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┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚✩ ⋆｡˚ ✩ 24 [11/29/2000]
┊ ┊ ┊ ✫ They/Them - Enby
┊ ┊ ︎✧. ANA, BPD, ADHD, Bipolar 2 & more
┊ ┊ ✯. Pro-recovery, LGBTQ+
┊ . ˚ ✩ GW 95lbs, height 5'0
┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚✩ ⋆｡˚ ✩ 24 [11/29/2000]
┊ ┊ ┊ ✫ They/Them - Enby
┊ ┊ ︎✧. ANA, BPD, ADHD, Bipolar 2 & more
┊ ┊ ✯. Pro-recovery, LGBTQ+
┊ . ˚ ✩ GW 95lbs, height 5'0
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@coffeecalz.bsky.social
· Jun 4
﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉
╰─ ♡ about me:
☕┇name: coffee
☕┇pronouns: they/them
☕┇age: 24
☕┇sexuality: pan
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ interests & more!
☕┇likes: truecrime/copcams, mythology, witchcraft, herbalism
☕┇dislikes: lack of communication & honesty
☕┇birthday: nov 29th
☕┇timezone: EST
☕┇dm status: ask
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╰─ ♡ about me:
☕┇name: coffee
☕┇pronouns: they/them
☕┇age: 24
☕┇sexuality: pan
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ interests & more!
☕┇likes: truecrime/copcams, mythology, witchcraft, herbalism
☕┇dislikes: lack of communication & honesty
☕┇birthday: nov 29th
☕┇timezone: EST
☕┇dm status: ask
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Getting high and eating gumbo
June 25, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Getting high and eating gumbo
I asked for someone to talk to because of distress, no one replied. I decided to drink away emotions. Now my friend group decided without talking to me that they'd take my mod away for mental health reasons.. I don't know if I'm reacting poorly by thinking this is fucked up? no one even spoke to me
June 25, 2025 at 3:37 PM
I asked for someone to talk to because of distress, no one replied. I decided to drink away emotions. Now my friend group decided without talking to me that they'd take my mod away for mental health reasons.. I don't know if I'm reacting poorly by thinking this is fucked up? no one even spoke to me
Just relapsed into purging :(
June 9, 2025 at 11:59 PM
Just relapsed into purging :(
Reposted by 𝓬𝓸𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓮
↳ dig’s #edsky #ventsky #drugsky intro ↰
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
January 22, 2025 at 9:31 PM
↳ dig’s #edsky #ventsky #drugsky intro ↰
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
Just as I was feeling like complete shit my supplements arrived, like it's gonna be okay.
Lavender, lemon balm, passion flower and motherwort ^^
Lavender, lemon balm, passion flower and motherwort ^^
June 4, 2025 at 7:07 PM
Just as I was feeling like complete shit my supplements arrived, like it's gonna be okay.
Lavender, lemon balm, passion flower and motherwort ^^
Lavender, lemon balm, passion flower and motherwort ^^
﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉
╰─ ♡ about me:
☕┇name: coffee
☕┇pronouns: they/them
☕┇age: 24
☕┇sexuality: pan
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ interests & more!
☕┇likes: truecrime/copcams, mythology, witchcraft, herbalism
☕┇dislikes: lack of communication & honesty
☕┇birthday: nov 29th
☕┇timezone: EST
☕┇dm status: ask
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ about me:
☕┇name: coffee
☕┇pronouns: they/them
☕┇age: 24
☕┇sexuality: pan
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ interests & more!
☕┇likes: truecrime/copcams, mythology, witchcraft, herbalism
☕┇dislikes: lack of communication & honesty
☕┇birthday: nov 29th
☕┇timezone: EST
☕┇dm status: ask
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
June 4, 2025 at 6:20 PM
﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉
╰─ ♡ about me:
☕┇name: coffee
☕┇pronouns: they/them
☕┇age: 24
☕┇sexuality: pan
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ interests & more!
☕┇likes: truecrime/copcams, mythology, witchcraft, herbalism
☕┇dislikes: lack of communication & honesty
☕┇birthday: nov 29th
☕┇timezone: EST
☕┇dm status: ask
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ about me:
☕┇name: coffee
☕┇pronouns: they/them
☕┇age: 24
☕┇sexuality: pan
﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍
╰─ ♡ interests & more!
☕┇likes: truecrime/copcams, mythology, witchcraft, herbalism
☕┇dislikes: lack of communication & honesty
☕┇birthday: nov 29th
☕┇timezone: EST
☕┇dm status: ask
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Going to aim for normalized eating for a few days and then restrict, since I've been in a restrict-binge cycle.
I feel like my body and mind just need rest
I feel like my body and mind just need rest
June 4, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Going to aim for normalized eating for a few days and then restrict, since I've been in a restrict-binge cycle.
I feel like my body and mind just need rest
I feel like my body and mind just need rest
I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I just got to keep going
June 4, 2025 at 5:30 AM
I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I just got to keep going
I can't believe it's been 3 months.. I'm probably back.
June 4, 2025 at 5:29 AM
I can't believe it's been 3 months.. I'm probably back.
Slow progress is better than no progress 🤞
February 13, 2025 at 1:19 PM
Slow progress is better than no progress 🤞
I read Wintergirls and the ending felt rushed, it didn't make me feel encouraged to recover since the book spent a lot of time focusing on the suffering aspects, calorie counting, food avoidance and only a few pages of recovery in comparison. I think it had the opposite of the intended effect for me
February 7, 2025 at 12:32 PM
I read Wintergirls and the ending felt rushed, it didn't make me feel encouraged to recover since the book spent a lot of time focusing on the suffering aspects, calorie counting, food avoidance and only a few pages of recovery in comparison. I think it had the opposite of the intended effect for me
I've had my intake all wrong.. no wonder I wasn't losing :/
February 7, 2025 at 12:15 PM
I've had my intake all wrong.. no wonder I wasn't losing :/
I can't get warm this morning
February 5, 2025 at 1:40 PM
I can't get warm this morning
Romanticization is harmful for others to see since it might encourage their ed but on a personal level it makes it easier to deal with the symptoms, negative thoughts, general hell. It's hard not to want to share what's helping and easy to over look that it can bring harm.
February 5, 2025 at 1:24 PM
Romanticization is harmful for others to see since it might encourage their ed but on a personal level it makes it easier to deal with the symptoms, negative thoughts, general hell. It's hard not to want to share what's helping and easy to over look that it can bring harm.
Natural Laxatives I've tried that work:
Magnesium Citrate - I take a mixed magnesium supplement
Turmeric - as a supplement, takes a lot to work otherwise
Peppermint tea - not laxative but a digestive relaxer 👍
Fennel tea - works best night before
listed most to least effective, stay safe
Magnesium Citrate - I take a mixed magnesium supplement
Turmeric - as a supplement, takes a lot to work otherwise
Peppermint tea - not laxative but a digestive relaxer 👍
Fennel tea - works best night before
listed most to least effective, stay safe
February 2, 2025 at 3:07 PM
Natural Laxatives I've tried that work:
Magnesium Citrate - I take a mixed magnesium supplement
Turmeric - as a supplement, takes a lot to work otherwise
Peppermint tea - not laxative but a digestive relaxer 👍
Fennel tea - works best night before
listed most to least effective, stay safe
Magnesium Citrate - I take a mixed magnesium supplement
Turmeric - as a supplement, takes a lot to work otherwise
Peppermint tea - not laxative but a digestive relaxer 👍
Fennel tea - works best night before
listed most to least effective, stay safe
Does anyone else have ed thoughts that kind of seem like another person talking to you?, mine this morning was "A moment on the lips is a lifetime on the hips, you should remember that."
January 22, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Does anyone else have ed thoughts that kind of seem like another person talking to you?, mine this morning was "A moment on the lips is a lifetime on the hips, you should remember that."
At family's place so I'm hoping to get two walks in while I'm here. It's nice to be out of the city
January 12, 2025 at 8:25 PM
At family's place so I'm hoping to get two walks in while I'm here. It's nice to be out of the city
I struggle to restrict because I don't have a toxic ex bf death glaring me everytime I eat food. Worst time of my life but I was skinny.
January 12, 2025 at 2:22 PM
I struggle to restrict because I don't have a toxic ex bf death glaring me everytime I eat food. Worst time of my life but I was skinny.
My comfort food is also a fear food now. Mixed feelings
January 12, 2025 at 2:17 PM
My comfort food is also a fear food now. Mixed feelings
I'm so off balance I just fell and kinda hurt my arm 😣
January 10, 2025 at 2:00 PM
I'm so off balance I just fell and kinda hurt my arm 😣
Finished day 1 off with 1,200, I'm satisfied with that
January 10, 2025 at 2:20 AM
Finished day 1 off with 1,200, I'm satisfied with that
I am unsure the limit of caffeinated beverages I should consume..
January 9, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I am unsure the limit of caffeinated beverages I should consume..
I've got a time limit now! inspiration, reason to actually commit!. I am so excited, I'm going to lose weight before this.
January 9, 2025 at 3:32 PM
I've got a time limit now! inspiration, reason to actually commit!. I am so excited, I'm going to lose weight before this.