I feel so frustrated and confused its like I'm even there. I feel empty and invisible; do I deserve to be neglected too...?

I think about it from time to time, the night I almost died; it was wasn't what I was expecting, thought I was gonna go out in my bed surrounded with people I love, but I guess me being here right now is proof that I will die surrounded by people I love. That is if they are still around when I go.

oh Jen, how time failed us.

damn, school is so tiring

hello, I had just recently found out about this app through a friend. I really don't know what to post here but I guess I'll just vent out whatever I feel inside or whatever is on my mind. If you found this then I guess your interested in knowing who I am.