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my name is hel, i'm a crow vtuber. i work as a private investigator during the day and a paranormal investigator at night

this is not really a 'professional' vtubing account, more of a place for me to vent, so please keep that in mind

i love all things autumnal, halloween and the moon 🖤
its been quite rough already and its only been a day

seems like my mother is back drinking again despite my warnings when she had cancer

and as always when my step dad eventually gives up, ill probably have to pick up the pieces

alcohol is a vile thing
December 21, 2025 at 8:56 AM
id like to be a stay at home wife
December 20, 2025 at 6:04 PM
the stress is making me a bit sicky haha
December 18, 2025 at 11:27 PM
lowkey want a steam deck
December 15, 2025 at 8:58 AM
me when i have sex at the burning the heretic festival
December 12, 2025 at 2:15 PM
this year i have learned a lot

it wasnt the nicest year sadly

i seem to have come to terms just how much ive been taken advantage of by friends and strangers alike

im happy to have made some new friends that have kind of shown me how it should be

just some depression hours
December 10, 2025 at 5:31 AM
fuck im tired
December 8, 2025 at 11:10 PM
oh my god my tl is full of streamer award shit

bro who fucking cares

i really dont know why people are giving it the time of day when it's clear no one cares about vtubers
December 7, 2025 at 12:27 PM
December 6, 2025 at 9:22 PM
sobs
December 3, 2025 at 3:12 AM
went to the ospital again and now im super tired

they are actually vampires i think
December 2, 2025 at 2:34 PM
i got to lock in this month so maybe we can end this mess of a year on a positive note
December 2, 2025 at 2:57 AM
i just want a safe space where i can be comfortable
November 22, 2025 at 1:30 AM
i want to draw but im so sick lmao
November 19, 2025 at 11:09 AM
some horrid demons today lads
November 14, 2025 at 2:10 PM
November 13, 2025 at 1:59 PM
im so fking boned
November 12, 2025 at 9:52 PM
mrrr reaching out is hard
November 6, 2025 at 12:38 AM
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
November 4, 2025 at 12:47 PM
_(´ཀ`」 ∠) _
November 2, 2025 at 10:27 PM
anyone want to adopt me into a new family
November 2, 2025 at 1:35 PM
this is quite possibly the most stupidest shit ever
November 2, 2025 at 9:47 AM
you all deserve better
November 1, 2025 at 10:52 PM
October 31, 2025 at 3:10 PM
well it's bittersweet to hear that i do infact have some issues but it's nice in a way that i have reasons for things

i get to trial some more medications and hope my organs dont explode :D
October 28, 2025 at 10:55 AM