J.A.W.
@blackwolfrost.bsky.social
Artist, CareGiver to Mother, ruled by Shibas and Cats. I do my best to help other unwanted pets and souls the best I can.
Ooh the joys of the New Year.. feels like back pain.. I dont know how but Ive hurt myself again.. could of been when I adjusted myself from falling in the livingroom but Im in pain and cant move well. Im gonna have to resort to the muscle relaxer and pray..that is if I can sit up to take it.. >.<'
January 3, 2026 at 4:48 AM
Ooh the joys of the New Year.. feels like back pain.. I dont know how but Ive hurt myself again.. could of been when I adjusted myself from falling in the livingroom but Im in pain and cant move well. Im gonna have to resort to the muscle relaxer and pray..that is if I can sit up to take it.. >.<'
Trying to sleep but sadly pain meds have not kicked in.. my mind decided its in ocd overdrive.. and if I move I get jabs in my back. Thus why I took meds in the first place.. even breathing slowly is painful.. if im not talkive today its due to lack of sleep and pain or I'm zonk out..
December 28, 2025 at 5:34 PM
Trying to sleep but sadly pain meds have not kicked in.. my mind decided its in ocd overdrive.. and if I move I get jabs in my back. Thus why I took meds in the first place.. even breathing slowly is painful.. if im not talkive today its due to lack of sleep and pain or I'm zonk out..
The urge to sleep in the freezer of my fridge is great.. to curl up and be comfortable and not overheated.. how I feel....
a monster is surrounded by smoke and flames in a dark room
ALT: a monster is surrounded by smoke and flames in a dark room
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December 27, 2025 at 8:17 PM
The urge to sleep in the freezer of my fridge is great.. to curl up and be comfortable and not overheated.. how I feel....
So I've managed to eat three times today.. more then normal but I feel good kinda.. I know normally I was eatting some small meals.. a sandwich and soup or just a sandwich with chips.. or just soup with crackers.. today I had two plates many hours apart of holiday left overs.. I am full..
December 27, 2025 at 10:01 AM
So I've managed to eat three times today.. more then normal but I feel good kinda.. I know normally I was eatting some small meals.. a sandwich and soup or just a sandwich with chips.. or just soup with crackers.. today I had two plates many hours apart of holiday left overs.. I am full..
Just finished dinner I am full.. roomie made everything but the greenbean casserole that's my task when we do holiday meals. We're watching Muppets family Christmas to unwind from a long day..
December 26, 2025 at 5:47 AM
Just finished dinner I am full.. roomie made everything but the greenbean casserole that's my task when we do holiday meals. We're watching Muppets family Christmas to unwind from a long day..
Been up since 4:30am just body won't sleep anymore.. stared at cell.. I want to go somewhere anywhere but there nowhere.. for what it worth folks hope all they can have a good one.. for those that are struggling I get it.. I dont even know what or why im writing this..
December 25, 2025 at 2:29 PM
Been up since 4:30am just body won't sleep anymore.. stared at cell.. I want to go somewhere anywhere but there nowhere.. for what it worth folks hope all they can have a good one.. for those that are struggling I get it.. I dont even know what or why im writing this..
When you wake up and suddenly ooh I should bake chocolate chip cookies cause its Xmas and then you realize you dont have anything like that to even make.. then again it's better then waking up to trauma again.. stupid brain and its ooh hey recall when this happened as a kid.. ahhhhhhhh oh fun um..
December 24, 2025 at 3:17 PM
When you wake up and suddenly ooh I should bake chocolate chip cookies cause its Xmas and then you realize you dont have anything like that to even make.. then again it's better then waking up to trauma again.. stupid brain and its ooh hey recall when this happened as a kid.. ahhhhhhhh oh fun um..
Managed to eat some soup earlier been sadly living in the restroom more then I like.. asked the roomie to maybe make a grilled cheese and ham sandwich later I'll attempt to eat that.. just feel so weak honestly legs and arms feel like noodles..
December 24, 2025 at 6:09 AM
Managed to eat some soup earlier been sadly living in the restroom more then I like.. asked the roomie to maybe make a grilled cheese and ham sandwich later I'll attempt to eat that.. just feel so weak honestly legs and arms feel like noodles..
I think the whole house got the flu or something for the holidays we are all not doing well.. so please understand if Im not active or anything its cause I'm sick.. and most likely trying to not have my insides leave my body.. going back to bed.
December 23, 2025 at 1:53 PM
I think the whole house got the flu or something for the holidays we are all not doing well.. so please understand if Im not active or anything its cause I'm sick.. and most likely trying to not have my insides leave my body.. going back to bed.
Well woke up after crashing feeling upset gut.. dont want to risk food or night meds I did upchuck tonight cause mom did while in the car.. god it was a chain reaction.. poor roomie walked a half block home cause of it.. I want happy not sick for the holidays :/ I can even take eh for the holidays.
December 22, 2025 at 8:58 AM
Well woke up after crashing feeling upset gut.. dont want to risk food or night meds I did upchuck tonight cause mom did while in the car.. god it was a chain reaction.. poor roomie walked a half block home cause of it.. I want happy not sick for the holidays :/ I can even take eh for the holidays.
Unable to sleep was getting up to use the rest room and Im greeted by this.. he just stretches and flops over.. Nova such a ham..
December 21, 2025 at 1:09 PM
Unable to sleep was getting up to use the rest room and Im greeted by this.. he just stretches and flops over.. Nova such a ham..
Im just laying here crying and he wasn't even my rat.. I hate we couldn't do anything but be there as he passed.. this year just been long and heart breaking.. I dont want to sleep but dont have the drive to do much of anything.. I just want some happy please let there be happy..
December 21, 2025 at 10:52 AM
Im just laying here crying and he wasn't even my rat.. I hate we couldn't do anything but be there as he passed.. this year just been long and heart breaking.. I dont want to sleep but dont have the drive to do much of anything.. I just want some happy please let there be happy..
Stitch is now with his brother Smokey among the stars. My he and his brother have all the foods forever among the stars. He was given a grape before he passed he will be missed. Ratties need more love they are amazing little ones.
December 21, 2025 at 10:31 AM
Stitch is now with his brother Smokey among the stars. My he and his brother have all the foods forever among the stars. He was given a grape before he passed he will be missed. Ratties need more love they are amazing little ones.
Prayers please my friend's rat Stitch is having seizures and we are doing everything we can to keep him comfy til the end. No ER Vets near me or are willing to deal with a rat frankly. If he still hanging in there by Monday I will need help taking him into the vet for her.. she a total wreck..
December 21, 2025 at 8:25 AM
Prayers please my friend's rat Stitch is having seizures and we are doing everything we can to keep him comfy til the end. No ER Vets near me or are willing to deal with a rat frankly. If he still hanging in there by Monday I will need help taking him into the vet for her.. she a total wreck..
Ooh the joys have a mom that's manic depressive bi polar type two and dementia... *sighs* give me strength... or soda...
December 21, 2025 at 2:46 AM
Ooh the joys have a mom that's manic depressive bi polar type two and dementia... *sighs* give me strength... or soda...
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Perhaps it’s for the best my open heart surgery has been delayed for a few months, as 3-6 months is when kitten chaos gets dialed up to 11.
But I’m only halfway to the goal that would make adopting these three make sense, so I may have to let them go. Link in bio.
youtube.com/shorts/EcuoY...
But I’m only halfway to the goal that would make adopting these three make sense, so I may have to let them go. Link in bio.
youtube.com/shorts/EcuoY...
My Open Heart Surgery Has Been Delayed
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December 20, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Perhaps it’s for the best my open heart surgery has been delayed for a few months, as 3-6 months is when kitten chaos gets dialed up to 11.
But I’m only halfway to the goal that would make adopting these three make sense, so I may have to let them go. Link in bio.
youtube.com/shorts/EcuoY...
But I’m only halfway to the goal that would make adopting these three make sense, so I may have to let them go. Link in bio.
youtube.com/shorts/EcuoY...
Hey everyone would you be too kind in helping three kittens stay where they are meant to be? Rain has less then two days to reach their goal. Details in KoFi and has much joy Harpo brought to us all lets give that back 🙏 please!
I have been posting about it, though?
The Linktree in my profile has several different ways people can support this enterprise, like my KoFi.
The shelter has already given me a LOT of extra time! I was only supposed to have these guys two weeks, max.
ko-fi.com/post/My-Neig...
The Linktree in my profile has several different ways people can support this enterprise, like my KoFi.
The shelter has already given me a LOT of extra time! I was only supposed to have these guys two weeks, max.
ko-fi.com/post/My-Neig...
My Neighbor Adopted Ticket!
Rain Surname published a post on Ko-fi
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December 18, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Hey everyone would you be too kind in helping three kittens stay where they are meant to be? Rain has less then two days to reach their goal. Details in KoFi and has much joy Harpo brought to us all lets give that back 🙏 please!
I was just trying to make my bed to go sleep.. and I dont know how but the bottle of water for tue dogs falls and hits my left foot hard..this is like a gallon size jug.. I havent screamed that loud or cried that hard from pain in months.. my foot feels numb and tingles.. I can stand but my god
December 18, 2025 at 2:56 PM
I was just trying to make my bed to go sleep.. and I dont know how but the bottle of water for tue dogs falls and hits my left foot hard..this is like a gallon size jug.. I havent screamed that loud or cried that hard from pain in months.. my foot feels numb and tingles.. I can stand but my god
So not feeling 100% after having some breaded mushrooms we got from aldis.. we tried airfrying them two different times. First time following the box second slightly higher and no dice.. still soggy still bleh.. I guess I'll just get them only if I go out to the local dinner. Which is rare anymore
December 17, 2025 at 12:10 AM
So not feeling 100% after having some breaded mushrooms we got from aldis.. we tried airfrying them two different times. First time following the box second slightly higher and no dice.. still soggy still bleh.. I guess I'll just get them only if I go out to the local dinner. Which is rare anymore
Nova and Yuki helping me stand watch over the roomie dragging items into the house on a cold wi enter night.. I offered to stay in the car til all thingsare safe inside then carefully get into the house myself with doggos. I so need a cane I hate this time a year.. roads are ice rinks..
December 15, 2025 at 6:25 AM
Nova and Yuki helping me stand watch over the roomie dragging items into the house on a cold wi enter night.. I offered to stay in the car til all thingsare safe inside then carefully get into the house myself with doggos. I so need a cane I hate this time a year.. roads are ice rinks..
Night folks im crashing for a few hours.. yeah I got a weird sleep schedule.. Im hoping ill not ache as much once I reawake.. nor will it be so dang cold :/
December 14, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Night folks im crashing for a few hours.. yeah I got a weird sleep schedule.. Im hoping ill not ache as much once I reawake.. nor will it be so dang cold :/
So my shiba son is zonked out next to me shrimping.. he also snores.. Im trying to create and he snoring.. I need soda.. I know its bad for me..
December 14, 2025 at 7:31 AM
So my shiba son is zonked out next to me shrimping.. he also snores.. Im trying to create and he snoring.. I need soda.. I know its bad for me..
Still feeling rough as hell just wanted to update Jiji doing good still I think he gain a alittle weight since I've switched him to wet food. Just got done dosing him and gonna try to go back to bed. Aching all over the outside is a ice rink meaning we are trapped inside for awhile..
December 11, 2025 at 12:50 PM
Still feeling rough as hell just wanted to update Jiji doing good still I think he gain a alittle weight since I've switched him to wet food. Just got done dosing him and gonna try to go back to bed. Aching all over the outside is a ice rink meaning we are trapped inside for awhile..
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Tinsel is also terrible for wildlife once you dispose of the tree!
Other holiday dangers for cats:
Lillies (do not even bring them in your home!)
Poinsettias
Essential Oils (Lavender and others)
Grapes/Raisins
Garlic & Onions
Chocolate
Other holiday dangers for cats:
Lillies (do not even bring them in your home!)
Poinsettias
Essential Oils (Lavender and others)
Grapes/Raisins
Garlic & Onions
Chocolate
Seasonal reminder that ribbon and tinsel can be DEADLY for cats. Please keep ribbon stored safely and tinsel out of your home completely. ⚠️ hhvh.net/2018/01/13/w...
December 11, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Tinsel is also terrible for wildlife once you dispose of the tree!
Other holiday dangers for cats:
Lillies (do not even bring them in your home!)
Poinsettias
Essential Oils (Lavender and others)
Grapes/Raisins
Garlic & Onions
Chocolate
Other holiday dangers for cats:
Lillies (do not even bring them in your home!)
Poinsettias
Essential Oils (Lavender and others)
Grapes/Raisins
Garlic & Onions
Chocolate