I apologize for not explaining this thoroughly the first time around as well.

Also, I'm not sure if anyone even cares about this anymore but my claim to do work for both immigrants AND transgender people is not entirely accurate because though I have applied to volunteering positions serving both communities, I have so far only been approved for the ones helping trans people.

If I disagreed with someone out of some fundamental differences in our priorities then I should have known better than to try and make that someone out to be a bad person. Telling someone to just accept that their goal is impossible was never going to work as an argument and I'm sorry for making it.

5. I'm sorry for, and I quote, "criticizing caricatures of leftists" during the 2024 election. I didn't want Trump to win because I thought that a transgender immigrant like me would be fucked if he did. I didn't see Gaza as a priority compared to my personal safety. That's selfish and I apologize.

Will you ever make a normal Bluesky account again?

I might, but even if I do, I won't be out here saying outrageous bullshit in political arguments anymore. I'm not going to insult the people who evidently know and care a whole lot more about the world than I do by talking out of my ass on a whim.

I know there is one guy I'm missing who had a thoroughly prepared multi-point flowchart to break down every single thing I got wrong during the argument but I legitimately cannot remember his username and I'm sorry about that too. Please let me know if anyone remembers who that was.

I don't expect anyone to forgive me for these utter dogshit level decisions of mine. I am apologizing because I was so stupid and wrong that I harmed even my own pride as a person. For a list of more detailed apologies for some of my specific actions, please see this thread: bsky.app/profile/unic...

Finally, I am sorry if my actions somehow prevented any money or aid from reaching the refugees from Gaza, or discouraged anyone from supporting said refugees. Please don't stop helping people. That was never what I wanted. I just got irrationally angry at a comment and talked out of my ass.

This account represents my effort to take accountability for my actions and exists to remind myself that I should never do the kind of stupid bullshit that I did ever again. I need to mind my own damn business and stay in my own lane because I was not at all qualified for that entire conversation.

I am not qualified to talk about politics because my political beliefs are incoherent at best. I also tend to say utterly outrageous shit when I get angry that helps absolutely nobody, least of all myself. I apologize for this. I should have been better than that and I will be eventually.

I should not have wasted your New Year's Day afternoons because I got mad at something that wasn't even directed at me. I have spent the past weekend reflecting upon my actions and came to the conclusion that I was wrong about so many things that I will simply not talk about politics online anymore.

First, I am sorry to everyone I personally disrespected and insulted during my argument.

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I was irrationally scared that I would be arrested and deported to China if I openly supported Palestine, which was why I deleted those posts. I chose to lie instead of explaining this because I thought that it would make me look weak. However, lying made me look even weaker. For that, I apologize.

I saw a comment in which two people I didn't know were beefing over fucking Stranger Things and decided "Yes this is a hill I want to die on even though my own opinions about Palestine are completely malformed and incoherent." and that was nobody's fault but my own.

All I was really saying there was that I believe people who never risked their lives for a political cause have no right to criticize other people for not working hard enough to support said cause. I agree that this is an impossibly high standard and I apologize for ever holding anyone to it.

I do not believe that the average Hispanic man hangs out at Home Depot and likes to kill people. What I DID believe was that poor and non-white people would not be sympathetic to the people of Gaza because of their own struggles. This belief had since been proven wrong and I apologize for having it.

I am not and was not ever affiliated with Hamas or Mossad, or any political organization for that matter. Nor do I really want to be. I'm just some asshole who went in over her head trying to argue about Gaza because I got mad at a comment about Stranger Things, a show that I didn't even watch.

4. I'm sorry for taking an argument so personally and jumping in when it had nothing to do with me in the first place. I am just some douchebag on the internet and it was not my place to talk about everything. I should have remembered that before I decided to throw in my two cents.

3. I'm sorry for telling people to go to Gaza themselves if they actually cared so damn much about the people there. I didn't actually want anyone to do that and only said so rhetorically to call people out as being all talk, but it didn't land the way I hoped and I should have seen that coming.