when i close my eyes i can imagine the game clearly and even play it but its always a losing hand 😔

and ofc that video is from someone of a certain demographic that made my childhood mental health struggles worse as a disruptive filipino kid... there's a damn good reason why my preference for therapists are poc and male...

how could you ever be sure a breakthrough or conversation wont directly prompt a silly video or some random mental health psa or something? id personally never be fully comfortable

when i went to change my address on my id the guy even commented it's real boring here compared to toronto like bro please i didn't need to hear that it's already BAD living with my mom

my current therapist was SO SO SO angry when i told him about this it was like he was thiiiis close to asking for her credentials to do something on my behalf lmao

at the very least i can take pictures of this anxiety riddled dog

checked out the credits and the song is uh.... i dont like it. plus i found out a certain creepy ass voice actor that was notorious for being weird at conventions voices one of the traders (thought he sounded familiar) and it really confirms some of my thoughts about certain design decisions