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Ella B. (we/she/her)
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My body hurts and I’m mad at the government.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
I don’t wear makeup, except for lipstick. Lipstick makes me feel powerful.

This is my current favorite shade, Bésame VICTORY RED 1941.

Red lipstick is also a sign of being a member of the Resistance.

Fuck fascism. 💋
January 23, 2026 at 2:42 PM
Ugh. Food poisoning. Threw up at PT while in the pool. Thankfully, the phys therapist was fast enough to get me a garbage can so I didn’t throw up *in* the pool.

I feel terrible, but managed to get home without throwing up in my car. I’m counting it as a win.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
January 21, 2026 at 10:54 PM
January 21, 2026 at 4:08 AM
I hate it when my blood sugar crashes after I’ve gone to bed. The last thing I want to do after being woken from a dead sleep is eat some damned Smarties. 🤮

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
January 21, 2026 at 4:04 AM
This morning I brushed my hair with the cat’s wire brush. You know, for…uh…science.

I gotta say, I now get why they love it so much. Seriously. It felt GOOD. 🐈
January 15, 2026 at 12:45 PM
Still struggling to accept that I’m disabled and am likely to stay this way. My world is growing so small.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
January 12, 2026 at 10:51 PM
As a survivor of domestic abuse, I can’t agree more. We’ve all heard that phrase, that tone of voice. It’s one of the (MANY) reasons I am so shook by the video. It’s raised old trauma while inflicting new, like being punched and beaten down again myself.

Jonathan Ross must be prosecuted.
As a former advocate for survivors of domestic violence, I cannot describe how much it pains me to hear the Vice President say we owe a debt of gratitude to man who shot a woman in the face and then called her a fucking bitch.
January 11, 2026 at 2:56 PM
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This is stunning. Listen to this in Philadelphia.

Thousands singing “Hey-Oh, we won’t be silent while our friends are gunned down.”

Really listen to it.
January 11, 2026 at 2:52 PM
I bet there are some really good items on it, like Paracetamol ice cream!
January 10, 2026 at 8:30 PM
KT has kept me moving many times in the past.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
January 10, 2026 at 8:29 PM
Depression is getting the better of me.

Everything just feels so…*heavy.* My Brain. My Body. The World.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
January 8, 2026 at 12:19 AM
Best. Gift. Ever.

I’m such a sucker for old Romance Comics, and this collection is GORGEOUS. The color restoration is amazing.

It’s a good way to unplug before bed.
January 6, 2026 at 1:14 AM
Everyone returned to work today. This is exactly how I felt.
January 6, 2026 at 12:38 AM
I’ve been trying to push through hip pain to get at least ten minutes/day on my NuStep.

Today I could only manage six. 😣

The bursa injection is wearing off. Six weeks until I get another. It’s gonna get a lot worse in the coming weeks.

THIS SUCKS.

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
January 6, 2026 at 12:30 AM
My new passport photo looks like a terrible mugshot.

*sigh*

Why can’t we smile in passport photos? Or wear our glasses?
January 6, 2026 at 12:23 AM
My feed is suddenly full of posts from Death Doulas.

Do they know something I don’t? 😳

#spoonie #chronicpain #chronicillness
January 5, 2026 at 7:13 PM
Apparently, I have to renew my passport IN PERSON.

Yeah. That ain’t gonna happen.
January 5, 2026 at 3:59 PM
And it fills me with absolute RAGE.
"You’ve lived through several waves of feminism, and they’ve culminated in two women who were among the most qualified candidates in US presidential history losing to the same misogynistic con artist."
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January 5, 2026 at 3:03 PM
No cheating, reskeet with the most recent photo of your pet.
January 1, 2026 at 5:39 PM
Same, man. Same. 😣
I don't think I've enjoyed a year less than this since jr. high.
December 30, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Bari Weiss is not being disparaged because she’s Jewish. She’s being disparaged because she played stupid games and won stupid prizes.

OTOH, her cowardice in the face of fascism resulted in over 100M views of the CECOT segment. If she were on the side of good, she might have done it on purpose.
December 27, 2025 at 2:09 PM
One of my neighbors is trying to organize a neighborhood potluck next month.

I am not exaggerating when I say I could rather gnaw my own leg off than go to that.
December 27, 2025 at 12:56 AM
December 25, 2025 at 12:59 PM
New, from ProPublica.

Not all generics are the same. When I was put on generic Dilantin — at the insistence of my insurance company — I started having seizures again.

Fuck. That.

https://projects.propublica.org/rx-inspector/
Where Was My Generic Prescription Drug Made? - Rx Inspector - ProPublica
The FDA won’t tell Americans where their generic drugs are made, so ProPublica did it instead. Use information on your prescription label to locate the factory and see inspection reports.
projects.propublica.org
December 25, 2025 at 12:56 PM