Happy birthday Joy!

Pair hatred with fervent religiosity and well, you get a petri dish of whatever the fuck this essay was.

Hatred is a brain killer, after all.

aaaaaAAAAAAAa its so goooood! all the little details aiajofahu fhaoufhaufhbawufa

Thank you for taking the time to listen to my inane ramblings while I try to figure out my head.

Like TTRPG's or regular RPG's? :p

And its so incredibly isolating.

Yeah that's me alright. I'm accutely aware of being on the spectrum, so I know its not a 'just me' thing. But like, its still so damn frustrating for me. I can't be spontaneous like I see other people in a conversation. I can maybe make a joke once or twice a year and banter is beyond me.

The emotional response is always...muted. It makes me feel like something of an alien.

I mean I'm almost to that point myself so I feel it. I dunno, I just have a ton on my mind and its incredibly frustrating.

I feel like I'm incapable of properly feeling emotions. At least not without something like a particularly moving song.

Somebody could pass away and, while I'd be bummed out

Need to? I suppose not. Want to? Yeah.

Mamdani put all his points into charisma and intelligence and its freaking working. Incredible.

also I think it's sad that there is in fact more then one instance I've seen recently that this is relevant too haha can everyone chill out for a lil bit please? lol

People think dragging other artists or projects will gain them internet brownie points, but it never will. Someday, when you're project is up for judgement, these same people will tear you to shreds without a second thought. Why be a part of that. Make your art. Stand behind it. Don't be ✨lame✨.

Pizza is one, sushi another, and barbeque the third.

also sweets, oh gosh, sweets.

And even baby metroids. Samus blasts *obviously* hostile things. She's a murder machine with a heart.

Except for Etecoons and Dachoras, per Super Metroid. Unless you leave them behind.