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vifssan
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I love dazai a lot
trying to create stuff, but I'm mentally unstable, so I can disappear from time to time
venting a lot
Pinned
I'm not gonna make the same mistake over and over again so at least here I'm gonna organize my headcanons/aus/etc
so thread of threads
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November 15, 2025 at 4:05 AM
people tend to copy movements of loved ones...or smt...
btw if you look closely they almost form a heart
November 15, 2025 at 10:13 PM
saw a post on insta like bsd characters as flowers and dazai was a night blooming cereus
and I decided to google some info about it and not only it's fitting and beautiful but it also made me very emotional so I decided to share
November 15, 2025 at 10:08 PM
fyozai exes with the "hate me" song
dazai the one who's saying the lyric to fyodor
November 15, 2025 at 10:07 PM
my brain cameback to an au with prince/king dazai and knight chuuya
so them with golden brown trend, dazai was forced to marry a princess, but he turns around to look at chuuya, but he can't see his face behind the armor, so he looked away.
November 15, 2025 at 10:03 PM
dazai who got much worse it clearly affects his body
like he was somehow able to hide it all this time. but one moment his body just gives up, right after his brain
sounds like I'm describing his death which...could work, but I'm not in the mood rn
November 15, 2025 at 10:02 PM
having dazai celebrity brainrot again
there are so many clips of him where he was funny (both intentionally and not) and his face and body languages was telling so much when he was genuinely weirded out and these had became memes
I love celebrity dazai so much he's so dear to me
November 15, 2025 at 10:00 PM
dazai who realizes that he's fictional and that nothing and no one is real. no one else, but him seems to understand it. at first it kinda confirms his already established views on the world, but later it starts driving him crazy
I can also sneak villianzai agenda here hmmm
November 15, 2025 at 9:58 PM
sorry for disappearing again
I'm gonna post some stuff I want to be there too tho
November 15, 2025 at 9:56 PM
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November 14, 2025 at 12:33 PM
I'm so mentally unstable that it gets worse and worse everytime like it's not funny what's even funny about it
I literally can say almost everything what's wrong with me just now and track and define what is this but do you think it helps me to stop it no
November 10, 2025 at 7:58 PM
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somehow this doodle i did at like 2am popped off on the other site
November 5, 2025 at 8:51 PM
what if dazai is the one who transfer back to the mafia because of the deal, but hear me out. it's still him trying and wanting to be a better person, but now he's in old bad environment again, so it directly challenges both him and the promise he made to oda.
I think it would be interesting to see>
November 6, 2025 at 3:33 PM
wish there was a feature to change colours at least on the web version like on twitter
I hate this bright blue
November 5, 2025 at 6:21 PM
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i swear it’s my hobby
November 5, 2025 at 7:00 AM
funfact I very much prefer dachuu and topzai, but I like bottomzai and chuuzai too sometimes. just the thing is that I like it mostly in my head only with very rare cases when I like content with it from others. the rest of the time I get a very unpleasant icks from it
November 4, 2025 at 7:52 PM
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the point of art isn’t to be “pretty” or “good” but rather to reveal the very specific ways you’re messed up inside
November 4, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I wanna crawl inside dazai's skull and see what's inside what's he thinks about I wanna know EVERYTHING every little detail
does he hate the morning cold does he love tiramisu WHAT is his backstory like what is going on in his head what does he think about on a daily basics
November 3, 2025 at 8:54 PM
I like to think that dazai's bolo tie hold something important, being it both the bolo tie itself as a whole, or something inside it. and dazai holding it with his shaking hands when he's on his lowest, because at that moment he felt like it's all that he had left.
November 3, 2025 at 8:52 PM
this song is such a gold
I've been imagining dazai with this (especially edits) and it mostly about the chorus but still it's sooo good
October 31, 2025 at 10:51 PM
bro no fucking way tiktok just showed me a creepy clown that just enters through the door right away WITHOUT FUCKING ANY WARNING
IT'S LIKE ALMOST 12 PM DON'T DO THIS TO ME
October 31, 2025 at 10:30 PM
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i love a friend you can be gross with, like i love being a crass disgusting creature spitting bile from my mouth and then they double down with the crassness
October 31, 2025 at 5:24 AM
I truly hate this views thing on twitter where you can see how many you have
it makes me uncomfortable like seeing a lot of views and zero interactions is awful
October 31, 2025 at 9:38 PM
dazai who was crying so much, blood vessels in his eyes popped from all the pressure, so now he cris blood tears
or something
October 31, 2025 at 9:36 PM
anyway
dazai
October 31, 2025 at 9:26 PM