 PM
I'm always randomly trauma dumping to my partner so I'm gonna spread some here too LOL get it OFF MY CHEST
February 11, 2026 at 4:47 PM
cw trauma dump

sometimes when I get myself water from a machine w temp options, I remember my ex-mom giving me the dirtiest look + SPITTING OUT water I got her when she was coughing. bc she wanted it 🧊cold but I always got room temp for myself..coz its better for you (mostly). literally spit it out
February 11, 2026 at 4:42 PM
and did I realize it???? no

I always unconsciously find the bisexuals
February 11, 2026 at 1:04 PM
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A dresser inside a museum in New York City has been discovered as a secret stop on the Underground Railroad — the first of its kind discovered in Manhattan in over 100 years
February 11, 2026 at 3:43 AM
really struggling w my partner having an immediate family member who supports trump/ ice. I've cut contact with almost all of my family because theyre maga, anti-BLM, or narcissistic/enablers. my aunt's silent husband is the only one I've tolerated, for her sake.

but refusing to see this person...
February 11, 2026 at 12:58 PM
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Kleptocracy.
January 30, 2026 at 1:45 AM
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On top of the $230,000,000 he already stole from our US Treasury? The brazen corruption is gobsmacking.
January 30, 2026 at 1:41 AM
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Sitting President attempts to steal $10 BILLION from taxpayers.

The most corrupt regime of our lifetimes. With no close second.

And the Hunter hunters are silent.
www.nbcnews.com/politics/don...
January 30, 2026 at 1:38 AM
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Free the #Palestinian hostages!
January 29, 2026 at 2:13 PM
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San Diego vigil for Alex Pretti at the VA Medical Center
January 30, 2026 at 3:47 AM
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The tide is turning. Which means now is the time to push harder than ever.

Tell your Representatives we want Noem GONE!
#ICEOffOurStreets
Tell Congress: Impeach DHS Secretary Kristi Noem
Contact Congress today!
actionnetwork.org
January 29, 2026 at 6:56 PM
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Minnesota is the best of us.
January 23, 2026 at 10:52 PM
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Seeing how children everywhere are being affected by ICE is heartbreaking. You have kids being kidnapped and living in fear of that but also their friends living in fear of who won’t be at school the next day and why. People who support ICE don’t care about traumatizing kids en masse at all
January 23, 2026 at 11:07 PM
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they went to an emergency room seeking help for their 7 year old child.

ICE arrested the 7 year old and her parents.

the family is here legally.

www.oregonlive.com/portland/202...
ICE detains family seeking emergency care for child at Portland hospital
The Venezuelan parents and their 7-year-old daughter entered the U.S. legally.
www.oregonlive.com
January 24, 2026 at 12:06 AM
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In October, ICE grabbed Maher Tarabishi.

He was a 24/7 caregiver for his disabled son Wael.

At the time of Maher’s detention, disability advocates warned that taking away Wael’s caregiver put his life at risk.

Wael died on Friday at age 30.

ICE caused his death.

They didn’t get to say goodbye.
Disabled son of ICE detainee dies after 30 days of hospitalization
It had been months since Wael Tarabishi seen his father. The family is calling on ICE to release Maher Tarabishi so he may attend his son's funeral.
www.wfaa.com
January 24, 2026 at 3:01 AM
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For this particular subject, I have decided to do my impression of a Republican and belligerently refuse to learn anything
January 24, 2026 at 12:20 AM
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The party of law and order literally just wrote themselves a memo that says they don't have to follow the 4th Amendment.

That's right, ICE intends to perform illegal search and seizures without a warrant.

Add that to the list with "we had to beat up the police on Jan 6 to defend our democracy".
January 23, 2026 at 2:34 PM
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We see you Minnesota 👏🏽
January 23, 2026 at 11:04 PM
January 19, 2026 at 12:19 AM
vent abt friends + activism:

thinking about how an ex-friend started ranting to (yelling at) their friends about the oversexualization of women in the game they always played- who had also once told me she watched Orange is the New Black when "h---y for lesbians."

she is not a lesbian.
January 18, 2026 at 9:51 PM