"The Threshold"

Her doorway has been lingering in my head
An echo of a hollowed out space Filled with dread
Grey and white, black and red
Lifeless
Dead
I stand at the threshold
Bloodied hands
I hope I can escape again

-Cosmic
#trauma #survivor #abusesurvivor #art #traumaart #poetry #darkpoetry

"She loves you"
She loves me. I know that
She feeds me, clothes me, and hugs me so tight
But it doesn't feel normal
It doesn't feel right
There's something twisted
Inside her eyes
I want to believe it, I really do
But I don't think it's supposed to hurt so much
To be loved by you

#abusesurvivor

"You're such an old soul"
I am 5 and I am tired
My feet drag behind me and my eyes have been wired
She fell asleep in the tub again
I can't bathe, can't shower
She's dragging me down with her
I have no power

#poetry #penart #art #trauma #truamaart #abusesurvivor #abuseawareness

Tired eye. No references, just for fun. Any good advice for making better lashes?

#sketch #penart #pensketch #Doodle #noreference #tired #eye #eyedrawing #art #artinsight

CW: Disturbing/Truama Art

A Perfect Circle's "Weak and Powerless" inspired this piece of art. It is what my childhood was like with an incredibly abusive addict mother. This song's album was one she'd listen to all the time, ironically enough.

#aperfectcircle #truama #art #penart #arttherapy

Cw: Gore

My visual representation of what my chronic illness flare ups feel like:

#chronicillness #pain #agony #physicallydisabled

Practicing drawing eyes. Lots of them. #art #horror #creepy #pen#eyes

Art drop? What it feels like when you have no choice but to keep going. Just a practice doodle

#depression #anxiety #youarenotalone #horror #gore #art #doodle