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dig is drowning
@fluctuatinglbs.satan.social
xe/xir. twt migrator. 18+ only please. 27. disordered since childhood. 10 years SH free. 🏳️‍⚧️ h 300 s 267 c ??? l 208.6 5’5 🍋💧☁️
actually mentally ill. psychosis tw. existing rn.

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⇢ born in ‘98, MDNI, 18+ only
⇢ BED turned restrictive
⇢ disordered since childhood
⇢ artist + creator of all kinds
⇢ stats in bio! hw 300 lbs
⇢ oldhead on disordered socials
⇢ always looking for 18+ moots!
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go home. read. drink so much wine.
November 15, 2025 at 1:59 AM
also im sry if this comes off mean, sobriety is GREAT, but my recovery is far different than cold turkey sobriety and I want to be able to mindfully enjoy my substances without binging them without crazy judgement frm other ex addicts
how the fuck to i keep ending up around people who are sober god help get me out
November 15, 2025 at 1:37 AM
how the fuck to i keep ending up around people who are sober god help get me out
November 15, 2025 at 12:08 AM
today i had chicken nuggets and like 4 glasses of cab
November 13, 2025 at 2:14 AM
hehe haha hoho we switched hosts again i think, fantastic
November 13, 2025 at 2:12 AM
anyway I'm 6 months nicotine free today and that was entirely overshadowed because someone I care about relapsed. fucking sucks.
my fiancé having an alcohol relapse tonight did uh, not help things for me
November 6, 2025 at 4:40 AM
my fiancé having an alcohol relapse tonight did uh, not help things for me
November 5, 2025 at 11:37 PM
i have sm prep i have to do for this weekend still and I DONT WANNA!!! i just wanna sit here n read n smoke n maybe drink wine or coffee and bleghhhhhh
November 5, 2025 at 8:55 PM
i want coffee or wine so badly but both are bad ideas for their own reasons
November 5, 2025 at 8:45 PM
whelp
November 5, 2025 at 8:40 PM
....and then we went to chinese buffet for dinner bc they're recovered and have been having a hard food time recently, and I'm an insane pushover. balance.
bestie had a job interview this am and I picked them up mcds beforehand - it was soooooo hard to resist anything but i only got a black coffee and im verrrry proud of myself!! just saved like 600-900cals!
November 4, 2025 at 1:07 PM
so - koolaid made w stevia? a++ idea
November 3, 2025 at 6:27 PM
LMFAO my fiance just witnessed me scream like a little girl bc i went to the bathroom and a massive spider was on the crotch of my pants lololol i don't think ive ever reacted that way in my whole life im dead
November 3, 2025 at 5:31 PM
not e/d related but uh im vending this weekend and one of the things im doing is b00k bl!nd d4tes - this cool enough to pique ur interest?
November 3, 2025 at 5:30 PM
bestie had a job interview this am and I picked them up mcds beforehand - it was soooooo hard to resist anything but i only got a black coffee and im verrrry proud of myself!! just saved like 600-900cals!
November 3, 2025 at 3:40 PM
542. probably not an omad unfortunately but it was REALLY good
November 3, 2025 at 3:01 AM
im a fucking CHEF

from scratch venison chili - made my own seasoning blend and everything and im CRYINGGGG its the best chili ive ever had
November 2, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Nov 25 intake 🧵
November 1, 2025 at 11:12 PM
thought i was going insane for a min there w how bad i was dissociating. nah. just turns out it's a bad idea to go from 5000+c to mayyyyybe 1500c with no taper down at all and my blood sugar is royally fucked.
November 1, 2025 at 8:53 PM
very like me to prep a bunch of ingredients only to then have my fear of food completely reignite
November 1, 2025 at 8:50 PM
i dont fucking feel good :D
November 1, 2025 at 8:17 PM
it's like something in my soul is deeply preparing me having to fight joining the 27 club over the next year
November 1, 2025 at 6:37 PM
god im so overwhelmed
November 1, 2025 at 6:35 PM
morning i feel super fucking fat today!
November 1, 2025 at 3:38 PM
god how fucking bloated have i been from binging??? i dropped 6lbs in 2 days.... bruh
November 1, 2025 at 4:52 AM