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Brian Yaksha (He/They)
@brianyaksha.bsky.social
Frequently ENnie-Nominated Writer & Designer of Sandbox Toolkits, Narrative Designer, Horrorist. Also an ENnie-award winner. Communist.
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#CommissionsOpen - In need of some stuff for a project or whatever? Want a crazy person who has too many thoughts to help you out? Want to pay me up front rather than way down the line like some people?

Take a good look. $300 bucks get you 1k Words + 3 character spot pieces + 1 map; no AI or shit.
So happy this job is dying at the end of the week. If only the people running it would do the same.

Blaggards.
November 10, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Seeger and MacColl are like a balm upon my weary frame today.
November 10, 2025 at 7:26 PM
Finale for a game I've been in since January or so.
William Riker-expy died, disaster lesbian died, timeblind kitsune with no concept of gender or modernity - oddly doing great.

Kyoka (It/Its) is a crab-eating fox. It exists to make scary noises. It loves rap. It just learned about cassettes.
November 10, 2025 at 3:44 AM
Cuck Schumer has truly earned his title.
He playfully says no, while he sits pleased. He delights in watching us get fucked. Its all play theatre for him.

May his rotted heart fail him as quickly as he has failed the American people. May he be forgotten for all history.
November 10, 2025 at 2:42 AM
Just kinda riding the wild waves of not having my meds til, god willingly, tomorrow.

Framed out a bunch of contingencies/ideations for how to make playing as a spouse in CK3 potentially fun. Should probably re-learn how to mod that game.

It'd be fun to make that more a feature for campaign play.
November 9, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Next offer from this company in its continued restructuring is half what they're currently offering me, so that ain't happening.
November 9, 2025 at 8:26 PM
This is actually a genuine call for insight:

I have some projects I wish to devote myself to next month.
But at this juncture, I'm either starting one that is pretty much new - or having to gut/re-order one that is almost complete.

Those are my options.
There's no way around it. Which to pick?
November 9, 2025 at 5:16 PM
I'm realizing I've finished a surprisingly large amount of narrative video games this year. I usually only think of myself as playing sandboxes and simulations, but I suppose those fit more with my "play an hour or so" rogue-like mentality about a lot of things.

Realized also, my DLC mindset.
November 9, 2025 at 5:33 AM
People have chosen to laugh at that waste of skin for the wrong reason.

The funny thing is that every day, every moment, every terrible choice leads him closer and closer to that which awaits all old men.

Like that's the funny thing about it.

That time's arrow seems to have found purchase.
November 8, 2025 at 7:35 AM
Well.
Love it when they call in all my meds but the one that I am actually running low on.

We had a doc visit today too and everything.

Such that it is. These things happen. Just a bit inconvenient.
November 7, 2025 at 7:58 PM
Looking back at the d66 of backgrounds I did for Yatra.
I think I was doing tragedian things before I intended to; as most of these travelers are coming from places of sadness. Which makes sense, journeys are paths of discovery and ways to enlighten the self.

But also, there's a bit of bleakness.
November 7, 2025 at 6:30 PM
Worm McGurk: "That's what I'm saying Peter, he was a fool of a Took - all right?"

Peter: "Yep."

McGurk: "A fool of a Took. Because he'd take things, you know? He'd take things but in a silly way. And he'd do fool things. He'd wear wigs, Peter."

Peter: "What?"

McGurk: "Or maybe that was Merry."
November 7, 2025 at 5:43 PM
Cackling.
Wild, vicious cackling.
So glad to be muted on this Zoom call.

The satisfaction of being right is a powerful thing. Its so damn silly.
November 6, 2025 at 8:24 PM
More whinging on about Irori and some Vudra thoughts, because I know what the audience wants is not what the setting would need with regards to the caste system being handled/dismissed/dealt with.

But that's neither here nor there.
More a realization that I'll drag Irori if I even see his name.
I would like to offer grace in the belief that someone at Paizo has accepted that they tried to make a Buddha-type and ended up making the Demiurge.

Because each time he gets more lore he's actively doing way more /evil/ things. Which does give me some hope for what must occur inevitably in Vudra.
November 6, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Lol.
Lmao.

Can't wait to find out if this is another sundowning that'll shuffle me about or if I'm free proper to do other work.

Crunch is bizarre and these fools keep overpromising and doing more pizza party nonsense.

That said, guess I'll get what I can before it burns down. Again.

It's funny.
November 5, 2025 at 10:14 PM
Monster Core 2 is out, and I got to have a fun time consulting with @bigprawn.bsky.social on Asura matters. They still wish to obliterate reality, but now they're sort of unequivocally correct in their desires.

Enough to give your planar good guys some existential crisis via a false immaculate.
November 5, 2025 at 8:46 PM
Now is the time for drinking.
And there shall be much rejoicing.
November 5, 2025 at 3:02 AM
youtu.be/pkUPGycfXRE?...

Only good vibes in the city tonight.
The Protomen — Hold Back the Night [Act III]
YouTube video by Tyzias
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November 5, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Hell fucking yeah.
November 5, 2025 at 2:43 AM
I am having anxiety attacks.
I know why and there's really way for me to deal with it as it remains beyond my control. I could cut my caffeine intake a good bit, and will, but that leads to its own issues.

I have been a slave to temporality before, but things feel worse now because I brought it on.
November 4, 2025 at 1:19 AM
The mental is not in health today folks.
November 3, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Oh hell yeah.
God help me, it does me well to know there shall be more.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=AeP7...

Duplass stays winning.
The Creep Tapes Season 2 | Official Trailer | Shudder
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November 3, 2025 at 9:38 PM
The invisible net is an interesting but unpleasant thought exercise. I remember when "living in America" was viewed as beneficial to these sorts of exercises. Among other things.

My origins, a tapestry of comedic woe.
November 3, 2025 at 6:45 PM
I refuse to reinvent WHFRP as a system, but I've got fucking ideas.

This should really be a sign for how much this new reemployment scenario is going. Paycuts and pizza parties. The mind wanders.
November 3, 2025 at 6:30 PM