I still really like their art though - I just feel like I'd be a poser if I went up to their booth and be like yeah your art really brightens my day when I see it; Oh am I on your patreon? Nah I just look at everything through aggregator sites. idk am I overthinking this 😭

I guess I just wish me going alone was a choice instead of the only option. Dang, guess what I'm trying to say is I don't really have anyone to share something I actually care about with and that kinda bums me out.

I'm going alone and honestly, going alone is fun but I was kinda bummed out because I didn't actually have anyone I wanted to go with - I guess because I thought they just wouldn't like it and I'd have to be different if someone else was around and they'd be annoying.

I'mma just chalk this up to not getting enough sleep and forgetting to take my meds today

And I can't think of anything fun to do instead

I've just been kinda bummed and anxious recently and also not feeling too well physically - I don't really know why, maybe I need to take a break but I hardly got anything done 😭

Spent 2 days trying to make this scrambled text effect manually and I just ended up finding a script made by the goat YellowAfterlife online so yeah whatever

Gonna try to descramble it character by character or maybe make it load in character by character so... yeah that'll take me a week maybe

Idk, would it be wrong to research how existing GameMaker games structure their code or should I just keep more general design pattern concepts/principles in mind and just design out of my ass

Yoooo Jessica Rabbit looks really good in your style 🔥

Now I found another tool/resource called WordNet for building my rune system and I gotta say this is an amazing tool for like word/english/linguistic freaks(?) Idk the word for it but this is a huge boon for this unnecessarily complex system for my game - is this even gamedev work at this point

Nah I didn't get slam dunk but they had it though 😭

note to self: rune table, draft crafting UI, spell event

Not really sure what to do next here, like what's the most fun thing I can do with this game