dig is drowning
@fluctuatinglbs.satan.social
xe/xir. twt migrator. 18+ only please. 27. disordered since childhood. 10 years SH free. 🏳️⚧️ h 300 s 267 c ??? l 208.6 5’5 🍋💧☁️
actually mentally ill. psychosis tw. existing rn.
https://fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
actually mentally ill. psychosis tw. existing rn.
https://fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
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↳ dig’s #edsky #ventsky #drugsky intro ↰
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
fluctuatinglbs.straw.page
♡/↻ for mutuals!
go home. read. drink so much wine.
November 15, 2025 at 1:59 AM
go home. read. drink so much wine.
also im sry if this comes off mean, sobriety is GREAT, but my recovery is far different than cold turkey sobriety and I want to be able to mindfully enjoy my substances without binging them without crazy judgement frm other ex addicts
how the fuck to i keep ending up around people who are sober god help get me out
November 15, 2025 at 1:37 AM
also im sry if this comes off mean, sobriety is GREAT, but my recovery is far different than cold turkey sobriety and I want to be able to mindfully enjoy my substances without binging them without crazy judgement frm other ex addicts
how the fuck to i keep ending up around people who are sober god help get me out
November 15, 2025 at 12:08 AM
how the fuck to i keep ending up around people who are sober god help get me out
today i had chicken nuggets and like 4 glasses of cab
November 13, 2025 at 2:14 AM
today i had chicken nuggets and like 4 glasses of cab
hehe haha hoho we switched hosts again i think, fantastic
November 13, 2025 at 2:12 AM
hehe haha hoho we switched hosts again i think, fantastic
anyway I'm 6 months nicotine free today and that was entirely overshadowed because someone I care about relapsed. fucking sucks.
my fiancé having an alcohol relapse tonight did uh, not help things for me
November 6, 2025 at 4:40 AM
anyway I'm 6 months nicotine free today and that was entirely overshadowed because someone I care about relapsed. fucking sucks.
my fiancé having an alcohol relapse tonight did uh, not help things for me
November 5, 2025 at 11:37 PM
my fiancé having an alcohol relapse tonight did uh, not help things for me
i have sm prep i have to do for this weekend still and I DONT WANNA!!! i just wanna sit here n read n smoke n maybe drink wine or coffee and bleghhhhhh
November 5, 2025 at 8:55 PM
i have sm prep i have to do for this weekend still and I DONT WANNA!!! i just wanna sit here n read n smoke n maybe drink wine or coffee and bleghhhhhh
i want coffee or wine so badly but both are bad ideas for their own reasons
November 5, 2025 at 8:45 PM
i want coffee or wine so badly but both are bad ideas for their own reasons
....and then we went to chinese buffet for dinner bc they're recovered and have been having a hard food time recently, and I'm an insane pushover. balance.
bestie had a job interview this am and I picked them up mcds beforehand - it was soooooo hard to resist anything but i only got a black coffee and im verrrry proud of myself!! just saved like 600-900cals!
November 4, 2025 at 1:07 PM
....and then we went to chinese buffet for dinner bc they're recovered and have been having a hard food time recently, and I'm an insane pushover. balance.
so - koolaid made w stevia? a++ idea
November 3, 2025 at 6:27 PM
so - koolaid made w stevia? a++ idea
LMFAO my fiance just witnessed me scream like a little girl bc i went to the bathroom and a massive spider was on the crotch of my pants lololol i don't think ive ever reacted that way in my whole life im dead
November 3, 2025 at 5:31 PM
LMFAO my fiance just witnessed me scream like a little girl bc i went to the bathroom and a massive spider was on the crotch of my pants lololol i don't think ive ever reacted that way in my whole life im dead
not e/d related but uh im vending this weekend and one of the things im doing is b00k bl!nd d4tes - this cool enough to pique ur interest?
November 3, 2025 at 5:30 PM
not e/d related but uh im vending this weekend and one of the things im doing is b00k bl!nd d4tes - this cool enough to pique ur interest?
bestie had a job interview this am and I picked them up mcds beforehand - it was soooooo hard to resist anything but i only got a black coffee and im verrrry proud of myself!! just saved like 600-900cals!
November 3, 2025 at 3:40 PM
bestie had a job interview this am and I picked them up mcds beforehand - it was soooooo hard to resist anything but i only got a black coffee and im verrrry proud of myself!! just saved like 600-900cals!
542. probably not an omad unfortunately but it was REALLY good
November 3, 2025 at 3:01 AM
542. probably not an omad unfortunately but it was REALLY good
im a fucking CHEF
from scratch venison chili - made my own seasoning blend and everything and im CRYINGGGG its the best chili ive ever had
from scratch venison chili - made my own seasoning blend and everything and im CRYINGGGG its the best chili ive ever had
November 2, 2025 at 12:52 AM
im a fucking CHEF
from scratch venison chili - made my own seasoning blend and everything and im CRYINGGGG its the best chili ive ever had
from scratch venison chili - made my own seasoning blend and everything and im CRYINGGGG its the best chili ive ever had
Nov 25 intake 🧵
November 1, 2025 at 11:12 PM
Nov 25 intake 🧵
thought i was going insane for a min there w how bad i was dissociating. nah. just turns out it's a bad idea to go from 5000+c to mayyyyybe 1500c with no taper down at all and my blood sugar is royally fucked.
November 1, 2025 at 8:53 PM
thought i was going insane for a min there w how bad i was dissociating. nah. just turns out it's a bad idea to go from 5000+c to mayyyyybe 1500c with no taper down at all and my blood sugar is royally fucked.
very like me to prep a bunch of ingredients only to then have my fear of food completely reignite
November 1, 2025 at 8:50 PM
very like me to prep a bunch of ingredients only to then have my fear of food completely reignite
i dont fucking feel good :D
November 1, 2025 at 8:17 PM
i dont fucking feel good :D
it's like something in my soul is deeply preparing me having to fight joining the 27 club over the next year
November 1, 2025 at 6:37 PM
it's like something in my soul is deeply preparing me having to fight joining the 27 club over the next year
god im so overwhelmed
November 1, 2025 at 6:35 PM
god im so overwhelmed
morning i feel super fucking fat today!
November 1, 2025 at 3:38 PM
morning i feel super fucking fat today!
god how fucking bloated have i been from binging??? i dropped 6lbs in 2 days.... bruh
November 1, 2025 at 4:52 AM
god how fucking bloated have i been from binging??? i dropped 6lbs in 2 days.... bruh