Chaos🖤
@yearningchaos.bsky.social
I’m sad. I’m angry. I’m deranged. And yes, I am making it everyone’s problem.
No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. Everyone thinks I’m dramatic.
March 30, 2025 at 2:34 AM
No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. Everyone thinks I’m dramatic.
I just want to be enough. Please sunflower, please let me be enough please.
March 30, 2025 at 1:42 AM
I just want to be enough. Please sunflower, please let me be enough please.
Please just fight for me. Fight for me please. Please just prove to me I’m important. Please. Please.
March 30, 2025 at 1:41 AM
Please just fight for me. Fight for me please. Please just prove to me I’m important. Please. Please.
I serious am losing my will and I’m afraid I’m getting closer to eternal sleep
March 19, 2025 at 8:00 PM
I serious am losing my will and I’m afraid I’m getting closer to eternal sleep
“I’ve lost all my sense of worth, you’re always on my mind and it keeps getting worse.” -TRSH
March 19, 2025 at 7:59 PM
“I’ve lost all my sense of worth, you’re always on my mind and it keeps getting worse.” -TRSH
I know what I need to do, I know what’s good for me and I know that I deserve better. But I hate myself for not being able to stop
March 14, 2025 at 6:45 AM
I know what I need to do, I know what’s good for me and I know that I deserve better. But I hate myself for not being able to stop
Like I know I’m being treated like SHIT. And yet I’m letting it happen just because I want to feel wanted. Just for a second !!
March 14, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Like I know I’m being treated like SHIT. And yet I’m letting it happen just because I want to feel wanted. Just for a second !!
I wish that I could physically stop myself from letting shitting things happen to me just bc I want at least a second of feeling wanted, even if it’s for just a second.
March 14, 2025 at 6:43 AM
I wish that I could physically stop myself from letting shitting things happen to me just bc I want at least a second of feeling wanted, even if it’s for just a second.
I wish I was physically able to stop giving someone my EVERYTHING when they don’t even give me the bare minimum
March 14, 2025 at 6:41 AM
I wish I was physically able to stop giving someone my EVERYTHING when they don’t even give me the bare minimum
I knew she was using me. I wonder who caught her attention now.
March 9, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I knew she was using me. I wonder who caught her attention now.
I started planning it out again. I haven’t done that in years. But I’m getting so tired, even more than I was back then.
March 5, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I started planning it out again. I haven’t done that in years. But I’m getting so tired, even more than I was back then.
I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this
March 5, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this
I don’t think I’ll ever stop being a mess. And that’s what scares me the most.
February 27, 2025 at 5:13 AM
I don’t think I’ll ever stop being a mess. And that’s what scares me the most.
Why is my brain being so fucking mean to me today. What do you MEAN she’s only pretending to be into me????
February 21, 2025 at 2:20 AM
Why is my brain being so fucking mean to me today. What do you MEAN she’s only pretending to be into me????
You are the lightness within the rain. You make everything so much brighter even if it is a gloomy day. You’re like the sun rays peeking out through the clouds as rain falls softly. My sweet Sunflower. ~ Chaos
#relationships #fallinginlove
#bpd #poem
#relationships #fallinginlove
#bpd #poem
February 17, 2025 at 4:16 AM
You are the lightness within the rain. You make everything so much brighter even if it is a gloomy day. You’re like the sun rays peeking out through the clouds as rain falls softly. My sweet Sunflower. ~ Chaos
#relationships #fallinginlove
#bpd #poem
#relationships #fallinginlove
#bpd #poem
It terrifies how myself I can be with you, when sometimes I can’t even be myself with my own self
#relationships #bpd #mentalillness
#relationships #bpd #mentalillness
February 17, 2025 at 4:12 AM
It terrifies how myself I can be with you, when sometimes I can’t even be myself with my own self
#relationships #bpd #mentalillness
#relationships #bpd #mentalillness
February 4, 2025 at 10:09 PM
THE YELLOW SQUARE IM HOLLERING
January 7, 2025 at 1:38 AM
THE YELLOW SQUARE IM HOLLERING
You rather go blind than see you were the problem. And I rather go deaf than hear I was the problem.
December 12, 2024 at 7:31 PM
You rather go blind than see you were the problem. And I rather go deaf than hear I was the problem.
I’m starting to think the voices are right, this is my fault.
December 2, 2024 at 5:06 PM
I’m starting to think the voices are right, this is my fault.
Reposted by Chaos🖤
Morning came too soon
November 23, 2024 at 3:27 PM
Morning came too soon
Reposted by Chaos🖤
Metal: Everything sucks, but I have my rage.
Punk: Everything sucks, but I'll focus my anger.
Rap: Everything sucks, but I know how to survive.
Folk: Everything sucks, but there is beauty.
Ska: Everything sucks, let's ignore it.
Emo: Everything sucks, and I miss you.
Punk: Everything sucks, but I'll focus my anger.
Rap: Everything sucks, but I know how to survive.
Folk: Everything sucks, but there is beauty.
Ska: Everything sucks, let's ignore it.
Emo: Everything sucks, and I miss you.
November 22, 2024 at 2:04 PM
Metal: Everything sucks, but I have my rage.
Punk: Everything sucks, but I'll focus my anger.
Rap: Everything sucks, but I know how to survive.
Folk: Everything sucks, but there is beauty.
Ska: Everything sucks, let's ignore it.
Emo: Everything sucks, and I miss you.
Punk: Everything sucks, but I'll focus my anger.
Rap: Everything sucks, but I know how to survive.
Folk: Everything sucks, but there is beauty.
Ska: Everything sucks, let's ignore it.
Emo: Everything sucks, and I miss you.
Treasure, treasure, give me treasure
November 22, 2024 at 5:09 PM
Treasure, treasure, give me treasure
I think an entire rotisserie chicken would fix me right now.
November 22, 2024 at 2:35 PM
I think an entire rotisserie chicken would fix me right now.
I’m getting all choked up, I guess it’s just my luck…
November 22, 2024 at 1:20 PM
I’m getting all choked up, I guess it’s just my luck…