I wish with every fibre of my being that i wasnt autistic and i was able to live in the world frictionless. Everything is torture and i dont want to be anywhere

#HobbesWasRight

We live in a world of slavering dogs, just sick down to their very cores, irreverent facists, literally every man for himself . I fucking hate us all. I hope we all die

And to transition. Maybe

I find burnout to be a really aggravating and embarrassing "symptom" of autism. I wrote papers too hard now i have to nap all day and watch cartoons

you'll never see this, but im sorry, I miss talking about cartoons with you... I don't think we were ever that close, so I got scared and severed things early.. but maybe you didn't see it that way, I'm sorry if I hurt you and I still care about you

I will always yearn to escape my body and return to the mental form i require - i think my reluctant transness have a lot to do with this, probably, its hard to want to "transition" when you reject society as well

A part of my life has been taken up by a trying to be a person but ultimately constantly realizing i reject humanity and that it has no real place for me, but now i simply will do my best as my animal body allows me

bluesky is probably the website for the amazing digital circus thinkpeices and other fag shit

we lied bro

hi