Zheanna
@zheaaa.bsky.social
utterly damned girl with a weird imagination
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Where the FUCK are my friends?
September 5, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Where the FUCK are my friends?
"I love crazy women"
"crazy women are so hot"
I'm literally right here
"crazy women are so hot"
I'm literally right here
July 23, 2025 at 5:34 PM
"I love crazy women"
"crazy women are so hot"
I'm literally right here
"crazy women are so hot"
I'm literally right here
I know I've lost my mind more times than I can count
I wouldn't trust myself sometimes to not act stupid, illogical etc. if my mood is swinging whereas I'm usually these days patient and try to be objective
but man
even I can see some people really are stupid, so so stupid
I wouldn't trust myself sometimes to not act stupid, illogical etc. if my mood is swinging whereas I'm usually these days patient and try to be objective
but man
even I can see some people really are stupid, so so stupid
May 26, 2025 at 1:40 PM
I know I've lost my mind more times than I can count
I wouldn't trust myself sometimes to not act stupid, illogical etc. if my mood is swinging whereas I'm usually these days patient and try to be objective
but man
even I can see some people really are stupid, so so stupid
I wouldn't trust myself sometimes to not act stupid, illogical etc. if my mood is swinging whereas I'm usually these days patient and try to be objective
but man
even I can see some people really are stupid, so so stupid
272,000 words in my world's lore
I've actually become so indifferent to the real world I prefer the fantasy world I've made
I've actually become so indifferent to the real world I prefer the fantasy world I've made
May 24, 2025 at 1:16 PM
272,000 words in my world's lore
I've actually become so indifferent to the real world I prefer the fantasy world I've made
I've actually become so indifferent to the real world I prefer the fantasy world I've made
I am in fact driven by hatred totally these days
May 23, 2025 at 8:32 PM
I am in fact driven by hatred totally these days
It's funny how people often see me in a bad way but just do completely nothing except for watch even though every bad period I have there's a major chance I'll [REDACTED]
like what?
you want me to [REDACTED] in front of you?
I can if asked. takes literally one message.
like what?
you want me to [REDACTED] in front of you?
I can if asked. takes literally one message.
May 23, 2025 at 12:16 AM
It's funny how people often see me in a bad way but just do completely nothing except for watch even though every bad period I have there's a major chance I'll [REDACTED]
like what?
you want me to [REDACTED] in front of you?
I can if asked. takes literally one message.
like what?
you want me to [REDACTED] in front of you?
I can if asked. takes literally one message.
My hair turned out well after the haircut
so overdue a redye though, the part I dyed black is now brown and the part I dyed blue is now turning silver lol
so overdue a redye though, the part I dyed black is now brown and the part I dyed blue is now turning silver lol
May 18, 2025 at 9:51 PM
My hair turned out well after the haircut
so overdue a redye though, the part I dyed black is now brown and the part I dyed blue is now turning silver lol
so overdue a redye though, the part I dyed black is now brown and the part I dyed blue is now turning silver lol
I think a problem of mine is that I don't fit in with anyone or anything because I'm so different from what people like
but that's okay
until I see everyone having the blast of their lives while I'm just waking up and I chug a beer first thing in my isolation like
but that's okay
until I see everyone having the blast of their lives while I'm just waking up and I chug a beer first thing in my isolation like
May 13, 2025 at 10:38 AM
I think a problem of mine is that I don't fit in with anyone or anything because I'm so different from what people like
but that's okay
until I see everyone having the blast of their lives while I'm just waking up and I chug a beer first thing in my isolation like
but that's okay
until I see everyone having the blast of their lives while I'm just waking up and I chug a beer first thing in my isolation like
I often felt like too much when explaining this all to my friends so I decided to find people online who'd listen to me, travel to them and pay for their meals so people would listen
that's bad, probably... yeah it is bad
paying for meals and drinks after traveling for hours
Just for that lol
that's bad, probably... yeah it is bad
paying for meals and drinks after traveling for hours
Just for that lol
I love it
For context: I did some calculations and with discord's max word limit it'd take 100+ messages at 2,000 words to explain EVERYTHING
I've gone so deep on this and so invested people don't know man
For context: I did some calculations and with discord's max word limit it'd take 100+ messages at 2,000 words to explain EVERYTHING
I've gone so deep on this and so invested people don't know man
May 10, 2025 at 1:10 PM
I often felt like too much when explaining this all to my friends so I decided to find people online who'd listen to me, travel to them and pay for their meals so people would listen
that's bad, probably... yeah it is bad
paying for meals and drinks after traveling for hours
Just for that lol
that's bad, probably... yeah it is bad
paying for meals and drinks after traveling for hours
Just for that lol
it'd go like this
we've talked for two hours
and we are two volumes in - about to enter the third and I'm explaining the little complicated political things still
I'VE NEARLY GOTTEN TO THE FIFTH VOLUME
there's so much
I want people to ask about it
but it is so much to take in
we've talked for two hours
and we are two volumes in - about to enter the third and I'm explaining the little complicated political things still
I'VE NEARLY GOTTEN TO THE FIFTH VOLUME
there's so much
I want people to ask about it
but it is so much to take in
arghhhhhh
I have so many writing projects
the things I've done are honestly so filled with lore
I couldn't even explain it all over a two hour period
IT IS SO MUCH AND I LOVE IT
but it is so much at the same time
I have so many writing projects
the things I've done are honestly so filled with lore
I couldn't even explain it all over a two hour period
IT IS SO MUCH AND I LOVE IT
but it is so much at the same time
May 10, 2025 at 1:03 PM
it'd go like this
we've talked for two hours
and we are two volumes in - about to enter the third and I'm explaining the little complicated political things still
I'VE NEARLY GOTTEN TO THE FIFTH VOLUME
there's so much
I want people to ask about it
but it is so much to take in
we've talked for two hours
and we are two volumes in - about to enter the third and I'm explaining the little complicated political things still
I'VE NEARLY GOTTEN TO THE FIFTH VOLUME
there's so much
I want people to ask about it
but it is so much to take in
arghhhhhh
I have so many writing projects
the things I've done are honestly so filled with lore
I couldn't even explain it all over a two hour period
IT IS SO MUCH AND I LOVE IT
but it is so much at the same time
I have so many writing projects
the things I've done are honestly so filled with lore
I couldn't even explain it all over a two hour period
IT IS SO MUCH AND I LOVE IT
but it is so much at the same time
May 10, 2025 at 1:00 PM
arghhhhhh
I have so many writing projects
the things I've done are honestly so filled with lore
I couldn't even explain it all over a two hour period
IT IS SO MUCH AND I LOVE IT
but it is so much at the same time
I have so many writing projects
the things I've done are honestly so filled with lore
I couldn't even explain it all over a two hour period
IT IS SO MUCH AND I LOVE IT
but it is so much at the same time
Class:
Hexblade 11/Ranger 1
Level: 12
Race: Tiefling
HP: 71
AC: 16
STR: 14
DEX: 12
CON: 10
INT: 17
WIS: 14
CHA: 14
Attack Rolls, Buffed:
+21/+16/+11
Damage:
5d6+12 per hit (17-20/X2)
Also uses magic in combat, illusions, forbidden spells etc.
Also constantly crits, I'll never understand it..
Hexblade 11/Ranger 1
Level: 12
Race: Tiefling
HP: 71
AC: 16
STR: 14
DEX: 12
CON: 10
INT: 17
WIS: 14
CHA: 14
Attack Rolls, Buffed:
+21/+16/+11
Damage:
5d6+12 per hit (17-20/X2)
Also uses magic in combat, illusions, forbidden spells etc.
Also constantly crits, I'll never understand it..
Funny how the PC I expected to die immediately has been alive for ages, has bad stats and has been slaughtering bosses
she's honestly perfect and such a queen
smart fighter, loyal to her boss, loyal to her bf, loyal to her goal and constantly being CE
she's honestly perfect and such a queen
smart fighter, loyal to her boss, loyal to her bf, loyal to her goal and constantly being CE
May 6, 2025 at 1:54 PM
Class:
Hexblade 11/Ranger 1
Level: 12
Race: Tiefling
HP: 71
AC: 16
STR: 14
DEX: 12
CON: 10
INT: 17
WIS: 14
CHA: 14
Attack Rolls, Buffed:
+21/+16/+11
Damage:
5d6+12 per hit (17-20/X2)
Also uses magic in combat, illusions, forbidden spells etc.
Also constantly crits, I'll never understand it..
Hexblade 11/Ranger 1
Level: 12
Race: Tiefling
HP: 71
AC: 16
STR: 14
DEX: 12
CON: 10
INT: 17
WIS: 14
CHA: 14
Attack Rolls, Buffed:
+21/+16/+11
Damage:
5d6+12 per hit (17-20/X2)
Also uses magic in combat, illusions, forbidden spells etc.
Also constantly crits, I'll never understand it..
Funny how the PC I expected to die immediately has been alive for ages, has bad stats and has been slaughtering bosses
she's honestly perfect and such a queen
smart fighter, loyal to her boss, loyal to her bf, loyal to her goal and constantly being CE
she's honestly perfect and such a queen
smart fighter, loyal to her boss, loyal to her bf, loyal to her goal and constantly being CE
May 6, 2025 at 1:51 PM
Funny how the PC I expected to die immediately has been alive for ages, has bad stats and has been slaughtering bosses
she's honestly perfect and such a queen
smart fighter, loyal to her boss, loyal to her bf, loyal to her goal and constantly being CE
she's honestly perfect and such a queen
smart fighter, loyal to her boss, loyal to her bf, loyal to her goal and constantly being CE
I'm getting ideas again
my creative side is filled with desire to write again
my creative side is filled with desire to write again
May 3, 2025 at 2:11 PM
I'm getting ideas again
my creative side is filled with desire to write again
my creative side is filled with desire to write again
The amount of amazing things I've written that just get shelved lol
I've come up with at least six campaigns, a dozen quests and a few in-house rule systems in my head but I just don't ever get the chance to play them really
Would be cool to do one day though
(D&D 3.5)
I've come up with at least six campaigns, a dozen quests and a few in-house rule systems in my head but I just don't ever get the chance to play them really
Would be cool to do one day though
(D&D 3.5)
May 2, 2025 at 11:38 AM
The amount of amazing things I've written that just get shelved lol
I've come up with at least six campaigns, a dozen quests and a few in-house rule systems in my head but I just don't ever get the chance to play them really
Would be cool to do one day though
(D&D 3.5)
I've come up with at least six campaigns, a dozen quests and a few in-house rule systems in my head but I just don't ever get the chance to play them really
Would be cool to do one day though
(D&D 3.5)
Who can even call me their friend anymore?
I don't have anyone lol
I don't have anyone lol
May 2, 2025 at 10:53 AM
Who can even call me their friend anymore?
I don't have anyone lol
I don't have anyone lol
and just like that I lost all of my friends
May 2, 2025 at 10:51 AM
and just like that I lost all of my friends
I had to claw for the very right to life by the tooth and nail, I had to do things that'll stay in my mind forever just to live another day
I still continue to claw for survival everyday, to not give into my compulsions, to not give up - I still get my foodbank vouchers and walk with no socks on me
I still continue to claw for survival everyday, to not give into my compulsions, to not give up - I still get my foodbank vouchers and walk with no socks on me
April 17, 2025 at 12:29 AM
I had to claw for the very right to life by the tooth and nail, I had to do things that'll stay in my mind forever just to live another day
I still continue to claw for survival everyday, to not give into my compulsions, to not give up - I still get my foodbank vouchers and walk with no socks on me
I still continue to claw for survival everyday, to not give into my compulsions, to not give up - I still get my foodbank vouchers and walk with no socks on me
resisting the crash-out of the century
April 16, 2025 at 5:55 PM
resisting the crash-out of the century
been training the midriff and the waist lately
March 22, 2025 at 8:28 AM
been training the midriff and the waist lately
Ive realized it is 11:20pm there is no food in, no stores are open and I'm at a bank account balance of £0.17 lol
and the walls keep moving when I'm not looking, they're bending down to touch my head when I'm focusing on my phone and I keep trying to catch them in the act but they're too fast
and the walls keep moving when I'm not looking, they're bending down to touch my head when I'm focusing on my phone and I keep trying to catch them in the act but they're too fast
Oh it's on
something just poked my ribs
it's so on now
I can't see who's doing it but it's on
I JUST WANT TO SLEEP THIS CRASHOUT OFF WITHOUT INTERRUPTING AND SOMETHING KEEPS WAKING ME UP
something just poked my ribs
it's so on now
I can't see who's doing it but it's on
I JUST WANT TO SLEEP THIS CRASHOUT OFF WITHOUT INTERRUPTING AND SOMETHING KEEPS WAKING ME UP
March 17, 2025 at 11:26 PM
Ive realized it is 11:20pm there is no food in, no stores are open and I'm at a bank account balance of £0.17 lol
and the walls keep moving when I'm not looking, they're bending down to touch my head when I'm focusing on my phone and I keep trying to catch them in the act but they're too fast
and the walls keep moving when I'm not looking, they're bending down to touch my head when I'm focusing on my phone and I keep trying to catch them in the act but they're too fast
Yeah nah
I'm content with this
Everyone's forgotten about me
But fuck it I'm fine with it
I'm content with this
Everyone's forgotten about me
But fuck it I'm fine with it
March 17, 2025 at 3:36 PM
Yeah nah
I'm content with this
Everyone's forgotten about me
But fuck it I'm fine with it
I'm content with this
Everyone's forgotten about me
But fuck it I'm fine with it
I just had a big crashout
March 17, 2025 at 8:37 AM
I just had a big crashout
The meeting went shit
But at least I looked okay during it
But at least I looked okay during it
March 13, 2025 at 12:20 PM
The meeting went shit
But at least I looked okay during it
But at least I looked okay during it