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angelusmalus.bsky.social
SJ 🏳️‍🌈 🐾 🦕 📝 🤯
@angelusmalus.bsky.social
Burnt out autistic.
I am not a cat, the cat is Emily.
🌍 Lincoln, UK.
https://quietlycogitating.wordpress.com/
https://failedbyservices.blogspot.com/ (work in progress)
I still can't believe that my sister out drank me.
October 13, 2025 at 6:14 PM
I did have family company, but now I'm sat in a pub on my own I think it might be more depressing than being at home. 😂
October 13, 2025 at 5:47 PM
I invited my family in the end, for cocktails not clubbing.
I'm thinking about going out for cocktails on Monday, since it might be a while before I can again. Was even thinking about going clubbing, but the only club I know isn't open on Mondays. Maybe not the best idea anyway given that they don't open til 10pm and I need to be up early.
October 13, 2025 at 8:23 AM
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NHS mental health trusts across the country will be watching, as will NHS England, because failures to care for and protect patients are nationwide. Our mental health system is broken and vision based monitoring technology cannot patch the faults. #StopOxevision
October 13, 2025 at 6:44 AM
I'm thinking about going out for cocktails on Monday, since it might be a while before I can again. Was even thinking about going clubbing, but the only club I know isn't open on Mondays. Maybe not the best idea anyway given that they don't open til 10pm and I need to be up early.
October 11, 2025 at 2:53 PM
Specsavers emailed me with a glasses fitting appointment, so they did get my note and it worked out ok. It's basically the same appointment, just 5 minutes different, so that's good.
I've book a contact lens consultation and added a note. I don't know if that will work. It's so fucking frustrating. I walked past Specsavers yesterday too, I thought about asking about my glasses but thought it was too soon.
October 11, 2025 at 2:47 PM
Just got a text from Specsavers asking me to call them to arrange a fitting appointment for my new glasses. I told them I can't speak on the phone. I don't know if that means my glasses are ready, or because they made and cancelled an appointment because I don't know when/if I can go after court.
October 11, 2025 at 9:45 AM
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I think we've forgotten all the public service workers who went to work knowing they were forced to shoulder the risk of getting/giving someone covid because no one else would go if they did not. Our government failed us.
October 11, 2025 at 9:14 AM
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PORTLAND: “The frogs are multiplying”

(#NotAWarZone Noem Matter what Kristi says)
October 10, 2025 at 1:22 PM
I got to the hospital for my blood test ok, though not without some stress. The were running 40 minutes late, which I wouldn't have minded if they'd said. I went into town afterwards to pick up a library book, went in one shop and came home, and I'm still knackered and still hurt hours later.
October 10, 2025 at 9:47 PM
I'm being meowed at by at cat that isn't mine.
October 10, 2025 at 9:48 AM
It's taken me a day to realise that my social worker actually sent me a copy of my care assessment in a format that I could alter so I can read it. I'd been telling them for months that I couldn't read it in the format it was in. And they just drop it into an email in a different format.
October 9, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I thought getting to the hospital tomorrow for a blood test would be simple, but there's a road closure affecting the bus route so I'm not confident at all about the journey.
October 9, 2025 at 7:16 PM
Got a letter rescheduling my last court appearance when the court wouldn't accept me to Tuesday, the same day as my other court date. I'm not really surprised, just 5 days isn't much notice, especially with our postal system.
October 9, 2025 at 2:40 PM
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If ICE agents are willing to shoot a US citizen in broad daylight, as they did with Marimar Martinez in Chicago, imagine what they’re doing to undocumented immigrants.

They shot her in front of witnesses & with body cams turned on

The horrors facing those disappeared to camps are sure to be worse
October 9, 2025 at 5:53 AM
I noticed some prices had dropped at Asda tonight, but gluten free flour has shot up in price. Odd when the gluten free bread has gone down in price slightly.
October 8, 2025 at 8:57 PM
I've wasted time and energy on reading and reacting to an email from my social worker. Yes she actually emailed, but she's still talking bollocks.
October 8, 2025 at 3:53 PM
I need to go to bed, but I know there's a naked cat in my side of the bed, who's probably got herself all toasty warm, and I'll have to move her.
October 7, 2025 at 9:49 PM
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My wife is not speaking to me because her and her mother walked in on me trying to vacuum a fart directly from source
October 7, 2025 at 6:20 PM
One afternoon out with two appointments and I'm sooooo tired.
October 7, 2025 at 5:32 PM
I had an eye test and it's no wonder I struggle with reading. I need reading glasses. I've got astigmatism.
October 7, 2025 at 5:16 PM
There's a tiny lion in the house again. A chilly tiny lion, bless her. It's not the best time for a lion cut but she was matted so she needed it. I feel bad for not realising sooner how matted she'd got.
October 7, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I might be better off just going to bed, even though there's stuff to do. I didn't get enough sleep last night/this morning, and I managed to book an eye test and flu jab tomorrow so I can do both in one trip, but I need to be up early-ish and get organised.
October 6, 2025 at 6:55 PM
The ombudsman had emailed again, because I haven't replied yet, because I still haven't read their letter. I know I need to read it but it's still fucking hard. How can they find no fault?? I'll have to read the fucking letter to find out.
October 6, 2025 at 6:52 PM
I've heard from my tutor. I don't have any clear answers but they seem understanding and basically repeated that if I can get access to the course then there's no issue with continuing. And I could do the modules one at a time and take an extra year, but I don't fancy an extra year.
October 6, 2025 at 5:38 PM