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23. an exploration of plurality. median system. pro-endogenic, i support all modes of plurality and explorations of it.
23. an exploration of plurality. median system. pro-endogenic, i support all modes of plurality and explorations of it.
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@valkyriel.bsky.social
· Jan 18
⸸ bodily 23, info in bio.
× "median syslet." im plural, but i dont consider myself a properly distinct 'system.' this account is an exercise in my plurality, to exist as separate modes/facets freely & without shame.
× im pro endogenic & pro fiction.
#pluralsky #syssky #systemsky #endogenic
× "median syslet." im plural, but i dont consider myself a properly distinct 'system.' this account is an exercise in my plurality, to exist as separate modes/facets freely & without shame.
× im pro endogenic & pro fiction.
#pluralsky #syssky #systemsky #endogenic
all im saying is that this is the most system I've ever been. most genuinely valid as plural I've been in a few years. I'm beefing with kids in my brain and I'm considering deleting this bluesky account
March 6, 2025 at 8:51 AM
all im saying is that this is the most system I've ever been. most genuinely valid as plural I've been in a few years. I'm beefing with kids in my brain and I'm considering deleting this bluesky account
i guess if i had to put us in a linear gradient it'd look like this, but we are more of a gra dient map within a color wheel...
🐛✨️🐀🪤🪰🥀🕊
🦇
🔥
just kidding i couldn't make it linear even in a little exercise for fun.
🐛✨️🐀🪤🪰🥀🕊
🦇
🔥
just kidding i couldn't make it linear even in a little exercise for fun.
February 28, 2025 at 11:02 AM
i guess if i had to put us in a linear gradient it'd look like this, but we are more of a gra dient map within a color wheel...
🐛✨️🐀🪤🪰🥀🕊
🦇
🔥
just kidding i couldn't make it linear even in a little exercise for fun.
🐛✨️🐀🪤🪰🥀🕊
🦇
🔥
just kidding i couldn't make it linear even in a little exercise for fun.
🪰 — ok I think i can now safely say that I AM a part & 🪤 is basically. uh. I'm assuming everybody. when we are whole for the most part. so I AM 🪤 but more specifically I'm 🪰. and he is me but I'm a more specified version of him.
February 28, 2025 at 10:55 AM
🪰 — ok I think i can now safely say that I AM a part & 🪤 is basically. uh. I'm assuming everybody. when we are whole for the most part. so I AM 🪤 but more specifically I'm 🪰. and he is me but I'm a more specified version of him.
I think 🥀 is moreso the goth side of me and 🪰 is obviously the metalhead. Jury's still out on who the juggalo is
February 28, 2025 at 9:51 AM
I think 🥀 is moreso the goth side of me and 🪰 is obviously the metalhead. Jury's still out on who the juggalo is
I can just be me whenever I want. I don't need special permission or excuse for it.
February 28, 2025 at 8:39 AM
I can just be me whenever I want. I don't need special permission or excuse for it.
none of them are real. trust me, I wish they were
February 26, 2025 at 8:40 AM
none of them are real. trust me, I wish they were
my parts may not front often if ever but I do fall into moments of clarity and I realize something about them will full certainty that I didn't realize beforehand
February 25, 2025 at 11:11 PM
my parts may not front often if ever but I do fall into moments of clarity and I realize something about them will full certainty that I didn't realize beforehand
generally speaking i wonder if ✨️ was/is an introject. I guess so. I kept trying to compartmentalize him as the same person I was at 16--one of the people i was at 16, obviously I was more than one guy back then. but yknow. maybe ✨️ is new. newish. split from the same person i used to be maybe. idk
February 25, 2025 at 7:26 AM
generally speaking i wonder if ✨️ was/is an introject. I guess so. I kept trying to compartmentalize him as the same person I was at 16--one of the people i was at 16, obviously I was more than one guy back then. but yknow. maybe ✨️ is new. newish. split from the same person i used to be maybe. idk
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old dusty painting I did for halloween 2020, during the pandemic haha
Oil painting on paper
Oil painting on paper
February 20, 2025 at 4:11 PM
old dusty painting I did for halloween 2020, during the pandemic haha
Oil painting on paper
Oil painting on paper
I think anyone who's even slightly smart would know generative ai isn't a fucking file type you can work on like that. this has nothing to do with the industry those people are fucking stupid idiots. Just fucking say it like it is.
February 21, 2025 at 6:44 AM
I think anyone who's even slightly smart would know generative ai isn't a fucking file type you can work on like that. this has nothing to do with the industry those people are fucking stupid idiots. Just fucking say it like it is.
how often is a part gonna show up and be like "im the realest one!!! these others arent though" yeah ok you and the 5 others who came before who said the same shit
February 17, 2025 at 10:35 PM
how often is a part gonna show up and be like "im the realest one!!! these others arent though" yeah ok you and the 5 others who came before who said the same shit
🕊 is an ageless angel trapped in the body of an 11 year old girl, trapped in the body of a 23 year old butch chick. she's me when I'm age regressed as a parentified little girl, a little girl who only knows how to be your mommy and not much else. she doesn't know how to be a normal kid.
February 16, 2025 at 7:01 PM
🕊 is an ageless angel trapped in the body of an 11 year old girl, trapped in the body of a 23 year old butch chick. she's me when I'm age regressed as a parentified little girl, a little girl who only knows how to be your mommy and not much else. she doesn't know how to be a normal kid.
🕊 was around last night & likely is capable of being around at any given time for now. of course she wasn't going to post on here she's got bigger fish to fry. alas
February 16, 2025 at 6:58 PM
🕊 was around last night & likely is capable of being around at any given time for now. of course she wasn't going to post on here she's got bigger fish to fry. alas
this is why dissociative disorders are stupid and every part of me who's ever tried to define myself in parts or compartmentalize is stupid. its an impossible feat. if I'm a dissociative part I have not been accounted for despite arguably being one of the realest of them.
February 12, 2025 at 1:59 AM
this is why dissociative disorders are stupid and every part of me who's ever tried to define myself in parts or compartmentalize is stupid. its an impossible feat. if I'm a dissociative part I have not been accounted for despite arguably being one of the realest of them.
suddenly realizing it do not feel as multifaceted as I used to. I feel less like a developed person and more like somebody with a role to play. I feel like I exist to do some kind of job and nothing else. I haven't been living for myself lately. I've been living for my family and loved ones
February 12, 2025 at 1:58 AM
suddenly realizing it do not feel as multifaceted as I used to. I feel less like a developed person and more like somebody with a role to play. I feel like I exist to do some kind of job and nothing else. I haven't been living for myself lately. I've been living for my family and loved ones
I feel no self love to appreciate these parts of me. embarassing, emotional, edgy, whatever else. goodnight
January 25, 2025 at 12:28 PM
I feel no self love to appreciate these parts of me. embarassing, emotional, edgy, whatever else. goodnight
I genuinely think thst maybe the "parts" i think I csn label and differentiate between are insanely inaccurate compartmentalizations of my dissociation that I just attribute to stages of my life or something. and instead it's more accurately differentiated by type of trauma/trigger
January 25, 2025 at 12:17 PM
I genuinely think thst maybe the "parts" i think I csn label and differentiate between are insanely inaccurate compartmentalizations of my dissociation that I just attribute to stages of my life or something. and instead it's more accurately differentiated by type of trauma/trigger
whatever. differentiating between "parts" is pointless but I just had a conversation eith myself and processed something so
January 25, 2025 at 12:12 PM
whatever. differentiating between "parts" is pointless but I just had a conversation eith myself and processed something so
its quite annoying when you can tell you're trying to delude yourself into some random bullshit that's never been real. like part of my brain is clawing at me trying to convince me we're plural rather than the same as literally everybody else alive with ptsd.
January 25, 2025 at 11:24 AM
its quite annoying when you can tell you're trying to delude yourself into some random bullshit that's never been real. like part of my brain is clawing at me trying to convince me we're plural rather than the same as literally everybody else alive with ptsd.
Wow am I fucking tired though. not hungry anymore either. head feels heavy
January 25, 2025 at 11:20 AM
Wow am I fucking tired though. not hungry anymore either. head feels heavy
nevermind about that I realized I don't care. Just choose to stop caring and it works like a damn charm. Yep. I don't even know why I thought I was triggered over that or why I channeled 🕊 for no reason. Lowkey embarassing
January 25, 2025 at 11:19 AM
nevermind about that I realized I don't care. Just choose to stop caring and it works like a damn charm. Yep. I don't even know why I thought I was triggered over that or why I channeled 🕊 for no reason. Lowkey embarassing
🕊 I don't like it. I don't like feeling this way again. I didn't want to. he died a long long time ago I didn't think I'd ever have to hug him again. I know it's not him but isn't it? it feels the same. I need to get him off of me
January 25, 2025 at 11:02 AM
🕊 I don't like it. I don't like feeling this way again. I didn't want to. he died a long long time ago I didn't think I'd ever have to hug him again. I know it's not him but isn't it? it feels the same. I need to get him off of me
wish to fall asleep and wake up as somebody who can function productively.
January 24, 2025 at 6:30 AM
wish to fall asleep and wake up as somebody who can function productively.