upfromsumdirt
@upfromsumdirt.bsky.social
poet & nyeusiphile.
poetry collections: Deifying A Total Darkness; To Emit Teal; The Second Stop Is Jupiter; & The Shoes of the Fisherman's Wife
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poetry collections: Deifying A Total Darkness; To Emit Teal; The Second Stop Is Jupiter; & The Shoes of the Fisherman's Wife
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...welcome to the shit i think about to myself and probably isnt worth all this effort of posting about.
November 11, 2025 at 12:04 PM
...welcome to the shit i think about to myself and probably isnt worth all this effort of posting about.
when i first wrote this post i had recently awakened but was still able to experience a triggered vertigo (multiple times) with that scene in my mind.
but ive been awake for about 90 mins and can't come close to revisiting that experience...
but ive been awake for about 90 mins and can't come close to revisiting that experience...
November 11, 2025 at 12:04 PM
when i first wrote this post i had recently awakened but was still able to experience a triggered vertigo (multiple times) with that scene in my mind.
but ive been awake for about 90 mins and can't come close to revisiting that experience...
but ive been awake for about 90 mins and can't come close to revisiting that experience...
but maybe i was still too much in the dream world, even tho i felt like i was wide awake, because i cant *now* make myself envision a high window view strong enough to trigger the dizzying sense that i might fall - it's just a thought with a shadowy image-bubble inside my head...
November 11, 2025 at 12:04 PM
but maybe i was still too much in the dream world, even tho i felt like i was wide awake, because i cant *now* make myself envision a high window view strong enough to trigger the dizzying sense that i might fall - it's just a thought with a shadowy image-bubble inside my head...
literally. i was dreaming of looking out a high rise window and jolted awake in dizziness and fear - which i expect: im *there* in the dream, not knowing im dreaming... but after waking i tried revisiting that same image several times only to experience the same terror. ‐ wuwt?
November 11, 2025 at 12:04 PM
literally. i was dreaming of looking out a high rise window and jolted awake in dizziness and fear - which i expect: im *there* in the dream, not knowing im dreaming... but after waking i tried revisiting that same image several times only to experience the same terror. ‐ wuwt?
nothing identifies a crazy uncle/cool uncle faster than a patronizing, half-hearted hug given to you by those you love. if sibs kids welcome you with a full, warm embrace then you are, indeed, the cool uncle.
November 11, 2025 at 10:59 AM
nothing identifies a crazy uncle/cool uncle faster than a patronizing, half-hearted hug given to you by those you love. if sibs kids welcome you with a full, warm embrace then you are, indeed, the cool uncle.
we watch our 10 month old grandson 3 times a week and last week he grabbed at my lip and his hand tasted like how along-dead mouse smells and i temporarily (maybe) revoked all affection...
November 11, 2025 at 6:53 AM
we watch our 10 month old grandson 3 times a week and last week he grabbed at my lip and his hand tasted like how along-dead mouse smells and i temporarily (maybe) revoked all affection...
oooh... id forgotten about that one.
November 11, 2025 at 4:13 AM
oooh... id forgotten about that one.
hell, im never going to a theater to see a movie ever again in life but i STILL might buy tickets for this...
a man holding a stack of money on his head with the words 8 tickets written below him
Alt: gif of a man holding a stack of money on his head while speaking into a stack of money like a phone captioned below with "8 tickets"
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November 11, 2025 at 3:49 AM
hell, im never going to a theater to see a movie ever again in life but i STILL might buy tickets for this...
"rebooting" isnt necessarily a bad thing to say, but without context it implies a failure/that something has crashed... and maybe dont have your passengers sitting on the runway freaking tf out?!
November 10, 2025 at 4:06 PM
"rebooting" isnt necessarily a bad thing to say, but without context it implies a failure/that something has crashed... and maybe dont have your passengers sitting on the runway freaking tf out?!
i mean, if it's a pretty common thing then perhaps, as the pilot, you dont share that info in that manner... maybe say, "running a final systems/safety check"? or "installing an upgrade to the operating systems"? or "correcting an electrical problem"?
November 10, 2025 at 4:06 PM
i mean, if it's a pretty common thing then perhaps, as the pilot, you dont share that info in that manner... maybe say, "running a final systems/safety check"? or "installing an upgrade to the operating systems"? or "correcting an electrical problem"?
yeah. no biggie. just had to, you know, REBOOT A WHOLE ASS AIRPLANE
because it's system crashed?!? idk...
because it's system crashed?!? idk...
November 10, 2025 at 3:17 PM
yeah. no biggie. just had to, you know, REBOOT A WHOLE ASS AIRPLANE
because it's system crashed?!? idk...
because it's system crashed?!? idk...
upset that my weird poems arent really weird enough...
November 10, 2025 at 1:52 AM
upset that my weird poems arent really weird enough...