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Small Town Claudia
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Asks too many questions. Geek. One wordy bitch. Greedy hedonistic harlequin. Craves autonomy.
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My pronouns are thee/thou, tyvm
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i know it feels doomerish but it's the opposite: we have to acknowledge reality to fix it
October 5, 2025 at 3:57 PM
I get very tired of “you’re so gifted” comments if and when I play piano. I rarely say anything anymore, but no, I’m not gifted. I spent well over 25 years learning that *skill* and it was damn hard work. Not a hobby, it was my first career and yes, it’s a hella lot harder than some degrees.
Honestly this is an excuse.

I know plenty of people who are not “naturally gifted” who do art.

It requires effort to learn. I feel you did not approach it correctly or think things happen over night.

Also hard work and skill is not “naturally gifted” as that undermines their efforts to draw.

1/2
August 19, 2025 at 8:41 AM
Middle of the gd night and my brain won’t shut tf up.

Just thinking about how much difference a strong family support system makes in generational wealth. Not needing to pay for daycare, sitters, before or after school care. Not needing to take kids to appointments and activities alone.
August 19, 2025 at 8:08 AM
I’ve never been one to need a lot of friends. I just need one or two close people in my life and I’m ok with everyone else being acquaintances.

Been kinda adrift ever since my mom died because well… she was my person. Damn hard to replace that.
August 3, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Ah shit lol
August 3, 2025 at 2:45 AM
I sincerely hope so.
7. Are you the “village”?
August 1, 2025 at 5:29 AM
A. When I crash.
Ab. Later than I should.
8. What time do you go to sleep?

8b. What time do you wake up?
August 1, 2025 at 5:28 AM
August 1, 2025 at 5:27 AM
No. The ones I know are mostly bad enough.
18. Would you want to meet a secret part of your family?
August 1, 2025 at 5:27 AM
I’m not even sure I believe in love. At first sight? Fuck no.
17. Do you believe in love at first sight?
August 1, 2025 at 5:26 AM
Of course. I don’t have very many friends.
10. A friend asks you at 4 p.m. for drinks at 6. You going?
August 1, 2025 at 5:24 AM
Hell no. I went to Bible college. 0/10, do not recommend.
2. If you were able to do it over again, would you go to the same college?
August 1, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Just saw some lady going off on a post about blatant lies around the supposed 550B Japanese investment in America… her take is that at least god doesn’t lie and he doesn’t need massive loans or tax money.

Cool, he funding American programs now? Education, Medicaid, Medicare, FEMA?
July 31, 2025 at 10:04 PM
Randomly thinking about how my kid was weirdly going off about how she wasn’t born yet when her parents got married in front of the aunt I haven’t seen in going on a decade…

Aunt: (laughs) No, because your mom was a good girl!

Me: (biting my tongue to NOT say) oh no, I was just smart.
July 2, 2025 at 2:02 AM
I wrote my way out of hell.

and then I did it again.
June 18, 2025 at 4:40 AM
My therapist congratulated me on how I’m handling life today. I have no idea if that’s good or bad 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’m exhausted and driven and lonely and grasping, and I’m also ok. And it feels like my whole world burned down around my ears, so ok is… strange. And nice.
June 17, 2025 at 5:09 AM
June 16, 2025 at 6:31 AM
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Anyway, shit is a fucking mess in this world so maybe try to make it less shitty when you can, or at least not actively and intentionally more shitty. I mean goddam
June 16, 2025 at 5:36 AM
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The Poorly-Tempered Clavier. Just the Absolute Most Dogshit Tempered Clavier. Good Luck Playing a Single Piece on this Horrendously Tempered Clavier
June 13, 2025 at 3:56 AM
“Have you ever had feelings for a nun?”

Ye gods I needed Nach Libre tonight 🤣
June 5, 2025 at 3:03 AM
What’s up is down and what’s down is up. I live in Alice’s world.
May 22, 2025 at 1:33 PM
I have long held a paradoxical theory that if you go far enough left, you shake hands with extreme right.

It’s similar to going east to go west.

I’m absolutely not saying that violence is the answer, nor am I saying all viewpoints must be tolerated.
May 7, 2025 at 2:45 AM
I just… uhhhh 👀👀👀
uh... EXTREMELY important update:
May 6, 2025 at 4:52 PM
One of the conundrums of being unmedicated for adhd: figuring out how to pick up your prescription is way too hard to navigate.

Also, back on Vyvanse after most of a week off is a hyper-focused, sleepless ride. At least for me.
May 6, 2025 at 7:35 AM
In all honesty I’m freaking out that maybe I did something wrong/bad.

I objectively did not do anything wrong. I just took up space.

And any of the three men on my case for my actions last night would’ve done *exactly* the same thing and never thought twice about it.
Feeling like I accidentally took up too much space last night and dared to have some fun and a personality.

It was “out of character,” huh? Then go find a different character because this is mine.
a man and a woman are standing next to each other and the man is saying oh and i 'm being absurd .
Alt: a man and a woman are standing next to each other and the man is saying oh and i’m being absurd?
media.tenor.com
April 30, 2025 at 8:35 PM