dodon pa : zavok i need you to focus on testing the limits of your vehicle not the limits of how big your tits can be KEEP YOUR EYES ON THE ROAD

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rr3l...

it's not that crazy in the hindsight bc i think he does name search himself pretty frequently to rt stuff and i just happened to show up in the results. but whatever this is my #winmoment

i didn't even know how to process it i was just stunned. like. that's an SA1 developer retweeting my insane big the cat ramblings

im obsessed. what a freako

at this rate i feel like i do a better job at averting people from my presence than attracting them 🙃 whatever. anyways hope everyone's doing alright regardless

just makes me feel like an asshole

"hey. talk to [insert person here] to let them know that you're still interested in them don't just wait for a response" "...okay but what if they're busy and don't want me bothering them" this duality has forever fucked me over in future friendships

worst part is that i feel like i keep unintentionally bringing that upon myself somehow by being awkward as shit in how i handle most things such as usually never being the first one to initiate one-on-one conversation. i don't have the most positive view of myself as a result

trust me i'd love to feel like most of the things i have done & experienced from 2023-onward didn't make me feel like everything i did was worthless but i don't live in that world now do i

im gonna kick the shit out of this image

i don't have the mental energy for everything, which is just as burdensome to me as it is to anyone else i assure you.

me doing even that probably just bothers people anyways and it's like. SORRY that i have bad habits, should have known to just nod and smile through every problem i have so that i don't become "overbearing" to anyone. fuck my own feelings i guess.

for clarity, by "these lines," i mean that as in big and vector's interactions

i also don't have the jp equivalents to these lines to see if it's relatively the same as in english or not

i mean, vector says this but i don't know if we should take vector's words as absolute proof that big pays in fish. pretty sure he's just teasing big here

source to the initial screenshot

www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNfZ...