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💜🌹🦋☆ 𝙓inda☆🦋🌹💜 (slow)
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Forever Fangyrl. ₄₃ 🔞 ⟭⟬ ⁷|| 🏴‍☠️⁸
🔃 Heavy 🔃 | MultiFandom | Standing on the edge of cliff.🌩 Depressed Mess 💔| 🌬️ No drama/hate/bullies. | Minors DNF
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The Decorate My Tree thing for the holidays:

https://colormytree.me/2025/01GMCFV212WSWJ7Y4WPWCB66V9
All the while: if it's GenA/I it's theft. Depending on type and intensity: environmental damage worse than what's already being done. And, of course, if someone makes "you dumb", then it makes you easier to manipulate/take advantage of.
January 11, 2026 at 3:15 AM
No fun things for me to buy outside of miracles or gift card stuff or survey stuff or scraps aside that wouldn't put a dent in the $20-$500 per thing needed.

<rl>
January 10, 2026 at 11:00 AM
oh, right, the money thing.

I haven't been talkingabout it. Either things just fit, or been struggling, and just barely. With my youngest sister's help or my SO's help.

* Almost out of cat food
* no car insurance
* no car registration
* no working car
* Fredday vet

$35 bank.
January 10, 2026 at 10:59 AM
<rl>

I'm still behind on so much. It's so much energy.

But GoFundMe so Fredday can have his inhaler and my mom can have her car (registration/fix) is top priority.

Cleaning my room... it's become bad again.

I'm just.

Drive comes and goes at the worst... I'm dizzy.
January 10, 2026 at 10:44 AM
<rl>

it's been hard. Fluctuating sickness, but getting better. Fluctuating mood (as always, but with added grief attachment - my nightmares keep having me hunt for my siblings... both deceased and not.). Brainfog from all of it.

I'm clinging to what little I can enjoy...
January 10, 2026 at 10:43 AM
Craving my mom's homemade spaghetti. Need to heal from sickness + have $ for ingredients. Craving it for weeks 😭😹😭.

Waking up to "Spaghetti f JHope" stuck in my head isn't helping 😹😭😹😭😹
January 9, 2026 at 12:11 PM
Share your fav idols/celebrities/characters with any shade of red hair, please 💜
a cartoon of ariel from the little mermaid holding her hair in her hands .
ALT: a cartoon of ariel from the little mermaid holding her hair in her hands .
media.tenor.com
January 9, 2026 at 11:33 AM
My nightmares of hunting down missing siblings, or seeing empty beds where one of them have passed, combined with the bad in reality is really...

... Not ok.

<rl>
January 9, 2026 at 10:40 AM
March 2nd-3rd is the Blood Moon.

I better be able to see it...
January 9, 2026 at 10:38 AM
Reposted by 💜🌹🦋☆ 𝙓inda☆🦋🌹💜 (slow)
Sephiroth's happy childhood with mama begins NOW.
#FF7 #evercrisis #sephiroth
January 7, 2026 at 12:28 AM
Pfft. I've got to create a GFM so we have a working car/transportation + Fredday to go to the vet & get his asthma meds.

I certainly won't be seeing BTS live this year.

And certainly won't be able to get their new album...

Or ATEEZ's if they release one.

<rl>
January 5, 2026 at 9:43 PM
<rl>

The lovely neighbor I worry about due to his heavy dr/g use + physical violent record (look, I don't immediately judge ppl. I try to find out things, listen, etc. And then depending on crime, actions, regret/apology/rehab, etc)...

But he has been

<1/4>
January 4, 2026 at 12:48 PM
Cats.
January 4, 2026 at 12:23 PM
<rl>

I reach for my phone at times... wanting to text Shannon... but I can't. Because she's gone. I sometimes go to Nick's playstation acct, once in a blue moon, and leave a message. Just. I want my siblings back.

They were too young.

This isn't fair.
January 4, 2026 at 11:55 AM
T/r/ump is okay with k!dnapping ppl in "his" country. Illegally so! And unjustly so! So of course he'd participate in other things.

And y'know, I do think that if a place has enough power to HELP someone, they should (aka help Pa|estine, not Isr@e|), etc.

WHILE

<1/4>
January 4, 2026 at 11:34 AM
America where 1/10th are in poverty, 2.3per 1,000 ppl in 2024 are homeless, numerous uneducated, numerous terrified of being murd3r3d by their own leaders, numerous still protesting when/where they can, and yet certain view this as The Best Country. =\

Nvm what the world sees.
January 4, 2026 at 9:03 AM
I still haven't caught up with Marvel in YEARS. I might be the only one who wants to that hasn't seen that movie yet.

... who knew a Sesame Street episode about The Snap would be a thing that'd make me emotional??

https://tmblr.co/ZYeuJVignKyFSu00
January 2, 2026 at 11:40 PM
Every time my mom does a rewatch of DB/Z/Super I'm like "Yeah, I see why my mom and siblings said I was like Bulma."

I mean, I've got the emotional/sensitivity/hyper empathy she doesn't have? And I'm not outgoing generally like her, but yeah.

/thoughts.
January 2, 2026 at 10:03 PM
The way I ended up not doing it anymore, pretty much, save for like. A couple. People. Or something.

But yeah.
January 1, 2026 at 1:47 PM
<rl>

I like *looking* at Fireworks. I understand the problems and have talked about it in the past.

At midnight they (someone) blasted it and it sounded like it was on our porch, so it was def close by x.x

Fredday sat at the kitchen

<1/3>
January 1, 2026 at 10:38 AM
Happy New Year. F 2025. I'm done with these past few years getting worse. Cheers to blessings, good health, happiness, and better things to all the lovelies in 2026.
January 1, 2026 at 5:41 AM
<rl>

Bringing in the new year finding out that my mom's power bank - which is just under 2 years old - is swollen up. I primarily use it now.

I googled.

It's a b0mb, pretty much, and isn't safe anymore.

So that's fun.
January 1, 2026 at 5:39 AM
My mom's ending the year sick.

What does my brain do for the last nightmare set of the year?

Make me nightmare she needs the hospital, maybe not survivable, then also include a sh00ting in s public place.

Yup.

Thanks, brain.
January 1, 2026 at 4:33 AM
My head hurts, I'm dizzy, and I'm tired.

But I opened up the BTS live and saw what they were doing for ARMY... and now at least my heart is fuzzy.
December 31, 2025 at 3:12 PM
<rl>

Walmart doesn't do the car part m'mom needs. So she's having to ask elsewhere. Her ... worker person thing is trying to help with her health insurance, too. My phone is getting worse. Understandably still taking a while to get used to

<1/2>
December 31, 2025 at 4:14 AM