thats good. I dont know what to do with myself.

is that why you shoehorned everything into loli? you try to get other people into it too so you could have friends to be around?

actually I hadn't taken them. Just took them.
like...
I just.... ugh.
why did you make an alt just to link people in king's server to loli porn?????? why did you pretend to be a fed? was it all to just fit in with me and fit in with king?

oh yeah.. myste.. how you feeling about zoostruggs?
LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE UNLEASHED UPON THE WORLD

yeah?? and what do you think I should do about it??

I will permanently have a noose around my neck that anyone can pull on a whim. this is my complete life now. I cant escape anything. there is no putting the phone down. there's no fading away.

I wont be able to find peace. something horrible happened.

I cant be myself because everyone burned that. no matter where I go, I am hunted down. I am found. I cannot talk to people about my life. I cannot open up to people. I cant do anything without the risk of the people I care about getting attacked.

I have nowhere.

my biggest mistake was sticking up for anything paraphilia related. I cant relate to any of it. I thought what I was doing was the right thing. I wanted to help people. I wanted to use my knowledge and expertise to get kids away from sappho and get criminals arrested.

I have nobody to relate to.

glad you found your community. I dont have the ability to not be around shit. I want out. I want nothing to do with any of that shit. Everything I want I will never have, and the rage I feel because of that is immense.

I dont fuck taxidermy animals??????
I made one fucking joke about something impossible on furaffinity forums back in 2010 about taxidermy animal penises because people kept saying BD was real.

I'm not a fake person. I just got wedged between a rock and a hard place.

people who are accused of being a zoophile and who are zoos, have the zoo community to fall back on.

people who are falsely accused have nobody.

ok who said what about me?

I will guarantee you, you were not filled in at all.
my friend fucking killed himself because of that website. Everyone else wants to try to bury the truth of everything because I had all the personal details of KF

cool so I guess you're gonna call all taxidermists and gore artists, zoosadists now?

do you consider drawing furry gore zoosadism? Do you consider taxidermy zoosadism?

so tell me.. how tf am I a zoosadist?

do it

you're kinda on the wrong side of history right now. you sure you want to keep posting?

logging in and seeing this actually really means a lot to me. genuinely.