Spoiler: there were some sentimental reasons why I wanted to. The top layer was too icy, and the underside was too soft. I enjoyed being in it for the most part, but the sentimental reasons just have me too much atm. I will blame everything going on making it a "bigger" deal.

Just not NE.

My teams didn't make it in and I 🙄

But yay Green Day and yay to what I've seen about Bad Bunny regarding the SB.

When she came back, she stared at my from my ladder/stool and I was like "do you want to cuddle?"
Stare.
"At my feet?"
Looks at my blanket, back at me.
"Under the covers?"
Perks up - doesn't move.
"Up to you!"
I flop down and she IMMEDIATELY jumps up and climbs on me and purrs.

some? It's not the same, but better than just being hungry and feeling ill...

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isn't overpowered by that b/c the stress and fear is very consistently NOT going away.

I want soup but we can't use the oven without windows open the first time and I mean. I guess I can see about microwaving

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replaced ASAP.

But everything is just. Such a mess.

And my mom's hoping someone can take her grocery shopping before the storm hits.

But yanno.

SHRUG

JOY OF THIS.

It's so CONFLICTING.

I FEEL such gratefulness for the good things, but the stress and fear

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IUD I believe is "expiring" soon??? Donno what happens when it does? It was supposed to help with irregularity/potential cysts and kinda stopped like a year ago doing certain things and fjsdioa

I'm just.

So grateful the stove was

<5/8>

prove every donation was a DONATION through diff sites and NOT goods & services - b/c they were ALL GIFTS/DONATIONS to deal with tax stuff and I'm freaking out.

We need Fredday to see the vet. Need a car repaired. I NEED TO SEE DOCTORS. My

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did that!

(unfortunately, now I'm worried b/c we won't be able to afford some bills in February without help b/c it'll all go towards rent b/c of constant fear of something bad happening and just fjsioa )

And now I'm also trying to figure out how to

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out, landlord was like "that stove is really old so..." he... got a replacement :x

It's got a digital clock on it and a preheat setting.

Our old one was all turn dial. No pre-heat setting, you just winged it.

So uh. Yeah? Landlord

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