"We are here for you". Those words feel empty. Empty when muttered by family, because the reality of it is that they never were. I've trusted to talk to them about my feelings, only to be disregarded. I'm alone, I know the truth. Yet, it makes me feel like I'm only making things up. I'm not, am I?

I slept, but there’s a feeling inside me that aches. I don’t know what else I could do. What does one do?

I have trouble sleeping. It’s already morning with not even an ounce of sleep. I haven’t even done the assignment I promised myself to do. What a catastrophe! There’s still so many things on my mind, and overall how these entries will go about. Questions if I’ll continue or drop it. One way to see!

Those are all the entries I want to share about myself for the time being. I will publish more if I am feeling confident, if not, then this was an attempt. For now, goodnight since I really haven't slept with all these pondering thoughts! I'll see you another time.

That was a lot, I apologize for that. There's so many things I feel. I've always wanted to reach out for help, for a proper assess of these feelings and values of mine, but my family has never agreed with the idea of help. They are old-school, and I cannot help myself. I don't know how to.

I forgot to talk about another crucial detail that this account was made for, and that's the idea of transitioning and become the identity I feel myself happy and comforted in. I want to pursue myself any my identity, but there's a problem.

I like story games. I like the idea of going around and meeting characters, who you become friends or acquaintances with, and go on your merry way. It's always sad when it ends, but it's something that it's easy to grow attached to. So many cool games to check out! I wish I could check them all out!

I don't know what exactly to talk about, but I think I'll leave more entries when things come to mind. Right now, it's empty and I'm contemplating if putting myself out like this is by any means a good idea. I've never used social media to publish about myself, but maybe I'll learn a thing or two!

Bluesky is full of very kind people, so it makes me curious to do something out of my comfort zone while remaining anonymous.

Hello, I'm going to use this account to talk about myself. Think of it as a diary I'm not expecting interactions from. Only to put it out there to reflect.