Jessica's Personal Space
@coolerjesspersonal.bsky.social
Hiya, welcome to my more personal account. For mutuals only, anyone I don't follow will be blocked immediately.
May speak more about what's on my mind or may just be fucking dumb, whatever i feel like that day lol
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May speak more about what's on my mind or may just be fucking dumb, whatever i feel like that day lol
She/her 🏳️⚧️
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Hiya
Welcome to my more personal account for mutuals only from @thecoolerjess.bsky.social
This account may not be too active but I'll share whatever stuff is on my mind, some may be silly, some may be dark
I also just wanted an account that isn't as big in follower account as my main account...
Welcome to my more personal account for mutuals only from @thecoolerjess.bsky.social
This account may not be too active but I'll share whatever stuff is on my mind, some may be silly, some may be dark
I also just wanted an account that isn't as big in follower account as my main account...
I'm never fucking doing long distant relationships ever again
February 10, 2026 at 7:06 PM
I'm never fucking doing long distant relationships ever again
Just wasn't good for me and what I need.... and.... it fucking hurts.... I know I hurt him... he's been strong about it... but I know I'm at fault here... fuck.....
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
February 10, 2026 at 6:09 PM
Just wasn't good for me and what I need.... and.... it fucking hurts.... I know I hurt him... he's been strong about it... but I know I'm at fault here... fuck.....
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
As of today.. I am no longer in a relationship...
We ended on good terms... we'll still be friends... but we need time apart....
I couldn't do a long distance relationship anymore... I just couldn't.... constantly telling myself we'll eventually make it work and we'll eventually be happy together-
We ended on good terms... we'll still be friends... but we need time apart....
I couldn't do a long distance relationship anymore... I just couldn't.... constantly telling myself we'll eventually make it work and we'll eventually be happy together-
February 10, 2026 at 6:09 PM
As of today.. I am no longer in a relationship...
We ended on good terms... we'll still be friends... but we need time apart....
I couldn't do a long distance relationship anymore... I just couldn't.... constantly telling myself we'll eventually make it work and we'll eventually be happy together-
We ended on good terms... we'll still be friends... but we need time apart....
I couldn't do a long distance relationship anymore... I just couldn't.... constantly telling myself we'll eventually make it work and we'll eventually be happy together-
Reposted by Jessica's Personal Space
“After several years of detachment, we are finally reconnected once more…”
Little special thing I made for my childhood friend!!! it’s been wonderful getting to talk to her again… :’)
Likes and reposts are appreciated 💙💜
#Splatoon3 #SplatoonArt #OC #Art #FriendArt #Nintendo #TheCoolerJessArt
Little special thing I made for my childhood friend!!! it’s been wonderful getting to talk to her again… :’)
Likes and reposts are appreciated 💙💜
#Splatoon3 #SplatoonArt #OC #Art #FriendArt #Nintendo #TheCoolerJessArt
February 4, 2026 at 4:09 PM
“After several years of detachment, we are finally reconnected once more…”
Little special thing I made for my childhood friend!!! it’s been wonderful getting to talk to her again… :’)
Likes and reposts are appreciated 💙💜
#Splatoon3 #SplatoonArt #OC #Art #FriendArt #Nintendo #TheCoolerJessArt
Little special thing I made for my childhood friend!!! it’s been wonderful getting to talk to her again… :’)
Likes and reposts are appreciated 💙💜
#Splatoon3 #SplatoonArt #OC #Art #FriendArt #Nintendo #TheCoolerJessArt
I felt this for a while after my first break up.. lol
January 26, 2026 at 10:54 PM
I felt this for a while after my first break up.. lol
Thank fuck 2025 is finally over
January 1, 2026 at 6:30 AM
Thank fuck 2025 is finally over
I wish I didn't have to rely on an online long distance relationship
I wish I didn't have to rely on people from the internet that live thousands of miles away from me to be my friends
I wish I had more irl friends I could spend time with
I wish I wasn't doomed to be lonely for the rest my life
I wish I didn't have to rely on people from the internet that live thousands of miles away from me to be my friends
I wish I had more irl friends I could spend time with
I wish I wasn't doomed to be lonely for the rest my life
December 29, 2025 at 3:43 AM
I wish I didn't have to rely on an online long distance relationship
I wish I didn't have to rely on people from the internet that live thousands of miles away from me to be my friends
I wish I had more irl friends I could spend time with
I wish I wasn't doomed to be lonely for the rest my life
I wish I didn't have to rely on people from the internet that live thousands of miles away from me to be my friends
I wish I had more irl friends I could spend time with
I wish I wasn't doomed to be lonely for the rest my life
Also I'm probably gonna be going on an internet break at the start of 2026
December 28, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Also I'm probably gonna be going on an internet break at the start of 2026
I've been thinking a lot about the relationships I have.. and how i want more than what can realistically be given to me because of distance limitations
I don't know where exactly to go.. but this is getting harder for me to do and just say its all fine
I don't know where exactly to go.. but this is getting harder for me to do and just say its all fine
December 28, 2025 at 7:29 PM
I've been thinking a lot about the relationships I have.. and how i want more than what can realistically be given to me because of distance limitations
I don't know where exactly to go.. but this is getting harder for me to do and just say its all fine
I don't know where exactly to go.. but this is getting harder for me to do and just say its all fine
It just feels too small.. not that I really want to force friends into this account because its supposed to be more open thoughts and could be seen as weird, but at the same time it feels too empty and lonely here.. lol
Oh well I guess
Oh well I guess
December 16, 2025 at 9:03 PM
It just feels too small.. not that I really want to force friends into this account because its supposed to be more open thoughts and could be seen as weird, but at the same time it feels too empty and lonely here.. lol
Oh well I guess
Oh well I guess
Sometimes I wish I could remove specific people from my following list on my main account, i don't really like having over 300 followers.. lol
I kinda wish I could go back to a smaller following number, I suppose that's the point of having this second account but so few of my friends follow it so
I kinda wish I could go back to a smaller following number, I suppose that's the point of having this second account but so few of my friends follow it so
December 16, 2025 at 9:03 PM
Sometimes I wish I could remove specific people from my following list on my main account, i don't really like having over 300 followers.. lol
I kinda wish I could go back to a smaller following number, I suppose that's the point of having this second account but so few of my friends follow it so
I kinda wish I could go back to a smaller following number, I suppose that's the point of having this second account but so few of my friends follow it so
Eh, never mind
I'm really happy i can see natalie again really i am
But a part of me can't stop thinking that I've done this too soon and I'm still not fully ready, like I only did it because the opportunity was shown to me and I felt like it was my only shot
I just feel weird about it all still..
But a part of me can't stop thinking that I've done this too soon and I'm still not fully ready, like I only did it because the opportunity was shown to me and I felt like it was my only shot
I just feel weird about it all still..
December 13, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Eh, never mind
I still worry I'm just gonna end up making the same mistakes or I'm just gonna be annoying and tiresome
I can't just leave again.. I can't lose this.. but I feel like I'm still not ready.. but idk what to do..
I feel really lost
I can't just leave again.. I can't lose this.. but I feel like I'm still not ready.. but idk what to do..
I feel really lost
December 13, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I still worry I'm just gonna end up making the same mistakes or I'm just gonna be annoying and tiresome
I can't just leave again.. I can't lose this.. but I feel like I'm still not ready.. but idk what to do..
I feel really lost
I can't just leave again.. I can't lose this.. but I feel like I'm still not ready.. but idk what to do..
I feel really lost
I'm really happy i can see natalie again really i am
But a part of me can't stop thinking that I've done this too soon and I'm still not fully ready, like I only did it because the opportunity was shown to me and I felt like it was my only shot
I just feel weird about it all still..
But a part of me can't stop thinking that I've done this too soon and I'm still not fully ready, like I only did it because the opportunity was shown to me and I felt like it was my only shot
I just feel weird about it all still..
December 13, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I'm really happy i can see natalie again really i am
But a part of me can't stop thinking that I've done this too soon and I'm still not fully ready, like I only did it because the opportunity was shown to me and I felt like it was my only shot
I just feel weird about it all still..
But a part of me can't stop thinking that I've done this too soon and I'm still not fully ready, like I only did it because the opportunity was shown to me and I felt like it was my only shot
I just feel weird about it all still..
I zoned out earlier and had no idea what was going on or what happened but when I snapped back I had a little headache.. it was.. really weird
December 10, 2025 at 3:43 AM
I zoned out earlier and had no idea what was going on or what happened but when I snapped back I had a little headache.. it was.. really weird
(I'm reposting this on my second account because I actually don't want it in the main one.. lol, I apologize if you happen to see it twice)
December 9, 2025 at 2:46 PM
(I'm reposting this on my second account because I actually don't want it in the main one.. lol, I apologize if you happen to see it twice)
..friend once till we found out she was a horrible abusive person
I'm actually going to bed sick what is fucking wrong with my brain
I also had another dream where there was a group of kids that were bullying me so much i was breaking down in my dream, so... that was fun
I hate my brain (2/2)
I'm actually going to bed sick what is fucking wrong with my brain
I also had another dream where there was a group of kids that were bullying me so much i was breaking down in my dream, so... that was fun
I hate my brain (2/2)
December 9, 2025 at 2:46 PM
..friend once till we found out she was a horrible abusive person
I'm actually going to bed sick what is fucking wrong with my brain
I also had another dream where there was a group of kids that were bullying me so much i was breaking down in my dream, so... that was fun
I hate my brain (2/2)
I'm actually going to bed sick what is fucking wrong with my brain
I also had another dream where there was a group of kids that were bullying me so much i was breaking down in my dream, so... that was fun
I hate my brain (2/2)
Had a dream where i was in a theater watching some weird anime about a group needing to find and rescue a girl that got sucked into a computer because she unknowingly had a bad card from some evil being that pulled her in, and for some fucking reason i was there with someone that was my... (1/2)
December 9, 2025 at 2:46 PM
Had a dream where i was in a theater watching some weird anime about a group needing to find and rescue a girl that got sucked into a computer because she unknowingly had a bad card from some evil being that pulled her in, and for some fucking reason i was there with someone that was my... (1/2)
Reposted by Jessica's Personal Space
A little belated birthday gift for @nataliispeaks.bsky.social :)
As usual likes and reposts are appreciated 💜
#FriendOC #OC #Art
As usual likes and reposts are appreciated 💜
#FriendOC #OC #Art
November 25, 2025 at 4:09 PM
A little belated birthday gift for @nataliispeaks.bsky.social :)
As usual likes and reposts are appreciated 💜
#FriendOC #OC #Art
As usual likes and reposts are appreciated 💜
#FriendOC #OC #Art
Random side thing that's sorta related is I'm working on a little birthday drawing for her, since when her birthday happened I hadn't started seeing her again, but now that I have i think it'd be a nice way to get things started again..
Regardless.. I do feel happy that I can see her again...
Regardless.. I do feel happy that I can see her again...
November 24, 2025 at 4:08 AM
Random side thing that's sorta related is I'm working on a little birthday drawing for her, since when her birthday happened I hadn't started seeing her again, but now that I have i think it'd be a nice way to get things started again..
Regardless.. I do feel happy that I can see her again...
Regardless.. I do feel happy that I can see her again...
But.. I want to at least try, I don't think it'll ever fully get back to best friend status.. maybe it will.. maybe it won't.. either way, I'm not really sure how far I'm gonna actually go with this, but I feel i at least owe her an apology for everything.. she at least deserves that from me
November 24, 2025 at 4:08 AM
But.. I want to at least try, I don't think it'll ever fully get back to best friend status.. maybe it will.. maybe it won't.. either way, I'm not really sure how far I'm gonna actually go with this, but I feel i at least owe her an apology for everything.. she at least deserves that from me
I think tomorrow I'm.. gonna try to message Natalie and catch up.. and apologize about everything
I'm.. a little nervous.. ik she said she'd be genuinely happy to see me again but like.. idk.. we've basically started over, and because of that I'm just not sure where to go or how to process it all
I'm.. a little nervous.. ik she said she'd be genuinely happy to see me again but like.. idk.. we've basically started over, and because of that I'm just not sure where to go or how to process it all
November 24, 2025 at 4:08 AM
I think tomorrow I'm.. gonna try to message Natalie and catch up.. and apologize about everything
I'm.. a little nervous.. ik she said she'd be genuinely happy to see me again but like.. idk.. we've basically started over, and because of that I'm just not sure where to go or how to process it all
I'm.. a little nervous.. ik she said she'd be genuinely happy to see me again but like.. idk.. we've basically started over, and because of that I'm just not sure where to go or how to process it all
Nvm lol
November 20, 2025 at 2:49 PM
Nvm lol
Literally got no sleep tonight, constant tossing and turning, trying to put something on to help me fall asleep, did nothing.
And now my throat aches after it was already aching a few days ago
Today's going to suck
And now my throat aches after it was already aching a few days ago
Today's going to suck
November 20, 2025 at 11:12 AM
Literally got no sleep tonight, constant tossing and turning, trying to put something on to help me fall asleep, did nothing.
And now my throat aches after it was already aching a few days ago
Today's going to suck
And now my throat aches after it was already aching a few days ago
Today's going to suck
But i guess you don't really know how things will go till you take the leap, even if this wasn't exactly how I thought it'd go, I'm glad it did happen...
I'm gonna be better this time, I'm gonna rebuild our friendship, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes I made before
I will be the best I can be
I'm gonna be better this time, I'm gonna rebuild our friendship, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes I made before
I will be the best I can be
November 19, 2025 at 4:26 AM
But i guess you don't really know how things will go till you take the leap, even if this wasn't exactly how I thought it'd go, I'm glad it did happen...
I'm gonna be better this time, I'm gonna rebuild our friendship, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes I made before
I will be the best I can be
I'm gonna be better this time, I'm gonna rebuild our friendship, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes I made before
I will be the best I can be