Yearning Witch
@yearningwitch.bsky.social
Just my small corner where I vent and scream into the nothingness
🔞 MDNI | she/they | Trans lesbean
🔞 MDNI | she/they | Trans lesbean
I think nothing ever made me feel as unwanted, unnecessary and unwelcome as job hunting.
Been now job hunting as a master graduate for over 8 months, and it has been nearly 5 months since my last job interview.
Been now job hunting as a master graduate for over 8 months, and it has been nearly 5 months since my last job interview.
December 17, 2025 at 8:28 AM
I think nothing ever made me feel as unwanted, unnecessary and unwelcome as job hunting.
Been now job hunting as a master graduate for over 8 months, and it has been nearly 5 months since my last job interview.
Been now job hunting as a master graduate for over 8 months, and it has been nearly 5 months since my last job interview.
I really feel like I got the absolute worst combination when it comes to jawline and having a fem face. Long and square.
I would have been fine with just one, square and short can be cute, same as long but more round.
But no, got one that rivals the damn Chad mewing caricatures...
I would have been fine with just one, square and short can be cute, same as long but more round.
But no, got one that rivals the damn Chad mewing caricatures...
I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my fave I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face i hate my face
November 30, 2025 at 11:37 PM
I really feel like I got the absolute worst combination when it comes to jawline and having a fem face. Long and square.
I would have been fine with just one, square and short can be cute, same as long but more round.
But no, got one that rivals the damn Chad mewing caricatures...
I would have been fine with just one, square and short can be cute, same as long but more round.
But no, got one that rivals the damn Chad mewing caricatures...
Put this shit on my tombstone, just a summary of my live
Not good enough.
No matter what I do, what I try, I am just not good enough.
No matter what I do, what I try, I am just not good enough.
November 26, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Put this shit on my tombstone, just a summary of my live
Reposted by Yearning Witch
Not good enough.
No matter what I do, what I try, I am just not good enough.
No matter what I do, what I try, I am just not good enough.
November 7, 2025 at 12:04 PM
Not good enough.
No matter what I do, what I try, I am just not good enough.
No matter what I do, what I try, I am just not good enough.
I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my fave I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face i hate my face
November 21, 2025 at 11:16 PM
I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my fave I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face I hate my face i hate my face
I am nearing my 4 years hrt anniversary, but instead of joy, I feel dread.
4 years and I feel like barely anything changed. My face still feels square and masculine. My chest is still flat. No hips.
I tried doing expectation management, but still nothing feasible happened.
4 years and I feel like barely anything changed. My face still feels square and masculine. My chest is still flat. No hips.
I tried doing expectation management, but still nothing feasible happened.
November 16, 2025 at 8:53 PM
I am nearing my 4 years hrt anniversary, but instead of joy, I feel dread.
4 years and I feel like barely anything changed. My face still feels square and masculine. My chest is still flat. No hips.
I tried doing expectation management, but still nothing feasible happened.
4 years and I feel like barely anything changed. My face still feels square and masculine. My chest is still flat. No hips.
I tried doing expectation management, but still nothing feasible happened.
I just wish a stop to all the rejections I get
November 14, 2025 at 5:12 PM
I just wish a stop to all the rejections I get
Maybe I am just plain
November 14, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Maybe I am just plain
Just once, I want to feel enough.
Attractive enough to be seen as hot, worthy of flirting and teasing.
Sexually enough, since I am a bottom uncomfortable with being in the top position.
Interesting enough, to see characters representing me that are not just stand-in MCs.
Attractive enough to be seen as hot, worthy of flirting and teasing.
Sexually enough, since I am a bottom uncomfortable with being in the top position.
Interesting enough, to see characters representing me that are not just stand-in MCs.
November 9, 2025 at 10:28 PM
Just once, I want to feel enough.
Attractive enough to be seen as hot, worthy of flirting and teasing.
Sexually enough, since I am a bottom uncomfortable with being in the top position.
Interesting enough, to see characters representing me that are not just stand-in MCs.
Attractive enough to be seen as hot, worthy of flirting and teasing.
Sexually enough, since I am a bottom uncomfortable with being in the top position.
Interesting enough, to see characters representing me that are not just stand-in MCs.
I feel like a failure. I failed the target window for the grade of my masterthesis by one grade. No applaud or celebration. Just defeat. Ruined the chance of a 1.x
Meanwhile my brother is the pride of the family with a doctor "magna cum laude". Also got a job. And I am here drowning in rejections.
Meanwhile my brother is the pride of the family with a doctor "magna cum laude". Also got a job. And I am here drowning in rejections.
November 7, 2025 at 11:09 AM
I feel like a failure. I failed the target window for the grade of my masterthesis by one grade. No applaud or celebration. Just defeat. Ruined the chance of a 1.x
Meanwhile my brother is the pride of the family with a doctor "magna cum laude". Also got a job. And I am here drowning in rejections.
Meanwhile my brother is the pride of the family with a doctor "magna cum laude". Also got a job. And I am here drowning in rejections.
And it does not help when my gf says "would" about a charge that is the furthest away from being similar to me. A partner who is unresponsive to any flirt or innuendo or teasing from my perspective...
Suddenly, they are not so "no sex" ace anymore or struggle with their libido.
Suddenly, they are not so "no sex" ace anymore or struggle with their libido.
I really wish that it would be easier to get over this and just accept that there will never be someone who thinks of me like that, and that I will very likely just never be sexually fulfilled that regard, especially when it comes to bdsm and being a sub.
All I want is someone who sees me as that.
Hot, attractive, desirable. Who makes me feel that way.
But I guess it is foolish to think that this will happen. I am apparently just not the type that sapphic people see in that light.
Hot, attractive, desirable. Who makes me feel that way.
But I guess it is foolish to think that this will happen. I am apparently just not the type that sapphic people see in that light.
October 30, 2025 at 1:37 PM
And it does not help when my gf says "would" about a charge that is the furthest away from being similar to me. A partner who is unresponsive to any flirt or innuendo or teasing from my perspective...
Suddenly, they are not so "no sex" ace anymore or struggle with their libido.
Suddenly, they are not so "no sex" ace anymore or struggle with their libido.
Hear me out but it is about transition goals
October 28, 2025 at 10:32 PM
Hear me out but it is about transition goals
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she needs girl bites to live...
October 28, 2025 at 10:31 PM
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I really wish that it would be easier to get over this and just accept that there will never be someone who thinks of me like that, and that I will very likely just never be sexually fulfilled that regard, especially when it comes to bdsm and being a sub.
All I want is someone who sees me as that.
Hot, attractive, desirable. Who makes me feel that way.
But I guess it is foolish to think that this will happen. I am apparently just not the type that sapphic people see in that light.
Hot, attractive, desirable. Who makes me feel that way.
But I guess it is foolish to think that this will happen. I am apparently just not the type that sapphic people see in that light.
October 28, 2025 at 10:26 PM
I really wish that it would be easier to get over this and just accept that there will never be someone who thinks of me like that, and that I will very likely just never be sexually fulfilled that regard, especially when it comes to bdsm and being a sub.
I wish someone would do this to me...
Kinktober Day 9 - Ropes
October 28, 2025 at 10:23 PM
I wish someone would do this to me...
October 15, 2025 at 3:34 PM
I wish someone would do this to me...
I feel like despite people, especially sapphics, saying "every chest size is good", it is more of a "small/flat is okay I guess" and more done out of obligation than actual attraction.
October 7, 2025 at 6:54 AM
I feel like despite people, especially sapphics, saying "every chest size is good", it is more of a "small/flat is okay I guess" and more done out of obligation than actual attraction.
I wish I could fucked as hard as life is fucking me lately
September 5, 2025 at 10:05 AM
I wish I could fucked as hard as life is fucking me lately
Maybe it is partially my dysphoria, but I just struggle to see myself as (sexually) attractive and desirable for others.
I know part is my chest/face dysphoria, but there is also a lack of validation. No one called me hot, maybe cute or pretty.
Not even my my girlfriend lately...
I know part is my chest/face dysphoria, but there is also a lack of validation. No one called me hot, maybe cute or pretty.
Not even my my girlfriend lately...
September 4, 2025 at 9:43 PM
Maybe it is partially my dysphoria, but I just struggle to see myself as (sexually) attractive and desirable for others.
I know part is my chest/face dysphoria, but there is also a lack of validation. No one called me hot, maybe cute or pretty.
Not even my my girlfriend lately...
I know part is my chest/face dysphoria, but there is also a lack of validation. No one called me hot, maybe cute or pretty.
Not even my my girlfriend lately...
Feeling the last line
September 4, 2025 at 9:55 AM
Feeling the last line
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meep
meep
September 3, 2025 at 8:04 AM
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meep
meep
Gods I wish someone would do that to me
September 3, 2025 at 8:03 AM
Gods I wish someone would do that to me