honestly how can someone that says they love me reject to embrace or acknowledge me even for a moment or pay me any mind. I'm just so deplorable and so worthless it's pathetic I even persist

Things are going to get very bad if I don't do something soon. I am rotting away. I can't bring myself to be physically or emotionally capable of doing anything that deviates from my habit, but it's driving me more further insane than I thought possible.

I don't want other people to intrude on our time together. I want it to be the two of us. I'm desperate for it. Why do you invite random people? Why is it okay to let others intrude on our time but you get to go off with whoever and have it just be them. Why don't you value our time together?

Gotten a lot of new followers lately so here’s Rosie with a violent reminder to read the CWs linked in artist profiles lol

no blood
#リョナ
#ryona

Enthusiasm Reciprocity Affirmation Reassurance

Yesterday, one mission in deep rock.. today.. one game of cs.. just so full of yearning and desperate for time and attention to fill the hole she carved between us I want her to love me like I love her wuah

hey *sniffle* guys

The two genders (both are correct)

I just don't understand the lack of enthusiasm. When I love people and care about them I want everyone to know and I want to show them off and keep them close, make them part of my life.

But this just seems abnormal for people... even other autists.. just don't understand love I guess

hotel hangout

I relapsed on SH and my wife was so sad and disappointed I could tell I feel so ashamed but I couldn't help it..

Make that 6'3 transthing feel like it's 4 feet tall

Think the most worthless I've felt in the last month was when I got high with my gf and instead of wanting to engage in anything with me she rushed over to bed to indulge in the scent of her new gf instead. That moment won't go away.