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a2gemma.bsky.social
Ella B. (we/she/her)
@a2gemma.bsky.social
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My body hurts and I’m mad at the government.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
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a2gemma.bsky.social
Well, the ER trip wasn’t a total waste. I learned that Robaxin — with a Norco chaser — actually gives me some pain relief.

Whew.

I also got a greater trochanteric bursa injection this week. Fingers crossed, it will help, too.

#spoonie #chronicpain
November 15, 2025 at 9:40 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Currently ISO an orthopedic (hip) surgeon is SE Michigan who doesn’t use BMI as their sole disqualifier for surgery.

Any leads would be appreciated. Mine just told me to lose 100-150 lbs, which is patently ridiculous and highly unlikely to ever happen.

Thanks.

#spoonie #chronicpain
November 15, 2025 at 3:29 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Tee hee!

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️
Social media post reads: “Tomfoolery transitioned and now only does shenanigans.” Hashtag: #har har.
November 13, 2025 at 8:24 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Went to the ER and, as predicted, sat for hours, cried during the x-rays, and ultimately got no relief. No pain meds to help with the increased pain, just muscle relaxers to hopefully stop the spasms.

My body sucks.

Oh. And the pharmacy doesn’t open for 4 more hours. 🤬

#spoonie #chronicpain
November 8, 2025 at 11:02 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Exciting development with my hip. Now I’m getting muscle spasms that are worse than the “normal” pain.

I’ve been debating going to the ER, but know they’ll just leave me sitting for hours because no one takes pain seriously.

I hate my life.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
November 8, 2025 at 1:06 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Word.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
tavalen Follow disability advocacy went wrong when it became about inspiration porn and "differently abled" and savants. its incredible that that guy with no legs did a triathlon but your sister with no legs will not and she doesnt need prosthetics or five hour training days to deserve respect and compassion and accommodations. its incredible that that autistic guy can look at a city from a helicopter for an hour and then draw the entire detailed skyline from memory when he lands but your autistic friend cannot and they dont need to have a special Autism Power to deserve respect and compassion and accommodations. activism framed around "we are just as CAPABLE" means that when people genuinely are less capable they are left behind. activism framed around "we are just as WORTHY" is fundamental to radical compassion.
November 6, 2025 at 5:21 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Yet ANOTHER bad #Dexcom G6 sensor giving me garbage readings. WTF, Dexcom? If I gave myself as much insulin as the readings you’re giving would demand, I’d be in a god damned COMA!

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
November 6, 2025 at 1:40 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
The opioid crisis is definitely real, but that doesn’t mean opioids and other pain control medications don’t have a legitimate role to play in patient care.

Without my pain meds my quality of life is ZERO. Even with pain meds I have days where it feels like I can’t go on.

#spoonie #chronicpain
Carlsberg. @Carlynotcarley Follow This is going to be a controversial one but I want to start a discussion about just how many chronically ill and disabled people are refused pain relief on the grounds of 'addiction. I've had receptionist say to me "oh you're just a drug addict". 15:25 • 15 Oct 25 • 6,996 Views
November 1, 2025 at 3:30 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
In 2024, I went from making $170K/year to needing SNAP and Medicare in a mind-bogglingly short amount of time.

Trust me, it can happen to you, too.

#StartWithFood #SNAP #SNAPbenefits #SNAPSOS #FeedTheHungry #FoodIsABasicHumanRight #healthcareisahumanright #universalhealthcareforall
Cartoon of the a character resembling McDonald’s Hamburgler wearing a black mask, black hat, and black-and-white striped shirt, holding a tray of burgers. The character is making a shushing gesture with one finger over the lips. Text on the image says: 'REMEMBER, IF YOU SEE SOMEONE STEALING FOOD... NO YOU DIDN'T.'
October 30, 2025 at 11:21 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
I’ve noticed a lot more strands of hair on my clothes and whatnot. I attributed it to it falling out due to stress. I was wrong. I just caught myself pulling on a handful of my hair as a pain distraction. Just what I need, one more problem. 🙄

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
October 26, 2025 at 1:05 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
A week in the life of a spoonie, amirite?

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
A screen capture showing Monday through Friday. There is a doctor’s appointment booked on four of the five days shown.
October 24, 2025 at 1:59 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
More gyms like this, please.

#transrights #transrightsarehumanrights #translivesmatter #protecttransyouth #lgbtqia+
A person with a mustache is wearing a black T-shirt with colorful text that reads, *"MY GYM IS FOR Fem boys doing step-ups in kitschy socks & Butch girls deadlifting their one-rep max & Trans and non-binary folk bench-pressing & Bi moms squatting while breastfeeding & Happily fat fit peeps planking & Older allies monster walking & Queers of colour rocking really high box jumps & EVERYONE."* Below the text is the logo for Motus Training Studio.
October 24, 2025 at 10:19 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
This is bad. Very, very bad.

https://www.advocate.com/politics/dhs-allows-surveillance-sexual-orientation

#transrights #transrightsarehumanrights #translivesmatter #protecttransyouth #lgbtqia+
#trumpregime #fascism #AmericanFascism #authoritarianism #GangsterRegime #RESIST
DHS quietly eliminates ban on surveillance based on sexual orientation and gender identity
The DHS quietly updated its policy manual earlier this month, removing LGBTQ+ identities from the section prohibiting surveillance based solely on immutable characteristics.
www.advocate.com
October 22, 2025 at 9:38 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Found n image online that shows what’s going on in my hip in addition to the OA. No wonder it fucking hurts!

#spoonie #chronicpain #GTPS #GreaterTrochantericPainSyndrome
An anatomical illustration of the hip area showing labeled parts including the hip, trochanter, bursa, femur, and muscle. A red swollen area near the trochanter indicates inflammation due to trochanteric bursitis. A smaller inset on the right provides a zoomed-out view of the hip with a red circle marking the inflamed region. The top of the image contains the text: 'The inflammation that causes all the agony.'
October 22, 2025 at 9:35 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Reason #528,640 why this new PCP isn't going to work out? She felt it necessary to note in my chart that I "...used the 'F' word." Oh honey. Strap in because things are going to get a lot fucking worse if we don't do something about my god damned pain!

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
October 21, 2025 at 11:01 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
PM&R doc says it’s greater trochanteric pain syndrome (GTPS).

He thinks the hip injection didn’t work — or feels like it didn’t — because the pain is coming from a different place.

He’s going to give me an injection is a different spot, but can’t do it until November because of the other shot. 😭
October 21, 2025 at 1:23 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
A last minute cancellation means I scored an appointment with PM&R for THIS MORNING!!! That’s freakin’ record time for this health system.

I’m trying really hard to stay positive about this, that this new doc will help me with my pain.

Fingers crossed!

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
October 21, 2025 at 11:24 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Dinner, because today was a shitty, shitty day and it’s all I can manage. I feel like I’m symbolically eating off my last Spoon.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
An open jar of JIF peanut butter. There is a spoon sticking out of the top, full of peanut butter.
October 20, 2025 at 11:51 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Had an impossibly useless pain management appointment with my PCP.

I’m gonna go have a good cry about it now.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
October 20, 2025 at 3:53 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Wow. The White House and Federal Bureaus must be freaking out. My feed today is crammed full of their Fascists, racist bullshit posts.

#NOKINGS #NoKingsDay #trumpregime #fascism #AmericanFascism #authoritarianism #GangsterRegime #Kakistocracy #AmericanFascistParty #MAGA #ResistFascism
October 18, 2025 at 4:05 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #NoKingsDay #RESIST #trumpregime #fascism #AmericanFascism #oligarchy #authoritarianism #GangsterRegime #Kakistocracy #AmericanFascistParty #MAGA #ResistFascism #AbolishICE
Ro Salarian @rosalarian.bsky.social Follow There are gonna be disabled folks who can't contribute anything to The Cause. They have no money, no energy, no physical ability, no time. They will need to receive and will never be able to give back. You gotta save them, too. Especially them. Ro Salarian @rosalarian.bsky.social • 1d Please don't leave disabled people behind in your revolution. Please do not see us as sacrifices for the greater good, or dead weight. Please see our lives as worth saving, too.
October 18, 2025 at 4:02 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #spooniehumor
A black and white illustration shows a historical scene with a doctor seated beside a patient lying in bed. The doctor, dressed in 18th-century attire with white hair, knee-high socks, and buckled shoes, holds the patient's hand. The patient wears a gown and appears to be resting. Overlaid dialogue reads: Doctor: "You've got a very rare disease." Patient: "How rare?" Doctor: "You pick the name."
October 15, 2025 at 4:02 PM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Welcome to our world. We have to fight for everything we ever get. That’s what happens when you have an under-insured populace and for-profit insurance companies.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
Just a girl with... @agirlopinions Follow I'll admit. I had no idea what happened to disabled people. I assumed they get proper care when they can't work. That's what we do in societies. We support those who can't themselves. then I needed a wheelchair. I was incapable of walking safely anymore and insurance laughed. 2:49 • 08 Oct 25 • 1,300 Views
October 13, 2025 at 10:26 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
I joined our weekly PMO huddle and was chatting with people because we were all a little early. One of the PMs commented, “I love it when Ella joins a meeting. She just brings energy and joyful radiance with her and it’s infectious!”

I think it might be because I love my job. 😊
Close-up of a person's face, showing the upper part of the face and mouth. The person is wearing purple-framed glasses and red lipstick.
October 12, 2025 at 10:33 AM
a2gemma.bsky.social
Worst part of a mammogram for me isn’t the squish. It’s the tearing of the under-boob skin from my chest wall as they manhandle my tits to get them on the plate.

Fucking masochists, I swear. I didn’t even get a sticker or sucker!

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness #bigboobproblems #mammogram
October 11, 2025 at 7:12 PM