Jayden Horcasitas
@visionsofchaos.bsky.social
Healer. Artist. Spiritual. This is where my internal becomes external
What if ancient people had more godly experiences/encounters with the divine because spiritual connection was more of a societal norm?
If so, when did that change? And how? And why?
Can access to the gods again be a common experience?
If so, when did that change? And how? And why?
Can access to the gods again be a common experience?
November 1, 2025 at 12:54 PM
What if ancient people had more godly experiences/encounters with the divine because spiritual connection was more of a societal norm?
If so, when did that change? And how? And why?
Can access to the gods again be a common experience?
If so, when did that change? And how? And why?
Can access to the gods again be a common experience?
I am a creator.
I co-create with the universe.
I dream. I manifest. I create the world I want to live in.
I will not settle for less.
I co-create with the universe.
I dream. I manifest. I create the world I want to live in.
I will not settle for less.
October 17, 2025 at 10:40 PM
I am a creator.
I co-create with the universe.
I dream. I manifest. I create the world I want to live in.
I will not settle for less.
I co-create with the universe.
I dream. I manifest. I create the world I want to live in.
I will not settle for less.
A door, closed and mourned
Cracks open. Light shines, warm smiles
Guarded, I fear: hope
Cracks open. Light shines, warm smiles
Guarded, I fear: hope
October 5, 2025 at 9:37 PM
A door, closed and mourned
Cracks open. Light shines, warm smiles
Guarded, I fear: hope
Cracks open. Light shines, warm smiles
Guarded, I fear: hope
Had a hard conversation today. And I'm scared. Anxious. Possibly alone.
October 4, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Had a hard conversation today. And I'm scared. Anxious. Possibly alone.
Doodles of chaos
October 1, 2025 at 9:36 PM
Doodles of chaos
A screaming bundle
Kicking, flailing, I put thee
To rest, and I grieve
Kicking, flailing, I put thee
To rest, and I grieve
September 23, 2025 at 11:48 AM
A screaming bundle
Kicking, flailing, I put thee
To rest, and I grieve
Kicking, flailing, I put thee
To rest, and I grieve
I need to submit to myself
September 22, 2025 at 10:38 PM
I need to submit to myself
Spiritual teachings from physics:
I am stardust. I contain information from far away galaxies. I can access that information instantaneously.
Each of our parts contains the whole.
The physical world is a canvas, made for expressing innate desires, dreams, thoughts, and ideas
I am stardust. I contain information from far away galaxies. I can access that information instantaneously.
Each of our parts contains the whole.
The physical world is a canvas, made for expressing innate desires, dreams, thoughts, and ideas
September 14, 2025 at 10:13 AM
Spiritual teachings from physics:
I am stardust. I contain information from far away galaxies. I can access that information instantaneously.
Each of our parts contains the whole.
The physical world is a canvas, made for expressing innate desires, dreams, thoughts, and ideas
I am stardust. I contain information from far away galaxies. I can access that information instantaneously.
Each of our parts contains the whole.
The physical world is a canvas, made for expressing innate desires, dreams, thoughts, and ideas
A little choreographic doodle. Definitely not finished, but it's the first time I've choreographed in 6 months, so feeling proud 😊
September 10, 2025 at 10:37 AM
A little choreographic doodle. Definitely not finished, but it's the first time I've choreographed in 6 months, so feeling proud 😊
East Asians are like queer yt ppl. They think because they have a marginalized identity that they have way hotter takes on Blackness and systemic oppression than they really do. But straight up refuse to acknowledge their proximity to ytness
September 5, 2025 at 7:39 AM
East Asians are like queer yt ppl. They think because they have a marginalized identity that they have way hotter takes on Blackness and systemic oppression than they really do. But straight up refuse to acknowledge their proximity to ytness
Painted our cats for date night. So much fun! So much laughter. I love doing things I'm bad at with people I love ❤️
September 4, 2025 at 9:38 PM
Painted our cats for date night. So much fun! So much laughter. I love doing things I'm bad at with people I love ❤️
My dance teachers trained me to hit hard, be solid. But I'm determined to be soft. I refuse to be a token hip hop stereotype. I will increase my athleticism to be more soft. I will express my love, not just my trauma. If nobody else will nurture my softness, I will. I deserve this. ❤️
#dance #soft
#dance #soft
August 28, 2025 at 10:21 PM
The universe isn't inherently good or bad.
The universe is oneness. A fabric whose folds shape reality.
Trauma, apathy, and evil are holes in the fabric of oneness.
The universe orients towards repair and wholeness.
The universe is oneness. A fabric whose folds shape reality.
Trauma, apathy, and evil are holes in the fabric of oneness.
The universe orients towards repair and wholeness.
August 28, 2025 at 9:09 AM
The universe isn't inherently good or bad.
The universe is oneness. A fabric whose folds shape reality.
Trauma, apathy, and evil are holes in the fabric of oneness.
The universe orients towards repair and wholeness.
The universe is oneness. A fabric whose folds shape reality.
Trauma, apathy, and evil are holes in the fabric of oneness.
The universe orients towards repair and wholeness.
I've found myself in a hallway of open doors. I will not waste this. Thank you universe
August 5, 2025 at 11:43 AM
I've found myself in a hallway of open doors. I will not waste this. Thank you universe
Everyday feels like another scene from Day After Tomorrow. Can the collapse just go ahead and happen so we can start the rebuid?
July 30, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Everyday feels like another scene from Day After Tomorrow. Can the collapse just go ahead and happen so we can start the rebuid?
A little doodle after choreographing yesterday #dance #freestyle
July 29, 2025 at 9:44 PM
A little doodle after choreographing yesterday #dance #freestyle
July 23, 2025 at 10:16 PM
I know I'm good at my job and have a really positive impact on others... but I really just don't want to be a therapist anymore smh
July 21, 2025 at 8:38 PM
I know I'm good at my job and have a really positive impact on others... but I really just don't want to be a therapist anymore smh
I love seeing the amount of embodied joy in this little dance doodle. I really feel like this captures my most authentic dance style
#dance #freestyle #expression
#dance #freestyle #expression
July 17, 2025 at 10:51 PM
I love seeing the amount of embodied joy in this little dance doodle. I really feel like this captures my most authentic dance style
#dance #freestyle #expression
#dance #freestyle #expression
The more I learn about passport privilege, it what it means to not have it, the more pissed off I get. Borders are dumb. Visas are dumb. Caging people within arbitrary lines is inhumane. As a species, we naturally migrate. The restriction of that is spiritually abusive.
July 17, 2025 at 11:54 AM
The more I learn about passport privilege, it what it means to not have it, the more pissed off I get. Borders are dumb. Visas are dumb. Caging people within arbitrary lines is inhumane. As a species, we naturally migrate. The restriction of that is spiritually abusive.
Love my first smudge after I move. Now the home is officially mine!
April 29, 2025 at 9:45 PM
Love my first smudge after I move. Now the home is officially mine!
So power went out in all of Spain today. Just came back in after 10 hours. Wild!
April 28, 2025 at 6:36 PM
So power went out in all of Spain today. Just came back in after 10 hours. Wild!