CosmicFish
@cosmicfish11.bsky.social
I post poetry, art, thoughts, and feelings to heal and remind others they aren't alone🫂🧸❤️🩹
They/them 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Monogamous and taken💍
Gamer🎮
420friendly🍃
Vocal about my truama 📢❤️🩹
Always looking to become a better person💫
They/them 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Monogamous and taken💍
Gamer🎮
420friendly🍃
Vocal about my truama 📢❤️🩹
Always looking to become a better person💫
A lot of religous people seem to need black and white beliefs because they see everything as grey and need something to make sense of it
People like me need grey area spirituality and beliefs in order to make sense of our black and white world
...does that make sense?
People like me need grey area spirituality and beliefs in order to make sense of our black and white world
...does that make sense?
January 20, 2026 at 10:01 PM
A lot of religous people seem to need black and white beliefs because they see everything as grey and need something to make sense of it
People like me need grey area spirituality and beliefs in order to make sense of our black and white world
...does that make sense?
People like me need grey area spirituality and beliefs in order to make sense of our black and white world
...does that make sense?
"The Threshold"
Her doorway has been lingering in my head
An echo of a hollowed out space Filled with dread
Grey and white, black and red
Lifeless
Dead
I stand at the threshold
Bloodied hands
I hope I can escape again
-Cosmic
#trauma #survivor #abusesurvivor #art #traumaart #poetry #darkpoetry
Her doorway has been lingering in my head
An echo of a hollowed out space Filled with dread
Grey and white, black and red
Lifeless
Dead
I stand at the threshold
Bloodied hands
I hope I can escape again
-Cosmic
#trauma #survivor #abusesurvivor #art #traumaart #poetry #darkpoetry
January 9, 2026 at 6:33 PM
"The Threshold"
Her doorway has been lingering in my head
An echo of a hollowed out space Filled with dread
Grey and white, black and red
Lifeless
Dead
I stand at the threshold
Bloodied hands
I hope I can escape again
-Cosmic
#trauma #survivor #abusesurvivor #art #traumaart #poetry #darkpoetry
Her doorway has been lingering in my head
An echo of a hollowed out space Filled with dread
Grey and white, black and red
Lifeless
Dead
I stand at the threshold
Bloodied hands
I hope I can escape again
-Cosmic
#trauma #survivor #abusesurvivor #art #traumaart #poetry #darkpoetry
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In case you’re curious, this is the ridiculous shit I draw lol it’s not perfect but I’m deeply proud of how far I’ve come and I’m really enjoying the weirdcore-type shit I’ve been doing. It’d been a while since I was super hyped to do art but I’ve been having a ton of fun with this new style
December 16, 2025 at 4:27 AM
In case you’re curious, this is the ridiculous shit I draw lol it’s not perfect but I’m deeply proud of how far I’ve come and I’m really enjoying the weirdcore-type shit I’ve been doing. It’d been a while since I was super hyped to do art but I’ve been having a ton of fun with this new style
Idk how to post poetry on here very well so here goes round 2 of a longer poem
"Love in Glossy Eyes"
I used to pretend
That my stuffed animals were real
That they loved me
More than you
I'd kiss them and make them fall in love
Families built, arguments won
(1)
"Love in Glossy Eyes"
I used to pretend
That my stuffed animals were real
That they loved me
More than you
I'd kiss them and make them fall in love
Families built, arguments won
(1)
January 1, 2026 at 5:42 PM
Idk how to post poetry on here very well so here goes round 2 of a longer poem
"Love in Glossy Eyes"
I used to pretend
That my stuffed animals were real
That they loved me
More than you
I'd kiss them and make them fall in love
Families built, arguments won
(1)
"Love in Glossy Eyes"
I used to pretend
That my stuffed animals were real
That they loved me
More than you
I'd kiss them and make them fall in love
Families built, arguments won
(1)
"She loves you"
She loves me. I know that
She feeds me, clothes me, and hugs me so tight
But it doesn't feel normal
It doesn't feel right
There's something twisted
Inside her eyes
I want to believe it, I really do
But I don't think it's supposed to hurt so much
To be loved by you
#abusesurvivor
She loves me. I know that
She feeds me, clothes me, and hugs me so tight
But it doesn't feel normal
It doesn't feel right
There's something twisted
Inside her eyes
I want to believe it, I really do
But I don't think it's supposed to hurt so much
To be loved by you
#abusesurvivor
January 1, 2026 at 5:13 PM
"She loves you"
She loves me. I know that
She feeds me, clothes me, and hugs me so tight
But it doesn't feel normal
It doesn't feel right
There's something twisted
Inside her eyes
I want to believe it, I really do
But I don't think it's supposed to hurt so much
To be loved by you
#abusesurvivor
She loves me. I know that
She feeds me, clothes me, and hugs me so tight
But it doesn't feel normal
It doesn't feel right
There's something twisted
Inside her eyes
I want to believe it, I really do
But I don't think it's supposed to hurt so much
To be loved by you
#abusesurvivor
"You're such an old soul"
I am 5 and I am tired
My feet drag behind me and my eyes have been wired
She fell asleep in the tub again
I can't bathe, can't shower
She's dragging me down with her
I have no power
#poetry #penart #art #trauma #truamaart #abusesurvivor #abuseawareness
I am 5 and I am tired
My feet drag behind me and my eyes have been wired
She fell asleep in the tub again
I can't bathe, can't shower
She's dragging me down with her
I have no power
#poetry #penart #art #trauma #truamaart #abusesurvivor #abuseawareness
January 1, 2026 at 5:07 PM
"You're such an old soul"
I am 5 and I am tired
My feet drag behind me and my eyes have been wired
She fell asleep in the tub again
I can't bathe, can't shower
She's dragging me down with her
I have no power
#poetry #penart #art #trauma #truamaart #abusesurvivor #abuseawareness
I am 5 and I am tired
My feet drag behind me and my eyes have been wired
She fell asleep in the tub again
I can't bathe, can't shower
She's dragging me down with her
I have no power
#poetry #penart #art #trauma #truamaart #abusesurvivor #abuseawareness
Tired eye. No references, just for fun. Any good advice for making better lashes?
#sketch #penart #pensketch #Doodle #noreference #tired #eye #eyedrawing #art #artinsight
#sketch #penart #pensketch #Doodle #noreference #tired #eye #eyedrawing #art #artinsight
January 1, 2026 at 5:00 PM
Tired eye. No references, just for fun. Any good advice for making better lashes?
#sketch #penart #pensketch #Doodle #noreference #tired #eye #eyedrawing #art #artinsight
#sketch #penart #pensketch #Doodle #noreference #tired #eye #eyedrawing #art #artinsight
CW: Disturbing/Truama Art
A Perfect Circle's "Weak and Powerless" inspired this piece of art. It is what my childhood was like with an incredibly abusive addict mother. This song's album was one she'd listen to all the time, ironically enough.
#aperfectcircle #truama #art #penart #arttherapy
A Perfect Circle's "Weak and Powerless" inspired this piece of art. It is what my childhood was like with an incredibly abusive addict mother. This song's album was one she'd listen to all the time, ironically enough.
#aperfectcircle #truama #art #penart #arttherapy
December 27, 2025 at 1:55 AM
CW: Disturbing/Truama Art
A Perfect Circle's "Weak and Powerless" inspired this piece of art. It is what my childhood was like with an incredibly abusive addict mother. This song's album was one she'd listen to all the time, ironically enough.
#aperfectcircle #truama #art #penart #arttherapy
A Perfect Circle's "Weak and Powerless" inspired this piece of art. It is what my childhood was like with an incredibly abusive addict mother. This song's album was one she'd listen to all the time, ironically enough.
#aperfectcircle #truama #art #penart #arttherapy
When I was a middle schooler I used to carry an 8-ball in a sock for protection when I walked around at night outside, to sit on the bench at my middle school using stolen wifi to watch illegally downloaded Yaoi when I was 15
#cringe #actualfact #true #middleschoolerstory #cringeystory
#cringe #actualfact #true #middleschoolerstory #cringeystory
November 7, 2025 at 6:57 AM
When I was a middle schooler I used to carry an 8-ball in a sock for protection when I walked around at night outside, to sit on the bench at my middle school using stolen wifi to watch illegally downloaded Yaoi when I was 15
#cringe #actualfact #true #middleschoolerstory #cringeystory
#cringe #actualfact #true #middleschoolerstory #cringeystory
Cw: Gore
My visual representation of what my chronic illness flare ups feel like:
#chronicillness #pain #agony #physicallydisabled
My visual representation of what my chronic illness flare ups feel like:
#chronicillness #pain #agony #physicallydisabled
October 17, 2025 at 5:54 PM
Cw: Gore
My visual representation of what my chronic illness flare ups feel like:
#chronicillness #pain #agony #physicallydisabled
My visual representation of what my chronic illness flare ups feel like:
#chronicillness #pain #agony #physicallydisabled
Gay twang= "twing"
October 14, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Gay twang= "twing"
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This would make me go feral in the worst way imaginable.
September 23, 2025 at 8:30 PM
This would make me go feral in the worst way imaginable.
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I enjoy drawing oceanic nonsense
September 10, 2025 at 12:48 AM
I enjoy drawing oceanic nonsense
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Covered up my deadname on my lighter with some gifts from my friend’s daughter ❤️
August 17, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Covered up my deadname on my lighter with some gifts from my friend’s daughter ❤️
August 25, 2025 at 2:09 AM
Art drop? What it feels like when you have no choice but to keep going. Just a practice doodle
#depression #anxiety #youarenotalone #horror #gore #art #doodle
#depression #anxiety #youarenotalone #horror #gore #art #doodle
August 25, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Art drop? What it feels like when you have no choice but to keep going. Just a practice doodle
#depression #anxiety #youarenotalone #horror #gore #art #doodle
#depression #anxiety #youarenotalone #horror #gore #art #doodle
"Are you of the cloth?"
Yes. If the cloth is made of leather.
Yes. If the cloth is made of leather.
August 18, 2025 at 6:39 PM
"Are you of the cloth?"
Yes. If the cloth is made of leather.
Yes. If the cloth is made of leather.
I forgot the word for pliers and called them "Tooth pullers" which I think says a lot about me LMAO
August 9, 2025 at 2:41 PM
I forgot the word for pliers and called them "Tooth pullers" which I think says a lot about me LMAO
"naked penis fingers"-@bethebea
August 9, 2025 at 2:40 PM
"naked penis fingers"-@bethebea
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I don’t care if your tits are back-breaking or just two nipples and a dream- all tiddies is good tiddies.
June 5, 2025 at 10:24 PM
I don’t care if your tits are back-breaking or just two nipples and a dream- all tiddies is good tiddies.
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If you can’t handle caring for an animal without removing a part of its body, don’t fucking get it
June 6, 2025 at 2:14 PM
If you can’t handle caring for an animal without removing a part of its body, don’t fucking get it
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How far away do you have to be for a compliment to be considered catcalling? I saw two girls with cute outfits and I wanted to call out “I like your fit” but I think it starts getting creepy once you have to shout after someone
June 6, 2025 at 8:00 PM
How far away do you have to be for a compliment to be considered catcalling? I saw two girls with cute outfits and I wanted to call out “I like your fit” but I think it starts getting creepy once you have to shout after someone
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June 3, 2025 at 2:32 PM
Never underestimate how letting someone talk through and process their abuse or abusive situation can save a life. I know it's probably annoying or difficult to hear, but you can literally give someone the strength to escape if you do. I know the people who let me vent saved me
May 14, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Never underestimate how letting someone talk through and process their abuse or abusive situation can save a life. I know it's probably annoying or difficult to hear, but you can literally give someone the strength to escape if you do. I know the people who let me vent saved me