wtf do i do, i am juggling so many of other people's problems on top of my own and i spend every waking second always having to be thinking about something to solve aaaaaaaaaa

she wont get help and i fear that ive been enabling the problem by sending her money any time she asks, being led to believe it was for other things

she looks so much older than she should, she's so sick and i am so very useless to this

never change larian

im gonna do my best for the rest of the year, for you guys

there is so much i wanted to do for people, but because i am nobody, it seems impossible. this is just the story of my life and i hate that it follows me

my regulars have really been my rock this year, without my murder i think i would be in a much darker and scarier place

put your energy to something more worth it please

my tablet is legit too big for my bedside table sobs

a set up in bed for my tablet would go hard but also id probably start looking like the humans from wall-e

step 1: be jinxsin

done