zim
@znaxerers.bsky.social
aspiring zim
https://znaxerers.github.io
https://znaxerers.github.io
blud really thought metroidvania was a good idea for a gamejam 😭
November 13, 2025 at 1:23 AM
blud really thought metroidvania was a good idea for a gamejam 😭
workin on a metroidvania for a gamejam - not really on the same wavelength with my team
November 10, 2025 at 1:13 PM
workin on a metroidvania for a gamejam - not really on the same wavelength with my team
I was thinking of going to Comifuro this month but it feels too daunting to go to Indonesia by myself and I think I need to cut back on impulsive decisions - I mostly want to go because this NSFW artist I like is there but they won't be selling any NSFW and I don't actually pay for any of their art
November 2, 2025 at 1:53 PM
I was thinking of going to Comifuro this month but it feels too daunting to go to Indonesia by myself and I think I need to cut back on impulsive decisions - I mostly want to go because this NSFW artist I like is there but they won't be selling any NSFW and I don't actually pay for any of their art
Recently, I've been blowing alot of my paychecks on Magic singles and honestly, I'm regretting it now that I'm thinking about how much I spent. I guess I wanted to have a collection of really cool cards I liked or just bargains I found online but then it started snowballing to just buying randoms.
October 22, 2025 at 4:19 AM
Recently, I've been blowing alot of my paychecks on Magic singles and honestly, I'm regretting it now that I'm thinking about how much I spent. I guess I wanted to have a collection of really cool cards I liked or just bargains I found online but then it started snowballing to just buying randoms.
Gonna go see Hyakuemu at my local cinema - theirs only one viewing and somehow 55% of the cinema is filled ; this manga isn't even translated how is there more than 60 people here? Dang, I guess Orb got really popular cuz of the anime.
October 22, 2025 at 4:09 AM
Gonna go see Hyakuemu at my local cinema - theirs only one viewing and somehow 55% of the cinema is filled ; this manga isn't even translated how is there more than 60 people here? Dang, I guess Orb got really popular cuz of the anime.
Kinda feel like all my goals are kinda pointless rn - like why should I even keep working on my game or just work towards anything really
October 16, 2025 at 10:56 AM
Kinda feel like all my goals are kinda pointless rn - like why should I even keep working on my game or just work towards anything really
Man these meds might not work as well as they used to - my stomach just gets weird halfway through the dosage period and I just stop being able to focus - maybe it's just stress or anxiety or not being healthy idek
October 13, 2025 at 10:02 PM
Man these meds might not work as well as they used to - my stomach just gets weird halfway through the dosage period and I just stop being able to focus - maybe it's just stress or anxiety or not being healthy idek
October 9, 2025 at 9:57 PM
Man I don't get music making, this music im making doesn't make me feel like how the music i like make me feeling
September 29, 2025 at 1:44 AM
Man I don't get music making, this music im making doesn't make me feel like how the music i like make me feeling
Feel like I've completely lost steam today
September 26, 2025 at 4:27 AM
Feel like I've completely lost steam today
I don't know if I'm going about this the wrong way but I was trying to figure out a good code design architecture for my game so I ended up researching how to mod Star of Providence since it's in GameMaker too but it's actually alot more involved than I thought.
September 22, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I don't know if I'm going about this the wrong way but I was trying to figure out a good code design architecture for my game so I ended up researching how to mod Star of Providence since it's in GameMaker too but it's actually alot more involved than I thought.
I've been sleeping at 9pm and waking up at 4am so I can work on my game at full capacity while on meds and I gotta say, this routine really works for me. Mostly been doing almost no code - just Miro, Pinterest, Spreadsheets, Asset Ripping, Playing Game Genre Studies.
September 17, 2025 at 9:34 PM
I've been sleeping at 9pm and waking up at 4am so I can work on my game at full capacity while on meds and I gotta say, this routine really works for me. Mostly been doing almost no code - just Miro, Pinterest, Spreadsheets, Asset Ripping, Playing Game Genre Studies.
Well, I'm back from Tokyo - that was a pretty fun impromptu trip which was pretty fulfilling, I still got alot of study to do before I can really fully appreciate the true subculture hidden beneath the surface of Japan. Anyway, here's a picture of all the stuff I bought (minus the extra 42 doujins).
September 7, 2025 at 9:55 AM
Well, I'm back from Tokyo - that was a pretty fun impromptu trip which was pretty fulfilling, I still got alot of study to do before I can really fully appreciate the true subculture hidden beneath the surface of Japan. Anyway, here's a picture of all the stuff I bought (minus the extra 42 doujins).
Day 2 in Akihabara - went to Book-off and got alot of my favourite manga in japanese on the cheap. Pretty stoked about that. Then I went ahead and bought 27 NSFW doujins at Melonbooks and K-Books - I just had to, they had the GOATs I be rereading multiple times 😭.
September 3, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Day 2 in Akihabara - went to Book-off and got alot of my favourite manga in japanese on the cheap. Pretty stoked about that. Then I went ahead and bought 27 NSFW doujins at Melonbooks and K-Books - I just had to, they had the GOATs I be rereading multiple times 😭.
Day 1 of Shibuya is over - cuz legs were dying - and so I covered about these many spots
September 2, 2025 at 10:28 AM
Day 1 of Shibuya is over - cuz legs were dying - and so I covered about these many spots
I am currently bsky-ing from Tokyo rn and ngl, my flashcards did not prepare for the amount of hiragana and kanji I need to process all at once just walking and the speed I need to process it just walking around and it didn't prepare me for nuanced interaction with service people - dayum
September 1, 2025 at 4:42 PM
I am currently bsky-ing from Tokyo rn and ngl, my flashcards did not prepare for the amount of hiragana and kanji I need to process all at once just walking and the speed I need to process it just walking around and it didn't prepare me for nuanced interaction with service people - dayum
Man the Aya Hirano concert today was the best. She sang God Knows, Lost my music - so peak 😭
August 24, 2025 at 1:25 PM
Man the Aya Hirano concert today was the best. She sang God Knows, Lost my music - so peak 😭
Ok, had an existential moment so I'm back on the saddle for gamedev (or maybe my obsession with Elona finally began to wane)
August 19, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Ok, had an existential moment so I'm back on the saddle for gamedev (or maybe my obsession with Elona finally began to wane)
Oh and I've got my trip to Tokyo with my little brother to look forward to as well. I've been making a map with all the pilgrimage spots and cool doujin spots I could think of. So far, it's only FLCL, TWEWY and Mandarake & one-offs like Fangamer and Earthbound store
August 9, 2025 at 4:10 PM
Oh and I've got my trip to Tokyo with my little brother to look forward to as well. I've been making a map with all the pilgrimage spots and cool doujin spots I could think of. So far, it's only FLCL, TWEWY and Mandarake & one-offs like Fangamer and Earthbound store
Well, at least life ain't all bad - I finally got around to playing Elona and it's been on my mind all week but I think I ruined my save file by getting -100 karma. You literally can't do 60% of the game and it costs a crap ton of money to fix which you're supposed to get from that 60%
August 9, 2025 at 4:06 PM
Well, at least life ain't all bad - I finally got around to playing Elona and it's been on my mind all week but I think I ruined my save file by getting -100 karma. You literally can't do 60% of the game and it costs a crap ton of money to fix which you're supposed to get from that 60%
Got some pretty negative feedback from my supervisor yesterday and it's kinda bumming out my whole weekend
August 9, 2025 at 4:03 PM
Got some pretty negative feedback from my supervisor yesterday and it's kinda bumming out my whole weekend
feels like i stopped being honest with myself a long time ago
July 28, 2025 at 7:50 AM
feels like i stopped being honest with myself a long time ago
First day on meds, have to say the comedown on Ritalin sucks - just really annoying headache that makes it hard to focus on stuff. This blows I didn't expect there'd be side-effects like this.
I was thinking I'd take for afternoon and evenings so I can sleep through the come down and do hobby stuff
I was thinking I'd take for afternoon and evenings so I can sleep through the come down and do hobby stuff
July 21, 2025 at 12:17 PM
First day on meds, have to say the comedown on Ritalin sucks - just really annoying headache that makes it hard to focus on stuff. This blows I didn't expect there'd be side-effects like this.
I was thinking I'd take for afternoon and evenings so I can sleep through the come down and do hobby stuff
I was thinking I'd take for afternoon and evenings so I can sleep through the come down and do hobby stuff
I'm kinda scared for tmrw
July 20, 2025 at 4:22 PM
I'm kinda scared for tmrw