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Nameless and Shameless
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No last name to claim. Call me what you like but MDNI.

Cringeposting pics and creative writing sketches as I process a lot of new firsts and half a lifetime of lasts: what I’m becoming and what I’ll never be again.

The alpha and the o-megabrat.
Pinned
I go to therapy, I journal, I do shadow work. I exercise, I meditate, I meal prep. I hydrate, I organize, I moisturize.
I'm patient. Mostly. I give myself grace. Sometimes.

I'm working on it.

None of it matters.

Living gluten-free is not a personality and tonight I'm feeling it.
Extra credit if you disappoint yourself at the same time 🏅
I think it's time we disappoint other people
November 25, 2025 at 3:43 AM
The need to decompress from a crazy travel schedule by either wearing the softest pjs imaginable and staring at a wall or just getting face-fucked.
November 24, 2025 at 8:56 PM
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We weren’t meant to thrive in a fast paced work environment we were meant to collect berries in the summertime and lie down for a whole day after mistaking the bad orange mushroom for the good orange mushroom
March 3, 2024 at 1:38 PM
The polite, correct way to accept samples at the farmers market.
Don’t be rude
November 22, 2025 at 5:00 AM
. . . it’s been a long fuckin day.
11/21 (melody)

“Retrieving Items”

Police wait outside
I play a song on repeat
Until he is gone

#dailyhaikuprompt
November 21, 2025 at 10:24 PM
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11/20 (bonfire)

I never saw you
Light the match that consumed us
Smoke chokes, like neglect

#dailyhaikuprompt
November 20, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Neurodivergently sipping the cold latte I made 3 hours ago that’s going to keep me awake hours after bedtime so when I wake up tomorrow I’m gonna need a latte that I make and forget about for 3 hours and then I drink it cold and then it keeps me u-
November 19, 2025 at 6:17 PM
Wow I Did Not Tighten the Cap Fully the Last Time I Used This, an essay exploring why I am currently covered in pistachio milk
November 19, 2025 at 2:56 PM
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November 17, 2025 at 7:21 PM
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11/18 (ants)

You stepped on a hill
Covered, you laid in our bed
My skin still crawls now

#dailyhaikuprompt
November 19, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Babe wake up Ken Burns just dropped
November 17, 2025 at 8:04 PM
Guess which song off West End Girl I was dancing to
November 17, 2025 at 2:05 AM
Finished my cookie, still haven’t put on Go Outside Clothes and I sure as shit ain’t started my mantra yet.
November 16, 2025 at 8:00 PM
Sunday free time for an hour or two:
I could meditate or I could fuck around and take pics in some lovely mid-day sunshine. I’m eating a cookie first either way.
November 16, 2025 at 5:38 PM
The confusing embarrassing liberating joy of suddenly being unable to use words when words are what you rely on most- •hnngg•
The same speaker (didn’t write down who it was, sorry!) said that in their study, bottoms tended to want tops to communicate verbally a lot, while tops valued their bottoms’ NONverbal responses v highly

Tracks w my experiences, as a bottom who loves dirty talk but goes nonverbal p quick in subspace
November 16, 2025 at 5:14 PM
Name an act more comforting than popping the kettle on after getting home from a day of pretending to be normal in public.
November 16, 2025 at 12:55 AM
“‘No blindfold. No gag,” he says, and I know it’s so he can better observe exactly where I am at every second. This makes me feel both cared for and apprehensive at the same time. It means he will not go easy on me.”

Welp. Boom.
November 15, 2025 at 11:21 PM
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Not every day is one where I want to sit down and write. Some day it's hard

Be easy on yourself. It all counts. 15 minutes writing down ideas. 30 minutes editing something you already wrote. 5 minutes researching for tomorrow's poem

Reading counts. Notes app counts

Persistence counts

#writing
November 15, 2025 at 8:40 PM
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I loved this prompt and it’s the weekend, so I gave myself an indulgent half hour to draft something. Where do all the leaves go after the fall?

#poetryprompt #MPPrompt
November 15, 2025 at 7:22 PM
Gave myself 10 minutes and this came out.
#MPPrompt
November 14, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Being a mature adult makes me want to throw bricks.
November 14, 2025 at 7:51 PM
Perfection ✨
Song #45/52
"Against a Wall"
youtu.be/Jm5zSihZrO8

A jazzy ukulele song that is somehow both very horny and very sweet, about how much I like being kissed up against a wall.
Against a Wall
YouTube video by Kate Sloan
youtu.be
November 12, 2025 at 10:57 PM
What’s left forms the phoenix.
11/10 (fireplace)

What’s already burned
Will crumble in its own way
Eye-opening dust

#dailyhaikuprompt
November 11, 2025 at 12:07 AM
A photographer friend is creating a new portrait series for a show in spring. 2 different looks per person, their choice to express.
So in a call with her I blurted out my arc and next week I’ll be shot as a showgirl who can’t force the fake smile anymore and then as myself, naked and vulnerable.
November 7, 2025 at 11:13 PM
Because these bad boys just got me good, because I’m so ticklish in that spot that I actually laughed, because I wonder if everyone does the syllable counting thing on their fingers when they read a haiku:

Peony petals
Tickle my lips leaning in
Scent their playful lure
November 6, 2025 at 3:26 AM