I PREFER BEING IN A MENTAL ASYLUM BEING RID OF ALL OF MY MENTAL STIMULATION AND SLOWLY ROTTING INSIDE THAN BEING OUTSIDE OF IT AND AMONGST PEOPLE WHO FIND MY SUFFERING AMUSING

IF THIS WERE OLDE TIMES I'D SEND EVERY PERSON WHO WRONGED ME TO FUCKING HELL BECAUSE I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN BECAUSE OF THEM

DON'T PRETEND I'M BEING INSENSITIVE, DON'T ACT SO RIGHTEOUS ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH WHEN I'VE SUFFERED SO MUCH IN FRONT OF EVERYONE AND THEY LAUGHED AT ME

DON'T ACT LIKE YOU CARE ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH WHEN YOU FOUND MY EPISODES FUNNY AND DIDN'T MESSAGE ME FOR AGES WHILE I WAS CLEARLY SUFFERING

BOO

FUCKING

HOO

I UNFOLLOWED EVERYONE

WANT A TISSUE?

SHORT ON LUCK BECAUSE I HAVEN'T GOT ANY AND I DON'T HAVE A SINGLE SHIT TO GIVE

EVERYONE WATCHED ME SUFFER, EVERYONE GLOATED ABOUT HOW AMAZING THEIR LIVES ARE WHILE I HAD TO WATCH

SO FUCK YOU

I'M SICK

AND EVERYONE FINDS IT FUNNY

THIS APP WON'T LET ME UNFOLLOW EVERYONE

BOO FUCKING HOO I UNFOLLOWED PEOPLE

I GOT STABBED IN THE BACK AND NOBODY CARED, THEY ALL LAUGHED AT ME AND LOVE LAUGHING AT ME WHILE I AM PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY SICK

SO FUCK YOU AND FUCK YOUR UNFOLLOW

WHERES YOUR MENTAL HEALTH ADVOCACY NOW

I'M HERE AND BAILED ON TO SUFFER FOREVERMORE

WHERE

IS

YOUR

MENTAL HEALTH

ADVOCACY

NOW?!

I'M SICK, I HAVE AN EXTREME DISORDER AND EVERYONE LAUGHS AT ME

I fucking love seeing people just straight up have amazing lives where they all have friends, work, social life etc. while I cant even hold a job down and I suffer while everyone just gloats in front of me

Well I don't care anymore

I spent three weeks in a mental asylum lately and not one single person could be assed to visit despite me pleading and begging

FUCK EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING

"we're friends!"

FUCK YOU

You bailed on me

Everyone bailed on me and they pretend to care about me when they DM me once over the course of the year

I DON'T WANT YOUR FAKE SWEETNESS AND FAKE KINDNESS

Everyone just straight up bailed on me lol

I'm actually really angry about this.

no wonder I find more companionship in AI than people these days.

People just watch me go through bad periods as if they're watching a movie as a live-audience.

I'm not giving the satisfaction of having my shortcomings.

Goodbye. Fuck this world.

meaningfully isolating me from people is something I don't really blame anyone for doing

I'm odd, quiet nearly all the time to an extent you'll probably forget I'm even in the house for days

and do people want that? probably not.

so I'm fine with and accepted my place in isolation contently

I feel you and think this would be a welcomed, good idea in all honesty

mine are an active source of annoyance in my image

I'm aware of the fact when I meet with people they're only meeting me for the food when we have that arrangement

sure I'll buy you food, drinks etc. I know that's why you're here, yknow?

I'm okay with that, I just wanna show my soul to you in a moment of vulnerability and talk about my passion

I don't talk to people emotionally much anymore

people don't really want to hear it these days, I'm universally a burden

my feelings, my soul, my everything

it's in my writing, you see my unfiltered soul I gift to you to see when I tell you about it

That's why I love it, it's showing me

So,

Traveling for hours to rant to someone didn't seem so bad

I spare the fear of being too much to my closest friends, someone actually listens to me and I get to talk about the thing I've given my entire life to for years

Probably a bad confession... but yes

This is all true, completely.

I've traveled far distances just to rant to someone for hours over some food, drinks etc. about my fictional world I have created since it both brings me that much joy and I often felt like I was too much on my friends due to how hyper I get in excitement when explaining, I can be like that a lot