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this account is a personal, not so personal diary of my art journey and anything i can complain about
friday, already hungover in the morning, lost 2kg this week. im in a haze like a sim with 3 red bars and death is watching a movie in the living room
February 13, 2026 at 5:59 AM
friday, already hungover in the morning, lost 2kg this week. im in a haze like a sim with 3 red bars and death is watching a movie in the living room
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got bired. i cant squint hard enough to do anything more. im not actually bored this is just all i can do rn. i'd rather keep these maybe 1-hour per. i spent maybe 2 on this through the day
February 11, 2026 at 2:58 PM
got bired. i cant squint hard enough to do anything more. im not actually bored this is just all i can do rn. i'd rather keep these maybe 1-hour per. i spent maybe 2 on this through the day
Surprisingly I do work better and draw better when I do both of them continually through the day.. another win for short term memor+BPD/schizoid brain
February 11, 2026 at 12:57 PM
Surprisingly I do work better and draw better when I do both of them continually through the day.. another win for short term memor+BPD/schizoid brain
only did the big shapre(1), seperate L&d(2) and tried to block some details in(3). not a full brague but meh whatever. im so tired today anyway
February 11, 2026 at 9:51 AM
only did the big shapre(1), seperate L&d(2) and tried to block some details in(3). not a full brague but meh whatever. im so tired today anyway
no meetings today so it's time to slack off. some guy and his goon
February 11, 2026 at 7:08 AM
no meetings today so it's time to slack off. some guy and his goon
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They're calling HRT a "sex-rejecting procedure" now. I guess that means my wife gives me HRT every night!
February 10, 2026 at 5:06 PM
They're calling HRT a "sex-rejecting procedure" now. I guess that means my wife gives me HRT every night!
not a study day and not academic, gay sheriff. she has a gay gun probably
February 10, 2026 at 4:36 PM
not a study day and not academic, gay sheriff. she has a gay gun probably
Lady at the pharmacy saw me staring wide eyed in the hair product aisle and immediately thought "this boy needs advice" her hair is also just like mine but actually good looking so yay for me !
February 10, 2026 at 3:24 PM
Lady at the pharmacy saw me staring wide eyed in the hair product aisle and immediately thought "this boy needs advice" her hair is also just like mine but actually good looking so yay for me !
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this is not hypothetical. a version of this exact story played out when an abusive man deployed the surveillance state against his girlfriend for getting an abortion www.404media.co/police-said-...
Police Said They Surveilled Woman Who Had an Abortion for Her 'Safety.' Court Records Show They Considered Charging Her With a Crime
Court records show that the narrative Flock and a Texas Sheriff's Office has told the public isn't the whole story, and that police were conducting a 'death investigation' into the abortion.
www.404media.co
February 9, 2026 at 5:26 AM
this is not hypothetical. a version of this exact story played out when an abusive man deployed the surveillance state against his girlfriend for getting an abortion www.404media.co/police-said-...
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This is Iraq War style propaganda: They make the face of a well-researched, (near) academic consensus, that isn't egregiously controversial among experts on the subject... and make the face of it a famous but uncredentialed young woman so they can pretend it's vacuous and naive.
It’s time to put Billie Eilish’s theory of property out to pasture, Richard Epstein and Max Raskin write.
"Americans are not thieves who built on stolen land." https://wapo.st/4rDYzrn
"Americans are not thieves who built on stolen land." https://wapo.st/4rDYzrn
February 5, 2026 at 7:55 PM
This is Iraq War style propaganda: They make the face of a well-researched, (near) academic consensus, that isn't egregiously controversial among experts on the subject... and make the face of it a famous but uncredentialed young woman so they can pretend it's vacuous and naive.
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The Steam Machine has been delayed because stupid little babies can't stop using AI to write their emails:
aftermath.site/steam-machine-...
aftermath.site/steam-machine-...
February 5, 2026 at 12:46 AM
The Steam Machine has been delayed because stupid little babies can't stop using AI to write their emails:
aftermath.site/steam-machine-...
aftermath.site/steam-machine-...
yesterday was so fucking horrible. thankfully the worms in brain are over-correcting how close i was so today im drawing, working on my IT project and doing my dumb IT job with 100 grams of caffeine straight ENAMAD INTO MY COLON
February 4, 2026 at 6:03 AM
yesterday was so fucking horrible. thankfully the worms in brain are over-correcting how close i was so today im drawing, working on my IT project and doing my dumb IT job with 100 grams of caffeine straight ENAMAD INTO MY COLON
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being a trans woman is crazy. "yeah all my opps are billionaire pedophile rapists"
Following the release of the Epstein files Jk Rowling has deleted a decade of port logs belonging to the Super yacht Samsara.
What is she hiding?
What is she hiding?
February 3, 2026 at 6:04 PM
being a trans woman is crazy. "yeah all my opps are billionaire pedophile rapists"
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Know that feel when your brain just isn't quite in it? Been chippin’ away at this trying to get out of a slump.
#warframefanart
#warframefanart
February 2, 2026 at 4:21 PM
Know that feel when your brain just isn't quite in it? Been chippin’ away at this trying to get out of a slump.
#warframefanart
#warframefanart
but i mean hey, for a product i only bought a month ago this is some really good feedback that "hey, im putting in the effort somehow" even though maybe 10-20 hours is most DEFINETLY afk time
February 2, 2026 at 3:46 PM
but i mean hey, for a product i only bought a month ago this is some really good feedback that "hey, im putting in the effort somehow" even though maybe 10-20 hours is most DEFINETLY afk time
you know treating this as my diary, a pseudo-blog actually does feel good. im already crap with the pen, but knowing i can just drop bullshit on here without trying to please anyone or gain followers might be the reason im still being so consistent a month into this year
February 2, 2026 at 3:45 PM
you know treating this as my diary, a pseudo-blog actually does feel good. im already crap with the pen, but knowing i can just drop bullshit on here without trying to please anyone or gain followers might be the reason im still being so consistent a month into this year
day 3.5 (cuz i had work today).XLO is this something I can be okay feeling "proud" of? they are inaccurate, but legible and in some respects I dip feel happy that "yeah i slowed down, 24 i thunk, changed my approach" yet others achieve this within a month of starting, and im at what? 5 years ? san
February 2, 2026 at 3:43 PM
day 3.5 (cuz i had work today).XLO is this something I can be okay feeling "proud" of? they are inaccurate, but legible and in some respects I dip feel happy that "yeah i slowed down, 24 i thunk, changed my approach" yet others achieve this within a month of starting, and im at what? 5 years ? san
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Just an amazing thing to randomly tweet out.
February 1, 2026 at 12:48 PM
Just an amazing thing to randomly tweet out.
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O cool The hypothesis that the elite were trying to segrigate trans people from society purely to keep us as sex slaves was real, but only for trans women since they see trans men as undesirable for sex and want them eliminated which is EXACTLY THE POLICIES AND RHETORIC WE'RE SEEING HAPPEN RIGHT NOW
February 1, 2026 at 1:35 PM
O cool The hypothesis that the elite were trying to segrigate trans people from society purely to keep us as sex slaves was real, but only for trans women since they see trans men as undesirable for sex and want them eliminated which is EXACTLY THE POLICIES AND RHETORIC WE'RE SEEING HAPPEN RIGHT NOW
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i think we should encourage more people to read the epstein files.
They are heinous to read, but after reading them you cannot help but feel the need to burn every single thing that allowed this to happen
They are heinous to read, but after reading them you cannot help but feel the need to burn every single thing that allowed this to happen
February 1, 2026 at 9:37 AM
i think we should encourage more people to read the epstein files.
They are heinous to read, but after reading them you cannot help but feel the need to burn every single thing that allowed this to happen
They are heinous to read, but after reading them you cannot help but feel the need to burn every single thing that allowed this to happen
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Mercury Filmworks will officially fully animate ‘Pretty Pretty Please I Don’t Want to be a Magical Girl’ Episode 1.
Watch Episode 2: youtu.be/v8HCg0GD8UQ
Watch Episode 2: youtu.be/v8HCg0GD8UQ
January 31, 2026 at 8:06 PM
Mercury Filmworks will officially fully animate ‘Pretty Pretty Please I Don’t Want to be a Magical Girl’ Episode 1.
Watch Episode 2: youtu.be/v8HCg0GD8UQ
Watch Episode 2: youtu.be/v8HCg0GD8UQ
i want to get drunk and lunch time nap soon. but i also want to see if i can get a full head + face in today instead of just a cast of a cast of a bust
January 31, 2026 at 11:33 AM
i want to get drunk and lunch time nap soon. but i also want to see if i can get a full head + face in today instead of just a cast of a cast of a bust
day 3 (of real true studying)
thanks more to www.halftonestudio.art some bargue "studies" and scuplture cast things have helped me SLOW THE FUCK DOWN. i take more time, and think more.
also I disabled the zoom feature on krita which i think helps to stay on the larger form
thanks more to www.halftonestudio.art some bargue "studies" and scuplture cast things have helped me SLOW THE FUCK DOWN. i take more time, and think more.
also I disabled the zoom feature on krita which i think helps to stay on the larger form
January 31, 2026 at 11:32 AM
day 3 (of real true studying)
thanks more to www.halftonestudio.art some bargue "studies" and scuplture cast things have helped me SLOW THE FUCK DOWN. i take more time, and think more.
also I disabled the zoom feature on krita which i think helps to stay on the larger form
thanks more to www.halftonestudio.art some bargue "studies" and scuplture cast things have helped me SLOW THE FUCK DOWN. i take more time, and think more.
also I disabled the zoom feature on krita which i think helps to stay on the larger form