▼ Vosyl ▲
@vosyl.bsky.social
A Former Artist | ∍⧽⧼∊ | A Known Enemy
Turned on by Danger, Dykes, and Drawings.
This is an Art-Only Account & Idea Pad meets Moodboard.
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Turned on by Danger, Dykes, and Drawings.
This is an Art-Only Account & Idea Pad meets Moodboard.
Current Avatar by: @distressedegg.bsky.social
I PROMISE I'LL DRAW NORMAL PORN LATER AND EVEN SFW ART IF YOU'RE INTO THAT TOO.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
I PROMISE I'LL DRAW NORMAL PORN LATER AND EVEN SFW ART IF YOU'RE INTO THAT TOO.
Sure the hyper-performance of visceral extremity is absurd and fundamentally all I've said and done here is that I've eroticised disappointing my parents.
But sadly for the vast majority of you not into this, I'm into this and I'm not going to be normal about it.
So uh, block the tag(s) maybe?
👉👈
But sadly for the vast majority of you not into this, I'm into this and I'm not going to be normal about it.
So uh, block the tag(s) maybe?
👉👈
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Sure the hyper-performance of visceral extremity is absurd and fundamentally all I've said and done here is that I've eroticised disappointing my parents.
But sadly for the vast majority of you not into this, I'm into this and I'm not going to be normal about it.
So uh, block the tag(s) maybe?
👉👈
But sadly for the vast majority of you not into this, I'm into this and I'm not going to be normal about it.
So uh, block the tag(s) maybe?
👉👈
As it does mean, okay I'm treating #Dronification as this trans analogy brought on by my experiences of being trans in 90/00s UK where the cis narrative is more challenged now than back then so talking about it today can come off as a little 'out of time' to some people.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
As it does mean, okay I'm treating #Dronification as this trans analogy brought on by my experiences of being trans in 90/00s UK where the cis narrative is more challenged now than back then so talking about it today can come off as a little 'out of time' to some people.
People will react to attempts to fundamentally change what it means to be human with the same shared derision as they do when they witness you giving a homeless person a sandwich and spare change.
Which is funny!
Which is funny!
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
People will react to attempts to fundamentally change what it means to be human with the same shared derision as they do when they witness you giving a homeless person a sandwich and spare change.
Which is funny!
Which is funny!
I want to be the living embodiment of the Frankenstein argument people use against transhumanism; the obvious queer people use as a warning for giving into unconstrained desire.
I want and need to experience a consequence so my actions feel like they have weight to them.
I want and need to experience a consequence so my actions feel like they have weight to them.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
I want to be the living embodiment of the Frankenstein argument people use against transhumanism; the obvious queer people use as a warning for giving into unconstrained desire.
I want and need to experience a consequence so my actions feel like they have weight to them.
I want and need to experience a consequence so my actions feel like they have weight to them.
There's just something about cutting all their strings they used to control you with, kicking the safety railings, ignoring their politely worded reasonable concerns warning you not to go through with this and to witness their mourning tears as you get what you've always wanted.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
There's just something about cutting all their strings they used to control you with, kicking the safety railings, ignoring their politely worded reasonable concerns warning you not to go through with this and to witness their mourning tears as you get what you've always wanted.
The stroggification process in that one quake game? I've jilled off to that. NIN's happiness in slavery featuring Bobby Flanagan foundational to my appetite.
Bateman confessing he wants his pain inflicted upon others? That's my mission statement. My fursona choice is a hare as they're creepy.
Bateman confessing he wants his pain inflicted upon others? That's my mission statement. My fursona choice is a hare as they're creepy.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
The stroggification process in that one quake game? I've jilled off to that. NIN's happiness in slavery featuring Bobby Flanagan foundational to my appetite.
Bateman confessing he wants his pain inflicted upon others? That's my mission statement. My fursona choice is a hare as they're creepy.
Bateman confessing he wants his pain inflicted upon others? That's my mission statement. My fursona choice is a hare as they're creepy.
I want my body to be subjected to an inhuman amount of cybernetic modification. When people call transgender care a science experiment I get excited, I want my body to be a stepping stone for a new age of unrestrained scientific advancement for a new freak age that fills people with dread.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
I want my body to be subjected to an inhuman amount of cybernetic modification. When people call transgender care a science experiment I get excited, I want my body to be a stepping stone for a new age of unrestrained scientific advancement for a new freak age that fills people with dread.
That is all to say I've never felt comfortable about 'fitting in' and I'm not going to entertain the idea of one large community, there's networks and clusters and I'm trying to find a certain kind of person out there that'll appreciate what I have to offer, and there's no sugarcoating it...
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
That is all to say I've never felt comfortable about 'fitting in' and I'm not going to entertain the idea of one large community, there's networks and clusters and I'm trying to find a certain kind of person out there that'll appreciate what I have to offer, and there's no sugarcoating it...
Sometimes this results in bizarre gatekeeping even within the trans community, and it's fine and even healthy for people to feel and learn to accept modest discomfort.
I tell myself there's no normal life free from pain each year when I attempt the cold shower challenge for hell knows what reason.
I tell myself there's no normal life free from pain each year when I attempt the cold shower challenge for hell knows what reason.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Sometimes this results in bizarre gatekeeping even within the trans community, and it's fine and even healthy for people to feel and learn to accept modest discomfort.
I tell myself there's no normal life free from pain each year when I attempt the cold shower challenge for hell knows what reason.
I tell myself there's no normal life free from pain each year when I attempt the cold shower challenge for hell knows what reason.
And do note: If the above describes you, you're a queen and deserve to live your truth, there's nothing shameful about taking dicks. It forever annoys me we added personality traits to what we do in the bedroom.
My point is other people being queer and having their own interests won't make you less
My point is other people being queer and having their own interests won't make you less
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
And do note: If the above describes you, you're a queen and deserve to live your truth, there's nothing shameful about taking dicks. It forever annoys me we added personality traits to what we do in the bedroom.
My point is other people being queer and having their own interests won't make you less
My point is other people being queer and having their own interests won't make you less
Enjoy musicals a little too much to their liking? What about glee and steven universe? Act too camp? Take care of yourself, love others too loudly, get sappy or come off as too liberal, or open how much you bottom?
They feel like they don't fit in and make *their* feelings *your* problem.
They feel like they don't fit in and make *their* feelings *your* problem.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Enjoy musicals a little too much to their liking? What about glee and steven universe? Act too camp? Take care of yourself, love others too loudly, get sappy or come off as too liberal, or open how much you bottom?
They feel like they don't fit in and make *their* feelings *your* problem.
They feel like they don't fit in and make *their* feelings *your* problem.
You see when it came to the more polite folk who wanted the trans gone in the community, they'd also be something of the most insecure I'd ever have seen anyone be, for them to be comfortable even identifying as gay they'd want everyone else to be like them.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
You see when it came to the more polite folk who wanted the trans gone in the community, they'd also be something of the most insecure I'd ever have seen anyone be, for them to be comfortable even identifying as gay they'd want everyone else to be like them.
No one celebrated when I came out, and I'm big enough to admit that made me a tiny bit 'resentful' but I'm forever thankful that more of us are feeling seen and supportive, I can't ever be thankful enough someone might've never experienced all of what I did.
But it did I feel made me content...
But it did I feel made me content...
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
No one celebrated when I came out, and I'm big enough to admit that made me a tiny bit 'resentful' but I'm forever thankful that more of us are feeling seen and supportive, I can't ever be thankful enough someone might've never experienced all of what I did.
But it did I feel made me content...
But it did I feel made me content...
Sorry, I need to take a moment. I feel my breath quickening as I recount this.
My early experiences were also a time of shattering illusions. I learnt there is no one big community, some knew enough of the history on how we're entangled others felt trans and sexuality ought to be separate.
My early experiences were also a time of shattering illusions. I learnt there is no one big community, some knew enough of the history on how we're entangled others felt trans and sexuality ought to be separate.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Sorry, I need to take a moment. I feel my breath quickening as I recount this.
My early experiences were also a time of shattering illusions. I learnt there is no one big community, some knew enough of the history on how we're entangled others felt trans and sexuality ought to be separate.
My early experiences were also a time of shattering illusions. I learnt there is no one big community, some knew enough of the history on how we're entangled others felt trans and sexuality ought to be separate.
I got piercings, tattoos, dyed my hair. People love to shit on stuff like this but when you've been told what you can and can't do with your body it's still a very empowering way to reclaim ownership. When I got a job I told my family to stop buying me clothes and was ecstatic. Beautiful control.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
I got piercings, tattoos, dyed my hair. People love to shit on stuff like this but when you've been told what you can and can't do with your body it's still a very empowering way to reclaim ownership. When I got a job I told my family to stop buying me clothes and was ecstatic. Beautiful control.
Something inside me rotted and turned outward and dealing with institutional and societal barriers that I'd treat as scaffolding to climb over enticed me. I loved their fear, and relished the disgust. I stopped being nice and entertained their concerns. I stopped letting my family walk over me.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Something inside me rotted and turned outward and dealing with institutional and societal barriers that I'd treat as scaffolding to climb over enticed me. I loved their fear, and relished the disgust. I stopped being nice and entertained their concerns. I stopped letting my family walk over me.
I've heard every speed bump they'll use to slow us down; you can just be a feminine man, you can be gay, you can just wear women's clothing - on weekends, in the safety of your own home!
Don't do anything I wouldn't I'm uncomfortable thinking about what you want to go through!
Don't do anything I wouldn't I'm uncomfortable thinking about what you want to go through!
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
I've heard every speed bump they'll use to slow us down; you can just be a feminine man, you can be gay, you can just wear women's clothing - on weekends, in the safety of your own home!
Don't do anything I wouldn't I'm uncomfortable thinking about what you want to go through!
Don't do anything I wouldn't I'm uncomfortable thinking about what you want to go through!
And thirteen years later when the folder of notes got so thick they decided "Fuck it, we're not stopping you are we?" Ha, they didn't say that but somehow I felt they got exhausted with me and decided you know, fuck it, she - I - seem determined even if I wasn't the perfect 'transsexual' model.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
And thirteen years later when the folder of notes got so thick they decided "Fuck it, we're not stopping you are we?" Ha, they didn't say that but somehow I felt they got exhausted with me and decided you know, fuck it, she - I - seem determined even if I wasn't the perfect 'transsexual' model.
So I wasted no time in seizing the opportunity. Two suicide attempts later, and multiple attempts to detransition me by people with polite concerns that me being autistic will make it oh so much harder or how getting a job pre-transition will be hard and I should change my name to a *new* male name
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
So I wasted no time in seizing the opportunity. Two suicide attempts later, and multiple attempts to detransition me by people with polite concerns that me being autistic will make it oh so much harder or how getting a job pre-transition will be hard and I should change my name to a *new* male name
I never had an egg phase, I always knew I was different. It took a while to acquire the vocabulary, and a little longer to tie in that miasma of self-loathing and hatred for my own body to the encircling cognito hazard that's gender dysphoria. A thing everyone sought to protect as if it was natural.
November 23, 2025 at 5:11 PM
I never had an egg phase, I always knew I was different. It took a while to acquire the vocabulary, and a little longer to tie in that miasma of self-loathing and hatred for my own body to the encircling cognito hazard that's gender dysphoria. A thing everyone sought to protect as if it was natural.