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Chaos🖤
@yearningchaos.bsky.social
I’m sad. I’m angry. I’m deranged. And yes, I am making it everyone’s problem.
No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. No one cares. Everyone thinks I’m dramatic.
March 30, 2025 at 2:34 AM
I just want to be enough. Please sunflower, please let me be enough please.
March 30, 2025 at 1:42 AM
Please just fight for me. Fight for me please. Please just prove to me I’m important. Please. Please.
March 30, 2025 at 1:41 AM
I serious am losing my will and I’m afraid I’m getting closer to eternal sleep
March 19, 2025 at 8:00 PM
“I’ve lost all my sense of worth, you’re always on my mind and it keeps getting worse.” -TRSH
March 19, 2025 at 7:59 PM
I know what I need to do, I know what’s good for me and I know that I deserve better. But I hate myself for not being able to stop
March 14, 2025 at 6:45 AM
Like I know I’m being treated like SHIT. And yet I’m letting it happen just because I want to feel wanted. Just for a second !!
March 14, 2025 at 6:43 AM
I wish that I could physically stop myself from letting shitting things happen to me just bc I want at least a second of feeling wanted, even if it’s for just a second.
March 14, 2025 at 6:43 AM
I wish I was physically able to stop giving someone my EVERYTHING when they don’t even give me the bare minimum
March 14, 2025 at 6:41 AM
I knew she was using me. I wonder who caught her attention now.
March 9, 2025 at 8:43 PM
I started planning it out again. I haven’t done that in years. But I’m getting so tired, even more than I was back then.
March 5, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this I deserve this
March 5, 2025 at 10:07 PM
I don’t think I’ll ever stop being a mess. And that’s what scares me the most.
February 27, 2025 at 5:13 AM
Why is my brain being so fucking mean to me today. What do you MEAN she’s only pretending to be into me????
February 21, 2025 at 2:20 AM
You are the lightness within the rain. You make everything so much brighter even if it is a gloomy day. You’re like the sun rays peeking out through the clouds as rain falls softly. My sweet Sunflower. ~ Chaos

#relationships #fallinginlove
#bpd #poem
February 17, 2025 at 4:16 AM
It terrifies how myself I can be with you, when sometimes I can’t even be myself with my own self

#relationships #bpd #mentalillness
February 17, 2025 at 4:12 AM
*Dreamy sigh*

#sapphic
February 4, 2025 at 10:09 PM
THE YELLOW SQUARE IM HOLLERING
January 7, 2025 at 1:38 AM
You rather go blind than see you were the problem. And I rather go deaf than hear I was the problem.
December 12, 2024 at 7:31 PM
I’m starting to think the voices are right, this is my fault.
December 2, 2024 at 5:06 PM
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Morning came too soon
November 23, 2024 at 3:27 PM
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Metal: Everything sucks, but I have my rage.
Punk: Everything sucks, but I'll focus my anger.
Rap: Everything sucks, but I know how to survive.
Folk: Everything sucks, but there is beauty.
Ska: Everything sucks, let's ignore it.
Emo: Everything sucks, and I miss you.
November 22, 2024 at 2:04 PM
Treasure, treasure, give me treasure
November 22, 2024 at 5:09 PM
I think an entire rotisserie chicken would fix me right now.
November 22, 2024 at 2:35 PM
I’m getting all choked up, I guess it’s just my luck…
November 22, 2024 at 1:20 PM