You are NOT alone
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I want to read how people clawed their way out of hell despite systems designed to keep them down - Now that’s a story!
#mentalhealth #middleclass #cptsd #business #drowning #economics
I want to read how people clawed their way out of hell despite systems designed to keep them down - Now that’s a story!
#mentalhealth #middleclass #cptsd #business #drowning #economics
It’s no wonder I entered into an abusive marriage or that I had toxic friendships
It is a wonder how that dynamic can still be weaponized amongst grown adults
Sharing DNA isn’t an excuse for abuse
FULL STOP.
It’s no wonder I entered into an abusive marriage or that I had toxic friendships
It is a wonder how that dynamic can still be weaponized amongst grown adults
Sharing DNA isn’t an excuse for abuse
FULL STOP.
I confuse northern New Jersey-ans
“Who are you, where are you from, what do you want, why are you old?”
- a sampling of NJ mindscape
#nj #notfromhere #dvsaysicantleave #parentingalone
I confuse northern New Jersey-ans
“Who are you, where are you from, what do you want, why are you old?”
- a sampling of NJ mindscape
#nj #notfromhere #dvsaysicantleave #parentingalone
Even though I’m coping with my traumas in a healthier manner, it would seem my body and muscles do not forget the many trauma anniversaries that occur around this time of year.
Take it slow. Reflect on your wins, find a spot of peace in each day
#cptsd
Even though I’m coping with my traumas in a healthier manner, it would seem my body and muscles do not forget the many trauma anniversaries that occur around this time of year.
Take it slow. Reflect on your wins, find a spot of peace in each day
#cptsd
Sending grounding love to all those who’ve been triggered by the US bombing of Iran
#traumaanniversaries #cptsd #iranbombing #bluesky
Sending grounding love to all those who’ve been triggered by the US bombing of Iran
#traumaanniversaries #cptsd #iranbombing #bluesky
Is one of the ways I ground myself when I’m overstimulated.
A deadline to be productive is great, I need the ‘crunch’, but not knowing how long something will take me has led to some stress
Is one of the ways I ground myself when I’m overstimulated.
A deadline to be productive is great, I need the ‘crunch’, but not knowing how long something will take me has led to some stress
I’ve been quiet, but learning & formulating on the side.
This spring has been an intensive session into my CPTSD & boundaries, learning so much more about how it shows up in me
I’ve learned that it’s a soft reclamation back to me, with a little help from my inner witch
I’ve been quiet, but learning & formulating on the side.
This spring has been an intensive session into my CPTSD & boundaries, learning so much more about how it shows up in me
I’ve learned that it’s a soft reclamation back to me, with a little help from my inner witch
I promise you that he won’t live forever.
Please stop poking God with sticks and telling Me to do it faster.
I promise you that he won’t live forever.
Please stop poking God with sticks and telling Me to do it faster.
I see you. It’s not fair. It sucks.
Keep holding on and try to let one sliver of your beautiful light shine through somewhere in your day, even for a moment.
#CPTSD #chronicillness #DV #grief #hope #light #connection
I see you. It’s not fair. It sucks.
Keep holding on and try to let one sliver of your beautiful light shine through somewhere in your day, even for a moment.
#CPTSD #chronicillness #DV #grief #hope #light #connection
I learn more about myself and others everyday
Reparenting myself to accept the way my body responds to #cptsd
Setting boundaries everywhere that it’s needed, so my #innerchild knows that she’s safe
I learn more about myself and others everyday
Reparenting myself to accept the way my body responds to #cptsd
Setting boundaries everywhere that it’s needed, so my #innerchild knows that she’s safe
I was not prepared for how painful it was. I wonder if it’s partially because I’ve been so sore lately and in an #autoimmune flare-up
#chronicpain #cptsd #inflammation
#PRP
I was not prepared for how painful it was. I wonder if it’s partially because I’ve been so sore lately and in an #autoimmune flare-up
#chronicpain #cptsd #inflammation
#PRP
#bluesky #demsky #dissent #resist #action
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Wild and fascinating
Wild and fascinating
It sucks, if I made more money or had a higher position, I’ve been told there are multiple claims.
Either way, it’d be nice to have a conversation with a lawyer/someone who knows
It sucks, if I made more money or had a higher position, I’ve been told there are multiple claims.
Either way, it’d be nice to have a conversation with a lawyer/someone who knows
More specifically, my parents. 🤣
More specifically, my parents. 🤣
Repeating this over and over to myself
Repeating this over and over to myself
No person has experienced exactly what you have and endured blow after blow and every internal battle waged
Using the “we’re family & we love you” excuse to use power & control to manipulate you to their ideal outcome is BS
It’s NOT OK
#abuse #family
Why did I think it was okay to be treated like that?
The simple answer?
If all you’ve ever been given are ‘scraps’ of love, you don’t know something better exists #dv
#abuse
It triggers fight or flight mode
Which activates survival mode
Which continues to stay activated until regulated, new neural pathways are formed or you are simply in safe place mentally, emotionally, spiritually, financially, etc
It’s exhausting.
#cptsd #mentalhealth
It triggers fight or flight mode
Which activates survival mode
Which continues to stay activated until regulated, new neural pathways are formed or you are simply in safe place mentally, emotionally, spiritually, financially, etc
It’s exhausting.
#cptsd #mentalhealth
You do NOT own your children - they are lent to us to guide, nourish, and raise into, hopefully, being good humans
We love them, but they are destined to be thier own person of their own making
#parenting #family #familydynamics
#mentalhealth #cyclebreaker #toxic #cptsd
You do NOT own your children - they are lent to us to guide, nourish, and raise into, hopefully, being good humans
We love them, but they are destined to be thier own person of their own making
#parenting #family #familydynamics
#mentalhealth #cyclebreaker #toxic #cptsd
I’ve lost ‘it’ (if I ever had ‘it’)
#bluesky #demsky #momlife #lostit #funny #laugh #mentalhealth #cucumber #microphone #isthisahook
🤣🤣
I’ve lost ‘it’ (if I ever had ‘it’)
#bluesky #demsky #momlife #lostit #funny #laugh #mentalhealth #cucumber #microphone #isthisahook
🤣🤣