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vifssan
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I love dazai a lot
trying to create stuff, but I'm mentally unstable, so I can disappear from time to time
venting a lot
TWITTER AND AO3 BOTH USE CLOUDFLARE WHICH IS DOWH NOOOOO
November 18, 2025 at 2:02 PM
oh is this bullshit down lmao
November 18, 2025 at 2:00 PM
saw a post on insta like bsd characters as flowers and dazai was a night blooming cereus
and I decided to google some info about it and not only it's fitting and beautiful but it also made me very emotional so I decided to share
November 15, 2025 at 10:10 PM
fyozai exes with the "hate me" song
dazai the one who's saying the lyric to fyodor
November 15, 2025 at 10:09 PM
my brain cameback to an au with prince/king dazai and knight chuuya
so them with golden brown trend, dazai was forced to marry a princess, but he turns around to look at chuuya, but he can't see his face behind the armor, so he looked away.
November 15, 2025 at 10:09 PM
dazai who got much worse it clearly affects his body
like he was somehow able to hide it all this time. but one moment his body just gives up, right after his brain
sounds like I'm describing his death which...could work, but I'm not in the mood rn
November 15, 2025 at 10:09 PM
having dazai celebrity brainrot again
there are so many clips of him where he was funny (both intentionally and not) and his face and body languages was telling so much when he was genuinely weirded out and these had became memes
I love celebrity dazai so much he's so dear to me
November 15, 2025 at 10:09 PM
dazai who realizes that he's fictional and that nothing and no one is real. no one else, but him seems to understand it. at first it kinda confirms his already established views on the world, but later it starts driving him crazy
I can also sneak villianzai agenda here hmmm
November 15, 2025 at 10:09 PM
he could have a scar from it to
one of many others
I also like to think that he gets hurt in this exact same place the second time or smt
suffering dazai brainrot rn sorry
November 15, 2025 at 10:03 PM
for some reason I loved him getting shot in season 3 by fyodor too much. like the placement, the vital organs didn't get affected which gives a beautiful opportunity of osamu being hurt, but not being on a brick of dead that much? and with other consequences because of the wound
November 15, 2025 at 10:03 PM
it terrifies him and he feels useless when he's like this (another headcanon I have tbh)
November 15, 2025 at 10:02 PM
like usually he still could "survive" and pretend everything is fine, but one moment everything in him just gave up
and him being taken care of because of this. he would be grumpy and refusing any help, by saying he's not weak and don't need it. he hates being vulnerable and weak
November 15, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I'm a huge fan of osamu having chronical pains, illness or just his body being affected by his mental illnesses (projecting)

I decided to call him osamu more often, I love his first name
November 15, 2025 at 10:02 PM
in additional to the original post tho
or smt else like osamu after getting horribly hurt/attempt/illness whatever,all of it works
and him being so weak and fragile, he feels like a broken vase with a tape on it
it takes him much longer time than usual to recover
November 15, 2025 at 10:02 PM
what if sneaked there exes fyozai and fyodor not moving on from dazai and still yearning for him agenda
even better if he was homophobic before but well he's not anymore
November 15, 2025 at 10:00 PM