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blackwolfrost.bsky.social
J.A.W.
@blackwolfrost.bsky.social
Artist, CareGiver to Mother, ruled by Shibas and Cats. I do my best to help other unwanted pets and souls the best I can.
We are in need of 180 more to make the 300 price to get Smokey seen tomorrow. Im praying it will be enough and I wont need 500 or so.. if you can donate or spread the word help me get him seen.
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November 17, 2025 at 12:56 AM
Smokey hanging in there still we got him as comfy as we can. We got 50 out of the 300 to at least get him seen. I'm praying to hopefully get the rest. Though depending this could very well go higher..
Smokey isn't doing well, he not wanting to eat and acting if he may have a uti again. I'm asking for help to get him to the vet on Monday hopefully. To donate please 🙏 paypal.com/paypalme/bigba…

I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
November 16, 2025 at 7:36 PM
Let's try again if you can donate to help me get Smokey to the Vet on Monday id be grateful 🙏

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November 16, 2025 at 5:41 AM
Smokey isn't doing well, he not wanting to eat and acting if he may have a uti again. I'm asking for help to get him to the vet on Monday hopefully. To donate please 🙏 paypal.com/paypalme/bigba…

I am unable to get to a ER vet as I cant drive in the cities. Anxiety hits me
November 16, 2025 at 4:20 AM
So got up did my morning routine (yes its 5:45pm) anyways im worried about one of my boys Jiji. his nose is pale and his eyes do look a bit more sunk in. Slight discharge from his nose aswell and he coughed as I pet him. I am 2-3 weeks out from funds again. I just dont know what I should do. Ideas?
November 14, 2025 at 11:48 PM
Not q00% sure but may of gotten a tummy bug while at the doctors.. or something my gut hurts and #2 is very watery.. sorry tmi but Im down for this week for sure.. got the chills aswell which is unusual for me.. I dont want to go back to be seen though.. hate hospitals..
November 14, 2025 at 4:27 PM
So to my surprise and roomies who pointed out I got to see the northern lights tonight.. faint pinks and greens in the sky with stars... it was breathtaking I've never seen them before.. wish I was further north. I could of seen them better! Also doctor was very happy how things are going for me
November 12, 2025 at 2:52 AM
Well got my driver id reissued 2 to 3 weeks yay... but I can drive with less stress now. Im waiting for my appointment to do blood this afternoon cause last night I had a major panic attack over well everything. 🙃 life just being bleh..
November 10, 2025 at 5:49 PM
NOOOOOOO I SEE WHITE STUFF FALLING FROM THE SKY!! damnit did a crack plane go boom cause noo nooooo its not the s-word.. I refuse to see it... I dont see it... make it stop...
November 9, 2025 at 9:46 PM
Anyone else got a velcro kitty? Mine became it seems Spyro Jr.. he will launch himself upon me from feels away demanding i love his furbutt or else.. he such a goofball.. I'm about to fall over due to a long day and pain.. I may take one of the relaxers I have to rest better..
November 8, 2025 at 5:45 AM
After a very long day of dealing with the hunt for cat food, human food and common sense.. I got pulled over cause I didnt see a cop by mistake.. I got a warning but I also got a shocker my driver id went walkabout.. so I get visit tje dmv Monday *sighs* I had a huge panicattack over this.. 🙃
November 8, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Okay my fellow artists what is the best white gel pen!? I need something that gonna work over markers, color pencil and so on.. I have had gellyroll but it refuses to even allow ink to flow which when doing art is a bad thing!
November 4, 2025 at 9:55 PM
So today I broke down crying over the stress of everything.. I am gonna try to take several days off the net to just collect myself.. its overwhelming, scary, depressing and frustrating.. I've had to fight my body from stress vomiting.. scare the nightmares will start again.. just uurrghhh..
November 4, 2025 at 9:12 PM
Waking up a bit too early.. yet to my dismay to a ad for Xmas gifts.. it just November for god sake... alot of us are not sure we'll have reverse halloween (turkey day/thanksgive/friendsgiving) and now we get showed you can get the perfect gifts at this store.. why do all the women get purses and
November 4, 2025 at 12:22 PM
Reposted by J.A.W.
After such a long and expensive kitten season, we are a little depleted and looking at a massive bill to get these kittens home to the little girls that love them so much.

Times are so hard right now and we know everyone needs additional help, but if you can, please donate at

linktr.ee/crits4cats
Crits For Cats, Inc Cat Rescue | Instagram, Facebook | Linktree
A small cat rescue in Eastern Maryland focused on TNR, Fostering, & Adoption
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November 4, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Well tonight I ate homemade tacos.. I feel good after eating them. Which is good cause dang it there little food I enjoy anymore. Roomie added rice to the beef and seasonings it honestly was way filling and good almost like a hamburger helper. I got a taco for lunch tomorrow so win win.
November 4, 2025 at 3:38 AM
Hope folks are well or similar well. I'm kinda falling apart back decided let's stay broken. So I'm icing it right now, roomie made a funny over my art demands blood as I gracefully cut my finger on a drawing pad.. I clean the cut and got it fixed up I bleed art for art!! Hmm there a idea...plots..
November 4, 2025 at 12:36 AM
A movie you've seen more than seven times with a gif.
November 3, 2025 at 3:05 PM
I went to sleep with a fire place on my tv.. the crackling fire was peaceful.. I wake up to fireplace with Xmas music playing.. must not break tv... its just way to early to think of xmas.. which I just pray to have food for the household and furkids... maybe acrylic markers.. breyer horses..im bad.
November 3, 2025 at 1:41 PM
I wanted to thank thoses who have help me lately. There food for the household, animals and humans got foods. Bills have been handled for the month.. for now gonna try to relax next week I'll be taking it easy and the following week I see my doctor on my meds. Pray its not raised.. I hardly eat
November 3, 2025 at 9:43 AM
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PLEASE boost Shoyu, she is such a good girl and has grown so much but needs a very special person to love her the way she wants to be loved! She is located near Elkton, MD/Newark, DE and her adoption fee is waived! Apply at crits4cats.petfinder.com
This sweet girl is Shoyu. Shoyu came to us a full YEAR ago, found outside with her two kittens. She’d clearly never been around people before and was completely terrified, but not aggressive. The area she was found in was unsafe to return to for TNR so we decided to give socialization a try. 🧵
October 24, 2025 at 1:26 PM
Ooh yeah its daylight savings time.. I feel like its later then the time says.. why do we do this.. also good morning I'm awake now.. let's see how long I am til moly body goes f u time to hurt.. that will depend on what im gonna be up to today frankly.. furkids are doing well mom got her TV so 😸
November 2, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Thanks to help from some wonderful people i got food for us humans and animals.. we hopefully can scoot by til next week or so for litter. If anyone wants to help donate for that it be very helpful. Im gonna take tomorrow off my back was tweaked so moving very painful right now will be using cane.
I am sorry to ask for help still my main goal is just to feed my family and pets.. with my meds I barely eat frankly. Sandwiches are mainly what I live off of. I will be working on art to hopefully sell originals. I have other things im dealing with aswell mainly medical for me. Thank you 🙏
So after paying all the bills for the month.. Im left with nothing to get pet food or even human food. I cant even make things work til I would of gotten ebt cause ha no ebt.. I feel ashamed to ask for help.. We used what I had to cover the household. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
November 2, 2025 at 3:39 AM
I am sorry to ask for help still my main goal is just to feed my family and pets.. with my meds I barely eat frankly. Sandwiches are mainly what I live off of. I will be working on art to hopefully sell originals. I have other things im dealing with aswell mainly medical for me. Thank you 🙏
So after paying all the bills for the month.. Im left with nothing to get pet food or even human food. I cant even make things work til I would of gotten ebt cause ha no ebt.. I feel ashamed to ask for help.. We used what I had to cover the household. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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November 1, 2025 at 2:31 PM
So after paying all the bills for the month.. Im left with nothing to get pet food or even human food. I cant even make things work til I would of gotten ebt cause ha no ebt.. I feel ashamed to ask for help.. We used what I had to cover the household. www.paypal.com/paypalme/big...
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October 31, 2025 at 4:08 PM