Vivian (Yap Edition)
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Vivian | She/Her | 27 🏳️⚧️
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If you see this then you're in Vivian's personal yap space yippie! This place is gonna include rants/rambles, vents and NSFW content - if you don't want to see things that might be a bit heavy to read or a bit too lewd for the timeline this is not the place for you! Love you all 💕
If you see this then you're in Vivian's personal yap space yippie! This place is gonna include rants/rambles, vents and NSFW content - if you don't want to see things that might be a bit heavy to read or a bit too lewd for the timeline this is not the place for you! Love you all 💕
this year fucking sucked ultimately, thank god it's over
it's not the worst year i've had in recent times but it was very middle of the road - some very good things like finally starting HRT and finding a foundation of who i am, but so many fucking setbacks dude goddamn
it's not the worst year i've had in recent times but it was very middle of the road - some very good things like finally starting HRT and finding a foundation of who i am, but so many fucking setbacks dude goddamn
January 1, 2026 at 5:45 AM
this year fucking sucked ultimately, thank god it's over
it's not the worst year i've had in recent times but it was very middle of the road - some very good things like finally starting HRT and finding a foundation of who i am, but so many fucking setbacks dude goddamn
it's not the worst year i've had in recent times but it was very middle of the road - some very good things like finally starting HRT and finding a foundation of who i am, but so many fucking setbacks dude goddamn
aunt died yesterday
it's weird, we weren't on the best of terms and disagreed a LOT but she was my grandma's sister and she did do a lot of good for me and my brother growing up
there's a very weird grief that comes from a relationship like that
it's weird, we weren't on the best of terms and disagreed a LOT but she was my grandma's sister and she did do a lot of good for me and my brother growing up
there's a very weird grief that comes from a relationship like that
December 9, 2025 at 3:12 PM
aunt died yesterday
it's weird, we weren't on the best of terms and disagreed a LOT but she was my grandma's sister and she did do a lot of good for me and my brother growing up
there's a very weird grief that comes from a relationship like that
it's weird, we weren't on the best of terms and disagreed a LOT but she was my grandma's sister and she did do a lot of good for me and my brother growing up
there's a very weird grief that comes from a relationship like that
got injured again! during peak season! awesome!
i can't move my back
i can't move my back
December 3, 2025 at 7:27 AM
got injured again! during peak season! awesome!
i can't move my back
i can't move my back
I miss Chester, man :(
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMuw...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMuw...
Waiting for the End
YouTube video by Linkin Park - Topic
www.youtube.com
November 29, 2025 at 8:27 PM
I miss Chester, man :(
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMuw...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMuw...
I love how my pinned mentions lewdness and then you check my posts and it’s just severe depression in like 95% of my posts LMAO
I haven’t been *regularly* horny in months
I haven’t been *regularly* horny in months
November 27, 2025 at 8:44 AM
I love how my pinned mentions lewdness and then you check my posts and it’s just severe depression in like 95% of my posts LMAO
I haven’t been *regularly* horny in months
I haven’t been *regularly* horny in months
TW: death + self harm
I don’t want my last grandma to die, for an era to end, for a chapter to close, but it’s closing soon
Every year we step closer to an inevitable truth and every year I get more terrified despite knowing this is what life IS, what it’s supposed to be
I don’t want my last grandma to die, for an era to end, for a chapter to close, but it’s closing soon
Every year we step closer to an inevitable truth and every year I get more terrified despite knowing this is what life IS, what it’s supposed to be
November 27, 2025 at 8:19 AM
TW: death + self harm
I don’t want my last grandma to die, for an era to end, for a chapter to close, but it’s closing soon
Every year we step closer to an inevitable truth and every year I get more terrified despite knowing this is what life IS, what it’s supposed to be
I don’t want my last grandma to die, for an era to end, for a chapter to close, but it’s closing soon
Every year we step closer to an inevitable truth and every year I get more terrified despite knowing this is what life IS, what it’s supposed to be
I can’t stop fucking crying
November 27, 2025 at 8:08 AM
I can’t stop fucking crying
My grandma had another stroke :(
November 22, 2025 at 8:06 PM
My grandma had another stroke :(
FUCK
we had a temp supervisor since ours was on vacation - it was a test to see if a new supervisor would work and it was going PERFECTLY, then RIGHT at the end of the week one of my coworkers with a bad temper blew up on her and now she doesn't wanna do it and we're stuck with our shitty one still
we had a temp supervisor since ours was on vacation - it was a test to see if a new supervisor would work and it was going PERFECTLY, then RIGHT at the end of the week one of my coworkers with a bad temper blew up on her and now she doesn't wanna do it and we're stuck with our shitty one still
November 22, 2025 at 3:37 AM
FUCK
we had a temp supervisor since ours was on vacation - it was a test to see if a new supervisor would work and it was going PERFECTLY, then RIGHT at the end of the week one of my coworkers with a bad temper blew up on her and now she doesn't wanna do it and we're stuck with our shitty one still
we had a temp supervisor since ours was on vacation - it was a test to see if a new supervisor would work and it was going PERFECTLY, then RIGHT at the end of the week one of my coworkers with a bad temper blew up on her and now she doesn't wanna do it and we're stuck with our shitty one still
callasoiled is unbelievably underrated as a an electronic artist and their vocaloid work is incredible too, it's driving me crazy I can't buy the album this is from ANYWHERE because they don't have it on bandcamp/streaming platforms
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pne...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pne...
Calla Soiled - Shut_9 Sec
YouTube video by flamethorn77
www.youtube.com
November 21, 2025 at 3:49 AM
callasoiled is unbelievably underrated as a an electronic artist and their vocaloid work is incredible too, it's driving me crazy I can't buy the album this is from ANYWHERE because they don't have it on bandcamp/streaming platforms
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pne...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pne...
the UPS plane crash yesterday is so much worse than people can imagine. My heart breaks for my coworkers in kentucky. Seeing the footage made my stomach drop.
November 6, 2025 at 4:32 AM
the UPS plane crash yesterday is so much worse than people can imagine. My heart breaks for my coworkers in kentucky. Seeing the footage made my stomach drop.
it’s either nothing or nightmares when I sleep these days, and both terrify me.
November 4, 2025 at 9:45 AM
it’s either nothing or nightmares when I sleep these days, and both terrify me.
im so fucking bummed man i slept through my entire weekend
November 3, 2025 at 1:54 AM
im so fucking bummed man i slept through my entire weekend
therapy session today was maybe the hardest it has ever been, my body hurts so bad and im so tired
October 30, 2025 at 12:43 AM
therapy session today was maybe the hardest it has ever been, my body hurts so bad and im so tired
the one time i feel like seeing a band live would change my life for real and they don't stop in my state, just riiiight next to it lol, im gonna cry
October 11, 2025 at 4:52 AM
the one time i feel like seeing a band live would change my life for real and they don't stop in my state, just riiiight next to it lol, im gonna cry
Baby go outside,
You don’t need to stay here in your mind,
Having too much fun?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q-O...
You don’t need to stay here in your mind,
Having too much fun?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q-O...
Night Tapes - enter
YouTube video by David Dean Burkhart
www.youtube.com
October 2, 2025 at 6:39 PM
Baby go outside,
You don’t need to stay here in your mind,
Having too much fun?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q-O...
You don’t need to stay here in your mind,
Having too much fun?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far away can I go until I feel it?
How far?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=0q-O...
Iiris Vesik has to have one of the most beautiful voices I have ever heard in my entire life...
October 2, 2025 at 5:22 PM
Iiris Vesik has to have one of the most beautiful voices I have ever heard in my entire life...
i genuinely do not think most people understand how much music means to me lol
September 27, 2025 at 10:42 PM
i genuinely do not think most people understand how much music means to me lol
If the world is ending,
Could you share with me our last strawberry?
If the world is ending,
Can we just enjoy the view?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=15JS...
Could you share with me our last strawberry?
If the world is ending,
Can we just enjoy the view?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=15JS...
Night Tapes - leave it all behind, Mike
YouTube video by Night Tapes
www.youtube.com
September 27, 2025 at 5:56 AM
If the world is ending,
Could you share with me our last strawberry?
If the world is ending,
Can we just enjoy the view?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=15JS...
Could you share with me our last strawberry?
If the world is ending,
Can we just enjoy the view?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=15JS...
this is like the fourth album in a row to come out and make me fucking cry my eyes out what the fuck
September 27, 2025 at 5:54 AM
this is like the fourth album in a row to come out and make me fucking cry my eyes out what the fuck
So you think that you're rational?
Where the fuck did you get that idea?
The event and the information?
I'm just another swordsman
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eZu...
Where the fuck did you get that idea?
The event and the information?
I'm just another swordsman
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eZu...
Night Tapes - swordsman
YouTube video by David Dean Burkhart
www.youtube.com
September 26, 2025 at 7:56 PM
So you think that you're rational?
Where the fuck did you get that idea?
The event and the information?
I'm just another swordsman
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eZu...
Where the fuck did you get that idea?
The event and the information?
I'm just another swordsman
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eZu...
there's so much shit i wanna scream about but nowhere feels safe to scream about it.
September 25, 2025 at 5:22 PM
there's so much shit i wanna scream about but nowhere feels safe to scream about it.
I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
THE WAY AROUND THOSE CITY WALLS
THE WAY ON THROUGH
I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
BUT NOW THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN
ABANDONED BY THE SUN
www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZy5...
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
THE WAY AROUND THOSE CITY WALLS
THE WAY ON THROUGH
I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
BUT NOW THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN
ABANDONED BY THE SUN
www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZy5...
City Walls
YouTube video by Twenty One Pilots - Topic
www.youtube.com
September 16, 2025 at 12:06 AM
I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
THE WAY AROUND THOSE CITY WALLS
THE WAY ON THROUGH
I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
BUT NOW THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN
ABANDONED BY THE SUN
www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZy5...
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
THE WAY AROUND THOSE CITY WALLS
THE WAY ON THROUGH
I WONDER WHERE YOU ARE
I WANTED YOU TO SHOW ME
BUT NOW THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN
ABANDONED BY THE SUN
www.youtube.com/watch?v=LZy5...