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xevenryx
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colorblind idiot who draws occasionally and is viscerally upset about the state of the world
all that being said, im going to stay off social media for a bit cause if i feel any more rage i might legitimately lose it ! im gonna pet my cats and my trees and feel seething rage without any of these dipshits input and lies, i wish yall the best
January 8, 2026 at 7:13 AM
im proud of myself rn, i had an objectively stupid yet strong rooted phobia and i think officially today its not a phobia anymore, just an irrational fear that i can kinda mostly tuck away ! multiple years of exposure therapy*at my own pace* actually did the trick i think, yippeee!
January 8, 2026 at 6:43 AM
getting sick of ai pictures of the mountains here and people defending it with "only way we get to see them with all this fog!" like shut up dude, look outside more often? sounds like a you problem. the fog is temporary and real photos are far more stunning than a sloppy ai generic volcano shape
January 7, 2026 at 5:52 AM
also, my cats are cute úwù

dont judge the mess lol, sheet was in the wash and we were vacuuming so everything on the bed and in the shelves, not normally like that
January 6, 2026 at 11:46 PM
havent posted outside pictures in a while and somewhat recently found probably my favorite place up here lol, so unbelievably pretty with so much to do
January 6, 2026 at 11:18 PM
im determined to do a difficult for me hike while its still winter so i can see spooky lake fog in very pretty places, i didnt actually die from an accidental 10 mile hike so time for purposeful 14 mile hike maybe lmao
January 3, 2026 at 8:45 AM
its wild what normal everyday things remind me im a genetic nightmare /: i need a new nice bra cause mine is falling apart, find one that wont make my shoulders hurt for an hour putting it on! too bad, dont have small band sizes cause your ribs are dumb, btw thats a mental disorder for boob havers(:
January 3, 2026 at 12:06 AM
i got myself a new plant today without thinking "how fast does this grow?" or "where am i going to plant this once i cant maintain it indoors?" so now i gotta figure out what im gonna do in less than two years with this tree i already love like my son
December 29, 2025 at 2:53 AM
i have a minecraft realm with a bunch of my friends and i just want to log in early so the server isn't set to the worst possible place for the majority of people playing (two people on the east side of the continent, rest on the west) and of course! its down
December 21, 2025 at 8:09 PM
i dont celebrate christmas but ive been getting over my irrational fear of plants and seeing all the pretty trees people post has been making me want to either have a bigger plant or fake tree lmao, but expensive and/or i have cats, so maybe ill just put a few shiny rocks near my fern
December 16, 2025 at 8:43 PM
the amount of effort i have to put in to my muted words list to simply have a good time on this platform is a little ridiculous lmao, like i love it but its almost like im getting purposely shown posts that slip through the ton of filtered words i have 🫠 i have never engaged past blocking, go awayyy
December 11, 2025 at 11:23 PM
reminder that tidal costs the exact same if not less than spotify in most cases
"If everyone who streamed All Hell on Spotify had done so using Tidal instead, we would have received an extra £31,847.38, which would double the amount we made from streaming of the album in this time period. Or if everyone used Apple Music it would have been £12,331 more."

Los Campesinos:
Here’s how much money Los Camp! make from streaming… - Los Campesinos!
loscampesinos.com
December 9, 2025 at 5:34 AM
gonna have to ask recipe writers to maybe add a note about the intended consistency of the food before continuing instead of what kind of socks they like wearing while cooking, pretty please, i just want to get better at baking
December 8, 2025 at 3:51 AM
bluesky is weird cause ill like a post about hating spotify and showing an alternative to the wrapped posts then my entire feed is original physical copy music purists shitting on every everyone else for not having the space or money for their lifestyle
December 4, 2025 at 10:26 PM
got three vaccines yesterday and oh boy do i fuckin feel today, i feel like I'm made of hot lead
December 4, 2025 at 4:30 PM
little word of advice for other people who may be getting more into outdoorsy stuff but dont like associating with groups or whatnot cause youre not *that* into it, if you are considering getting a chainsaw or something to clear neglected roads and trails, look at complaints about storing it first
November 28, 2025 at 5:15 AM
my cat is hurt and sick, my partner is hurt, and i have been hitting wall after wall after wall trying to get the help i was promised and have to take care of my cat and partner but also keep hitting these fucking walls and hold it together like a functional adult !! im stressed and sad
November 24, 2025 at 5:22 AM
how am i supposed to be silly goofy and have fun in these situations
November 18, 2025 at 4:32 AM
went on a hike today and trail driving for a while cause the route i wanted to take was blocked by a logging op and saw so many cool asf mushrooms. i unfortunately wont be able to ID them since i dont know much and also am colorblind, but they were damn pretty
November 17, 2025 at 4:05 AM
having awful headache and a never ending cough feels an awful lot like this
November 13, 2025 at 4:13 PM
sick again which means looking up my symptoms for the danger line and seeing the US having much worse standards than literally anywhere else, what do you mean im sick enough i should call 999, the US doctor said i need to be like 3x worse than this before even thinking about hospital
November 6, 2025 at 9:42 AM
sick! again! twice !!!! hate this what the fuck dude

for context, i rarely ever get sick, maybe a light two day cold every other year, but i have been majorly sick twice now in the last month, like bro why
November 6, 2025 at 12:57 AM
its my partner's birthday and hes been at work since yesterday morning and i have made way too many pumpkin cookies that im not even 100% sure he likes because ive never made them before, but i do know he likes chocolate and i very poorly frosted a cake for him so there is at least something good !!
November 4, 2025 at 12:50 AM
feeling ick ucky, idk what it is /: like getting smacked with more and more responsibility while going through the fun "youre not autistic, youre everything else!" and realizing i need more help than i thought, but i still need to do everything? idk man my brain is soup and i need a nap
November 3, 2025 at 3:47 AM
turns out sometimes its not autism, its just every other mental illness that shares symptoms with autism all at once! thanks life real cool
October 28, 2025 at 5:54 AM